Without you, can you really have the courage and confidence to continue to live?

The answer is, it's impossible.

Without your world, you can't see any light at all, only the boundless darkness. Can you really survive in a world where only darkness is left? Or, can you still live?

Everything in the world will slowly die and cannot survive.

Don't you understand this more than anyone else?

Muxi, you are my world and my life. If you are not here, my world will instantly turn black, and my life will end there.

However, I am not afraid of death, I am not afraid of death at all.

The only thing that scares me in this world is you who are sick now. I am afraid that you will really die, because you finally got to this day, and finally you will start to become happy slowly. You cannot die, you cannot die like this, and you cannot die just like this, and I can only watch.&1t;i>&1t;/i>

You said this was the last time you were willful to me, so I had to promise you. But I really couldn't do it, I couldn't answer you, I couldn't...

...

When Qiu Limo came out of Gong Yuanxiao's ward, he saw the two people hugging each other. To be precise, it was not a real hug, but one side hugging the other side.

Unlike before, he chose to leave directly. This time, Qiu Limo wanted to step forward and separate the two people.

But at this moment, Xia Muxi shook her head at Qiu Limo and signaled Qiu Limo not to move forward any further.

Mu Xi, why do you hold Si Yisheng? Is it because of sympathy? Because of heartache? Or why?

Or, what did Si Yisheng say to you? Some things that can only be said to you?&1t;i>&1t;/i>

Or, is there something between you and Si Yisheng that cannot be known to anyone? It is just a secret that belongs to you two? Even if I am, I cannot know, right?

For a moment, too many thoughts flashed into Qiu Limo's mind. He has always been a calm and calm man, but whenever he encounters something related to Xia Muxi, he will be completely confused. Sometimes even Qiu Limo himself hates this.

However, looking at Xia Muxi and Si Yisheng like this, Qiu Limo was really nervous and worried, afraid that he would be concealed, afraid that he would be excluded, and even more afraid that he would suddenly become an outsider, especially at this time.

On that day, on the way back to the villa by the sea, Qiu Limo just drove the car silently, silently.

As for Xia Muxi, she was lying in the back seat because she really had no strength at all.&1t;i>&1t;/i>

"Qiu Limo, don't think too much." In fact, Xia Muxi had long seen Qiu Limo's abnormality, so he said this.

"I didn't think too much, you go to bed." Even if Qiu Limo said that, his heart was more uncomfortable than ever.

"Didn't I say it long ago? You are not a lie at all." Xia Muxi chuckled, "Especially in front of me, as long as you lie, I can see it all at once."

"If I ask you, will you tell me? Will you tell me the truth?" Qiu Limo's voice seemed serious, but Xia Muxi could hear the loneliness from it.

"You ask." Xia Muxi closed her eyes slightly and said softly-

"…Did everyone except me know about this?"

“…Only you and Qiu Limo don’t know about this.”&1t;i>&1t;/i>

Thinking of what Si Yisheng said when he was in the hospital just now, Xia Muxi felt that Si Yisheng, Su Ya, and everyone did one thing right, that is, Su Ya tried medicine with her body, and she also concealed it from Qiu Limo.

Qiu Limo, what would you think if you let me know that Sister Su Ya tried medicine for me? You would definitely be shocked, right?

Look, Sister Su Ya is such a good person. No matter when and what happens, she will always put you and me first. Even if she asks her to do such a dangerous thing, she has no hesitation at all, and she also instigates everyone to help her hide it from us.

Haha, he is really a cute person.

However, I won't let you know about this for the time being, because it has not yet arrived. Some things can only achieve the best results when they say and do them at the most critical moments.&1t;i>&1t;/i>

"Mu Xi, tell me the truth. You and Si Yisheng should have nothing to hide from me, right?" Just when Xia Mu Xi was still in a daze, Qiu Limo asked the uneasiness pressing against his chest.

"No." Xia Muxi answered quickly without hesitation. She was clearly lying at this time.

"Isn't there really?"

"It's really not. What can Si Yisheng and I hide from you now? It's all my body and I'm sick. In fact, you stay by my side every day, and even if there is really a secret, I can't hide it from you. Just now, in the hospital, Si Yisheng and I almost talked about Gong Yuanxiao. As for why you saw me holding Si Yisheng later, you can actually think of it as long as you think about it a little." Xia Muxi said with a smile.

