Chapter 168 Not crazy, but want to forget
Su Yujing walked on a strange road, looking at the scenery and everything around her. For her, all this was very strange, and it was also a new beginning for her.
All this strangeness, and all this is unknown to her. Is it the future and life she is willing to face easily?
She thought, maybe the child in her belly was all about her.
She doesn't seem to care much about the others.
This may be really a good thing, because she will be calm and feel that her life has a strange beginning.
Just when Su Yujing was about to come back, she saw a woman on the other side, sitting on the side of the road with her head disheveled.
"Are you... okay?" Su Yujing asked in American English that she thought was not very fluent.
However, the woman looked up, looked at her, and smiled at her, "Who are you?"
The answer to her seemed to be the Chinese she was most familiar with.
Su Yujing wanted to walk over, but was pulled by the servant, "Madam, don't go over, this woman is a lunatic."
"But..." Su Yujing looked at her, "She looks pitiful."
"Madam, she was picked up by Mrs. Smith from outside, and I don't know what happened. She always looked like this, crazy, and she didn't know what she asked her. You'd better get closer to her." The servant kindly reminded her.
Su Yujing stood there, and she looked at the woman. Maybe, sometimes, only women have experienced some feelings, and only when they have endured a lot will she feel that the woman in front of her might not be like this.
"I'll go see her, I won't be in trouble." Su Yujing still tortured up the courage to walk towards the woman.
"Are you Chinese too? Can you tell me what your name is?" Su Yujing asked.
However, the only response to her was her clear eyes, but she could not get any response.
"Madam..." The servant was very worried. Although she didn't know what Su Yujing and Xiao Jun were going on, Xiao Jun seemed to be pretty good to Su Yujing. After all, he specifically told him to take good care of her, especially since she is still a pregnant woman now.
If something happened to Su Yujing because of the crazy woman in front of her, wouldn’t it be a bit unreasonable? Moreover, she didn’t want to lose her job?
Su Yujing didn't care at all. She reached out and stroked her head, but she hid it away.
Su Yujing looked at her, "You don't have to be afraid, I won't hurt you, I just want to make friends with you."
In this strange place and unfamiliar environment, it is really rare that Su Yujing meets someone who can come from a country.
She was actually very excited, but she was also pitiful to the woman in front of her.
If one day, she can get better and she can recover, then is it the most perfect life?
Su Yujing thought about it, maybe it was.
"Friend?" The woman looked at Su Yujing, and the next second, she suddenly held Su Yujing's hand very hard, "Okay, make friends."
The servant stood aside and was worried and afraid, but Su Yujing smiled on her face, which seemed to be a rare beginning for her.
Will she be very happy too?
Su Yujing didn't know, but she knew that she was very happy today.
Since she woke up, she was struggling with headaches every day, thinking about what she should have been like in the past.
It is all of this that makes her immersed in pain.
But today she can let go of all this.
Su Yujing stayed with that woman for a long time, and the servant was always by her side. Su Yujing didn't care. Anyway, she just needed to feel happy.
In the evening, Su Yujing was ready to go out after dinner. However, this time, she also brought some special snacks for the evening, which were Chinese snacks specially prepared by the servant for Su Yujing.
Of course, that so-called crazy woman would definitely not be able to eat at Smith's house.
"Madam..." The servant felt that since Su Yujing came, she seemed to have lived in a nervous mood every day.
However, she had to help her. After all, Su Yujing was a wife, and she was just a servant.
"Mom Yu, I'll just go there by myself, you don't have to follow me." Su Yujing of course also felt that there was always someone around her who followed her and was not used to it.
Although she lost her memory, she was not a useless person who could not do anything. A few days ago, she just didn't understand it herself, but she didn't know what to do and how to face it in the future.
Now, she thought about it and no matter what, at least, she should be clear now. Before she recovered her memory, what she should face was her future life. She could not always feel pain because she could not remember the past.
But now she is now, as long as she faces it calmly, it is actually really good.
