"...Is it because of Qiu Limo that you are so good to Su Ya? If I guess correctly, you are thinking that if you really leave like this, then the only person who can be with Qiu Limo for you is Su Ya. Is that true?"

"...And have you told Su Ya about this idea? You have also asked Su Ya to agree to you? Because I will know it when you look at her expression and actions."

...

What I just remembered in the ward, Rees said in the Sanctuary, was always echoing in Qiu Limo's mind.

Just five minutes ago, Qiu Limo, who was sent home by Lin Yin because of the rain, returned to the hospital with Lin Yin. Just as the two were about to see Xia Muxi, they heard the voice of Si Yisheng coming from the ward.

At first, after hearing Si Yisheng's voice, Qiu Limo did not go directly into the ward because he didn't want to disturb him.

But the next second, Qiu Limo heard those words.

In fact, Qiu Limo had already vaguely noticed that Xia Muxi would do that, but when he heard it with his own ears, he felt a different feeling.

Angry?

It seems that there is no.

Or will it be like Si Yisheng said that it will be in pain?

It seems that there isn't.

Why?

Why do you feel nothing?

Maybe it's because I've been numb to these things for a long time.

Since I have become numb, how could I still feel the so-called feeling?

It's so good, I'm so glad I'm numb.

"Li Mo..." The other person who heard what Si Yishen said was Lin Yin.

After Qiu Limo left, Lin Yin followed Qiu Limo silently, because Lin Yin was really worried about Qiu Limo when he heard that.

Lin Yin knew very well Qiu Limo’s love for Xia Muxi.

But now, Xia Muxi wants to push Qiu Limo, who loves her so deeply, to Su Ya, because Xia Muxi is about to die, because Xia Muxi feels that after her death, only Su Ya can continue to love Qiu Limo and continue to protect Qiu Limo, so... just thinking about it, Lin Yin feels so uncomfortable that she can't breathe, let alone Qiu Limo, the person involved.

"Auntie, I'm worried you again." Qiu Limo smiled. "But I'm really fine this time. I've said that compared to the fact that Mu Xi can survive, other things are nothing."

"Li Mo, sometimes you don't have to be so strong, aunt understands it. So even if you are a little weaker, it doesn't matter." Lin Yin's eyes were filled with tears, and her eyes were blurred. She wanted to reach out to touch Qiu Li Mo, but the hand stopped in the air for a long time.

"Auntie, I'm really fine, really." Although Qiu Limo said this, his hands were tightly held together.

Later, no one spoke anymore, and some were just endlessly silent...

On this day, Qiu Limo did not walk into Xia Muxi's ward. He just sat outside the ward, losing his mind alone.

Because Lin Yin had greeted everyone in advance, no one would disturb Qiu Limo, so Qiu Limo went there.

In the ward where Natsuki is located.

"Muxi, Auntie is here to see you." Before entering the ward, Lin Yin specifically asked Si Yisheng whether Xia Muxi was awake or asleep, because Si Yisheng said that Xia Muxi was awake, and Lin Yin entered the ward.

"Ah...Auntie." Even though it was so difficult to say these two words, there was a smile on Xia Muxi's face.

"Okay, you don't have to say anything. Auntie knows what you want to say." Lin Yin gently held Xia Muxi's hand, "Muxi, is it really okay? Do you really have to hand over Li Mo to Xiaoya or something?"

"This..." Xia Muxi looked at Lin Yin and thought: Did Lin Yin know about that matter? It's impossible. After all, with her understanding of Su Ya, Su Ya would not say that matter to anyone, at least she would not say it at this time. But what Lin Yin said now is just talking about that matter? The thing she asked Su Ya, please let Su Ya take care of Qiu Limo on her behalf and protect Qiu Limo after her death.

"I overheard what you and Si Yisheng said, it's today. Mu Xi, do you really think so? Why do you want Xiaoya to take care of Li Mo on your behalf after you die, and Xiaoya has already promised you, right?"

"..." Xia Muxi's eyes flashed for a moment, "I forced her to agree, because I said that this is the last words." He said this short sentence word by word, and dense sweat had already oozed from Xia Muxi's forehead.

"But Mu Xi, do you really think this is the best? If Xiaoya can really replace you in Li Mo's mind, why wait until now? No matter when, Li Mo's heart is the only one, and he loves you alone. Even if you really leave, Li Mo would rather keep the love between you for the rest of his life until the end of his life. You should understand these things more than anyone else, right?"