"Is it because I am worried about you? But because of Gong Yuanxiao, I can only stay in the hospital and can't stay by your side, so I struggle and feel very painful, right?" If it's really just like that, then there's nothing.&1t;i>&1t;/i>

"Well, that's it. So, don't think about it anymore, be careful that your brain cells will die very quickly."

"It doesn't matter, because the growth of brain cells is much faster than those who die." Qiu Limo said jokingly.

"That's right." Xia Muxi smiled. It seemed that it was fine.

"But Gong Yuanxiao's side shouldn't be in the hospital for too long."

"Well, I know, so I have asked Si Yisheng to find a way. Alas, I am really a person who is afraid of trouble. I let others help me with everything, but I feel relieved." Xia Muxi sighed.

"I will persuade Gong Yuanxiao." Although Xia Muxi had an indifferent attitude, Qiu Limo knew how worried this little woman was in her heart and felt guilty towards Gong Yuanxiao.&1t;i>&1t;/i>

"Whatever you do, as long as you can convince Gong Yuanxiao, you can do whatever you do."

"Um."

On the other side, in the luxurious villa on the beach that was transformed into a research room.

"Is that so? You have told Mu Xi all..." Su Ya was on the phone with Si Yisheng.

"Yes." Si Yisheng's voice came from the other end of his phone.

"It turns out to be like Mu Xi said. If it were you, you would never lie to her. I had already greeted you in advance, but it still didn't work." Su Ya smiled bitterly. "So, do you really want to stop? Is it hope right in front of you?"

"I have no idea."

"Since I have been in contact with you, I have rarely seen you hesitate or be confused about something. Even if I said I was willing to try medicine with myself, it did not cause you to have any emotional fluctuations. Now Is it shaken by Mu Xi's words?"&1t;i>&1t;/i>

"What are your thoughts?" Si Yisheng asked.

"Is it necessary to say? Of course, it's going to continue. How can I stop? Si Yisheng, I tell you, don't listen to Muxi's words, absolutely not listen! The medicine test must continue. Since it is impossible to do it under Muxi's nose, then just change the place and do it secretly. How about it?"

"Let me think about it again. Because of Gong Yuanxiao's affairs, I can't go back yet, so I can only pause the drug test."

"This is impossible, I understand. If it were just a little time, it would not have much impact."

"By the way, and Mu Xi said, you should keep Qiu Limo secret about trying medicine with your own body, and don't tell him."

"Haha, this bad girl wants me to become a bad guy again. Forget it, in Li Mo's heart, I'm already a traitor, so I don't mind continuing to do something more that would make him hate." Su Ya said helplessly.&1t;i>&1t;/i>

"I think Mu Xi will look for you after she goes back. In short, no matter what Mu Xi says to you, you will agree first and don't stimulate her. I will tell you the rest after I have thought about it." Si Yisheng said.

"I understand. But Si Yisheng, I want to remind you that I have sacrificed to this point, so I will never give up halfway or fail. Mu Xi must not die. You must save her. You must not waste this sacrifice that I sacrificed my life. Otherwise, there will be a lot of people waiting to teach you a lesson. I am not scaring you. Don't underestimate those people. If they really get crazy, they will eat people."

"I understand, thank you." That's right, it's already reached this point, and Su Ya has made such a great sacrifice. He must not let everything be destroyed in his hands, and must not just end it. Otherwise, even if it is to Su Ya, it will be unfair.

"Okay, you don't have to worry about me. Treat Gong Yuanxiao well. After curing Gong Yuanxiao quickly, then come back to me quickly. Before you come back, I will adjust my body to the best condition."

"Um."

After the call ended, Su Ya took a deep breath.

Muxi, Muxi, it seems that I did too many bad things to you in my previous life, so God asked me to use all my life to compensate you.

Haha, that's good, because who made me like you so much? So no matter what I asked me to do for you, I would do it and I would give it my best!

You bad girl, don’t complain, just accept it obediently, do you understand?

Silly girl...
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