She humiliated his masculine dignity, so she gave this thing and humiliated her?

But if this is the case, her goal will be achieved!

But why did this perception make her feel unbearable and unbearable?

She shouldn't care!

She blamed him, it started many years ago, didn't she?

But - why did she do such crazy things to him after getting drunk?

Is it because I paid too much for him before?

Or is it because I really love him too deeply?

That's why I hate his ruthlessness, so I take revenge on him by getting drunk?

…………

...

The sad Feng Lixue half leaned against the rockery.

She remembered that when the male protagonist abused the female protagonist in the past, the female protagonist would always cry and said heartbrokenly:

"If you don't love, how can you hate it?"

"If I hadn't loved too deeply, how could I hate it all the way?"

"Even if you do not admit the love in your heart, you will eventually have a moment of venting!"

...

But to this day, the meaning behind it is still deeply loved and the true hatred is that it is still loves tragically and cannot forget it!

"Ling Gu Yi, why are you so cruel to me alone..." The first time, she burst into tears...

Those crystal rain of tears slid down on the jade cheeks.

In fact, in the past few years, she has never had too much love for him. As time goes by, the deeper longing has penetrated into the bones and blood. She just used too much love and resentment to suppress it.

Even she didn't know why she just liked him! She just couldn't let him go!

She knew that there were so many good men in this place, but why was she so careless!

...

Until four years ago, she learned that many people wanted to assassinate Ling Guyu, but they were all those in the court who were dissatisfied with Ling Guyu.

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So she pretended to be a man and went to find him.

In order to make him unable to recognize her!

But the purpose of this is never to be resentful, but to just want to see him, to see if he needs her protection...her help...

So, she was still as if she was three years old, and she was still used to him and was attached to him, even if he seduced her first at the beginning.

But, she wanted to get close to him! She really wanted to, really wanted to!

And she actually didn't regret what she did after getting drunk!

At this moment, in the confusion, she could still vaguely remember that he had just plundered the tenderness she wanted on her bed. Her familiar breath made up for the emptiness in the past few years, not really intending to humiliate him.

No woman will be stupid and use her body to take revenge on someone!

She was just too stubborn and arrogant, and refused to admit it to herself.

Because she had no time, she endured so hard and bored.

After waiting for so many years, all I have been waiting for in this life, my heart that has been wandering around in my past life is just waiting for his shelter in this life!

However, it's too late.

He hurt her, and she also hurt him. Just as he said at the beginning, if they gathered together, there would be countless disasters and injuries...

Love that has been persisting for so many years has become meaningless at this moment. If it weren't for him, what's the use of her living?

It’s better to die just after being cut off your tongue and blinded your eyes and deprived of your appearance!

In the hazy way, she could still remember that when she was healed in the large clam shell, her body was so painful that she was polished.

And what she wants in this life is that he can love her...

If she could do it again, she wanted to return to him. Even if... even if she would die, she wouldn't care. As long as... she could die in his arms again when she was three years old.
Chapter completed!