At least, she found that she could laugh, at least, she found that she was not so painful.
The servant Yu Ma wouldn’t listen to her, she would still listen to Xiao Jun after all.
"Madam, it's so dark outside, I'll accompany you." Yu Ma immediately took off her apron, walked out of the kitchen, and quickly followed Su Yujing.
Su Yujing ignored her and walked straight out on her own.
Similarly, the woman was still sitting alone on the side of the road. Su Yujing walked over, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something?"
The woman heard a familiar voice. Instead of screaming in fear, she avoided it, she looked up at Su Yujing, "Can I eat it?"
Su Yujing nodded, "Of course, I specially sent you food, all of it is yours."
A smile appeared on the woman's face, which was a very satisfying smile, but it also made people feel sad.
She was not old last year, and she had experienced something that made her become like this.
The woman ate in big mouthfuls, not even raising her head, almost choking.
Su Yujing patted her back and handed her a glass of water, "Don't be anxious, eat slowly."
The woman put down the plate in her hand at this time. She looked at Su Yujing with a serious look on her face, "My name is Jiang Wanqiu."
When Su Yujing heard her say this, she was actually stunned. She seemed to be familiar with the name, but now she has lost her memory, maybe this is just her illusion.
However, when Su Yujing saw Jiang Wanqiu at this time, she seemed not as crazy as she looked.
"Jiang Wanqiu?" Su Yujing looked at her and repeated her name.
Jiang Wanqiu nodded, "Well, I only told you. I only knew Mrs. Smith."
Su Yujing felt as if she wasn't crazy at this time, so why did she pretend to be a crazy person?
Of course, this is something that Su Yujing couldn't figure out.
Because she didn't understand why Jiang Wanqiu had to pretend to be crazy and stupid.
"Are you... crazy?" Su Yujing asked with full of confusion.
Jiang Wanqiu smiled bitterly, "I used to be crazy, but now it's Mrs. Smith who saved me."
However, she is unwilling to face life, and she is unwilling to face the past.
If her current pretending to be crazy and stupid can change her life and make her live like this, isn’t that a good thing?
In fact, she was awake back then. When she woke up, she wanted to go back to her life and to the past, but then she realized that she could not go back to the past.
Those people never planned to let her go, and she only told herself in this way that such a crazy woman is not suitable for him and is not worthy of him.
"Wanqiu." Su Yujing looked at her, said nothing, and gave her a hug, "Wanqiu, everything will be fine in the future."
She hoped this way, and in the same way, she also hoped that Jiang Wanqiu could also hold on to hope that such a life is the most real.
No matter how much they experienced or how much pain they endured, their lives are actually the best in the end.
Jiang Wanqiu smiled, but she didn't say anything. She thought that she had expected it like Su Yujing, but the final result was disappointment.
Now she dares not expect anything because she can no longer bear the pain and can no longer bear everything she will face.
You can only let yourself live in your own world, no longer open your heart to anyone, and say what you are in your heart.
Su Yujing was the biggest accident she encountered in her life, and she was also the first person she was willing to treat her well and speak to her in recent years.
She had never seen Su Yujing before. It seemed that she had just moved here.
And she is willing to be friends with her.
"I have never seen you before. Have you just moved here?" Jiang Wanqiu sat on the side of the road every day, watching the people and cars coming and going, while she lived in her own world.
Su Yujing was stunned. She shook her head, "Actually, I don't know, I have lost my memory, I don't remember everything in the past."
For her, the past is very important, but for her, will the future be more important?
"Then you..." Jiang Wanqiu looked at her. Is the amnesia-lost life the same as the crazy life?
Maybe, there are the same, there are differences?
Jiang Wanqiu actually has no expectations for the future, because she thought that only in this life would she let herself live.
But, is it enough that she just wants this?
If there is no love, if there is only pain, a person who cannot be forgotten in a few years will be suffering for the rest of her life, right?
Chapter completed!