"..." Natsuki turned her gaze elsewhere.

"Mu Xi, in fact, I am not the only one who heard what Si Yisheng said today, but Li Mo also heard it." Lin Yin continued.

"What? Cough cough! Cough cough!" Hearing Lin Yin's words, something suddenly gushed out of her chest was strong and hot, which made Xia Muxi unable to bear for a moment.

"Mu Xi, are you okay?" Lin Yin asked in panic after seeing this. "I'll go and find Mr. Si!" After that, Lin Yin planned to leave.

But at this moment, Xia Muxi grabbed Lin Yin's hand.

"Auntie, I, I'm fine." Xia Muxi said in pain.

"Is it really okay?" Lin Yin asked nervously.

"…Hmm." Xia Muxi nodded.

"Is it because of what I said just now? Because I said that Li Mo also heard the words of Si Yisheng?" Lin Yin sat back again.

"Originally, Sister Su Ya would do this after I die. I never thought about letting Qiu Limo know before I die." Even though it was very difficult, Xia Muxi still wanted to say it. Even if these words would use up all the strength left in her body, it didn't matter, because at this time, she just wanted to say it.

"Mu Xi, in fact, you did this wrong. Even if your starting point is for Li Mo, you did this not to help Li Mo, but it would make Li Mo and Xiao Ya fall into pain at the same time. You will bear this pain in your life. Do you really don't understand? Or do you actually understand, but still decide to do this?"

"I understand, but even so, I still threatened Sister Su Ya and told her to agree to me." Xia Muxi's breath gradually began to become disordered. "Because except Sister Su Ya, I really didn't expect that anyone else could love Qiu Limo like that. Auntie, you already know that Sister Su Ya's feelings for Qiu Limo. So if it was Sister Su Ya, it would definitely help Qiu Limo come out of the pain."

"Impossible. If you really leave like this, no one can help Li Mo. Auntie won't lie to you." Lin Yin said softly.

"Even if that's the case, but... I also want someone to be with Qiu Limo, at least when Qiu Limo cries, I can wipe away Qiu Limo's tears. At least when Qiu Limo is lonely, I can be with Qiu Limo silently. When Qiu Limo turns around, I will find that he is not alone." As he said that, Xia Muxi gradually turned red. "And that person is only Sister Su Ya, so I asked her. But I can't make Sister Su Ya too wronged, so I will give Sister Su Ya a legitimate reason and identity to be with Qiu Limo. Is it wrong for me to do this?"

"Wrong." Lin Yin said directly.

"Is that... Haha. If you even say that, aunt, then I should be wrong. But what else can I do? If Qiu Limo is left alone, I will not be at ease even if I die. I don't want Qiu Limo alone, and the rest of my life is still so long. If that guy keeps guarding that home alone, he will definitely cry. I don't want him to cry, I don't want him to cry, I don't want him to die. I also want to stay by Qiu Limo's side for the rest of my life, but this is impossible, right?" Xia Muxi's tears finally flowed down uncontrollably. After enduring for so long, he can finally cry.

"Mu Xi..." Lin Yin also shed tears, feeling distressed, but more of it was powerless and helpless.

"Because the only person I can't rest assured is Qiu Limo, just Qiu Limo... I don't want him to cry, I don't want him alone, I want Qiu Limo to be happy. I have always wanted to give him happiness... But I can't do it anymore. Why do I die? Why don't God want to give me more time? Why do you treat me like this? Isn't the pain I've experienced enough..."

Perhaps at this moment, Xia Muxi really didn't want to think about anything anymore, nor did she want to worry about anything anymore. She was just a dying person, just wanted to burst out all the emotions accumulated in her heart.

After so long, she has been patient from the past to the present and has been silently enduring everything, so at this moment, let her release it to the fullest.

She still owns this right, right?

Xia Muxi cried more and more fiercely, and she was almost breathless.

Lin Yin did not comfort Xia Muxi, because at this time, all the comfort was unnecessary for Xia Muxi. In other words, the best comfort was to stay by Xia Muxi's side silently like now, without saying anything, and not doing anything, just stay quietly.

Lin Yin felt that the crying Xia Muxi in front of her was the one she knew at the beginning.

Child, you should have cried and said it long ago. This is the one we want to see the most.

At this moment, a figure quickly walked over and then hugged the crying Xia Muxi in his arms!

After Lin Yin saw it, a smile slowly appeared on the face wet with tears, and then she left quietly.

God, do you really exist?

If you really exist, don't continue to torture these children, okay?

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