Everyone may have different ideas about what death feels like. Some people think that death is endless emptiness, while others think that death is eternal tranquility. There are many different experiences on the issue of death.

However, this kind of idea is mostly just a fantasy, because not everyone has had the experience of being exposed to death. Not everyone can survive after being intimate with death and share their senses.

Most people's experience of death comes from their own analysis, from the words of the book, or from what they see and hear. But Jill is different. Her current experience comes entirely from her own, extremely real feelings.

Liberation, unwillingness to give up. This is her truest experience and feeling of death. What death brings her is the feeling of liberation of letting go of all grudges, love and hatred. But when she hugged death, she found that deep in her soul, there was still the emotion of living as a human being in the present world. Although some emotions have dissipated with death, some have become deeper and more unforgettable after death comes.

When she was alive, she buried this feeling that could not have any result deeply in the deepest part of her heart, making it impossible for it to see the light of day again. But when she entered death, this feeling that had been buried deep in her heart accompanied her into the world of death, and then entangled her soul like a maggot, allowing her to taste the unwillingness little by little.

This is the most painful feeling, because the unwillingness of a dead soul will not have any result. And the ridiculous thing is that all this was her own choice. She gave up her life because of a moment of despair, but she could only fall into such a situation and enjoy the taste of regret forever. This made the only consciousness in her soul begin to become manic.

Just as her soul began to become manic and uneasy, and even began to change due to this, a ray of light suddenly appeared beside her, wrapping her up like a warm water flow.

It was a very magical feeling that could not be described in words. For Jill, who was only soul left now, she even felt a warmth coming back to her mother's arms. As the light intensified, this warm feeling became urgent, which made Jill start to breathe involuntarily.

There seemed to be strange hallucinations before her eyes. From the darkness and warm light that only death began to change, and the brighter colors began to appear in her vision bit by bit. She saw more, just like when she was alive.

Or, now she is indeed alive. She is rescued. From the world of death, the source of all this is Zhou Yi, who is standing in front of her and pressing her chest and constantly conveying power to her.

Jill, who had just returned to the world, naturally saw Zhou Yi beside her. At this moment, she was not asking what happened like a person who suddenly woke up from a coma. Death is different from coma, so she naturally knew what was going on with her.

So she could only look at Zhou Yi in a very complicated way, and then made a hoarse voice from her mouth.

"You saved me? Why did you save me?"

"I should be asking you this! Why do you commit suicide? What the hell are you thinking about in your mind!"

Upon hearing Jill's question, Zhou Yi immediately couldn't help but question him angryly. You know, if he came to two minutes in the evening, it would not be so easy to save her again.

Once the god of death wandering around the world takes away her soul, he wants to resurrect Jill, he can only enter the kingdom of death and find her existence from the countless peoples of the goddess of death. And for him who has lost the power of the gods, it is very difficult to enter the kingdom of death. It is likely that it will be an ending that will never be returned.

Maybe it was only after he died that he felt fear. Maybe he discovered that death could not solve her problem. So at this time, facing Zhou Yi's questioning, Jill lowered his head unexpectedly.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive. I did such a stupid thing because I didn't think it was easy. I promise that this kind of thing will not happen again."

"It's best not to happen again, because I can't be by your side at any time." Jill's bowing gave Zhou Yi a reason to quell the fire. He still said this mercilessly, but gradually increased the life force in his hand. "You must know that your life was given by me when I was a god. You are an immortal existence blessed by God. Is it really worth giving up such a life because I can't think about it for a moment? "

"The life that was blessed?" Hearing such words, Jill showed a miserable smile. "I really don't know that my life was blessed. If I was really blessed, why would I always lose my most important thing? Zhou Yi, you are God, can you tell me the answer to this question? Why is this!"

"Enough, Jill. Do you think you're miserable?"

Listening to Jill's words, Zhou Yi immediately shouted angrily. He grabbed Jill's collar and lifted her up.

"Look at the land where you stand. How many people have died here? Do you still remember it? You think you are miserable. Have you ever thought about them. Have you ever thought about what these dead people have lost? Are they miserable? Remember me, you are still alive. They are dead. Compared to you, they are miserable lives."

"Hahaha!" At this time, Jill could not make any explanation to Zhou Yi. She had no courage to tell him what she thought was what she thought was loss. The unwillingness after death still remained in her heart, and the emotion that was suppressed by her was madly moving. However, the identity of a living person restricted her, making her only laugh, and shed tears silently in the laughter, using this method to cover up the existence of that emotion.

In the blood, Jill, who had survived death, laughed wildly and hoarsely, and tears slid down her cheeks with the laughter, which made her look like a swan with wings broken.

Zhou Yi could not understand her mood at this moment, but she could feel the sadness and pain in her heart. In such an unknown situation, he could not give her any verbal comfort. So he could only sigh and pick her up and send it into her bedroom.

Just like he had done it. He put Jill on the bed, changed into her pajamas, and found a hot towel to wipe the stains on her body bit by bit.

In the process, Jill was at his mercy like an exquisite doll. She didn't even say a word except staring at him with wide eyes.

This may be a good thing for Zhou Yi, because it will reduce the unnecessary embarrassment between them. And in this silent tacit understanding, Zhou Yi quickly finished all this. After he tucked the corners of the quilt, he opened his mouth and reminded Jill.

"Get a good rest. If you really feel that this city is not suitable for you, I will allow you to leave. You don't need to put such a heavy burden on yourself. Don't worry, I won't blame you for this matter. You are qualified to choose the life you want. I have no right to stop you, and no one has the right to stop you. It's just that I hope that if you can, you can still think of me as a friend."

Friend? This word made Jill's pain even stronger. When she watched Zhou Yi get up and want to leave, she could no longer control her behavior. She suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed the corner of Zhou Yi's clothes. He stopped his movements.

"Can you have a drink with me?"

Looking at Zhou Yi's pause in his body, Jill could only find an excuse like this.

Zhou Yi, who originally wanted to refuse, saw the kind of plea in her eyes, softened again. Jill was not a patient, and she was extremely healthy, who had just been resurrected by him. In this case, he did not have any reason not to let her drink.

And Zhou Yi could also see that she had a heart disease. For this disease, alcohol may be the only medicine. So he nodded, said "Wait" to Jill, and walked straight out.

A moment later, when he came back, he had two wine glasses in his hand and a bottle of whiskey that had not been opened. He placed the wine glass at the head of the bed. As soon as Zhou Yi poured the wine, Jill couldn't wait to stretch out his hand, picked up a glass of wine and poured it directly into his mouth.

The spirit turned into a flowing line of fire. It penetrated into her throat, making her whole body a little confused. But she was not satisfied, but put the cup and said to Zhou Yi.

"One more drink!"

Zhou Yi did not stop her, but while picking up his glass of wine, he poured her another glass of wine. Just like last time, Jill immediately drank the strong wine and then immediately repeated the same thing. Zhou Yi was also silently cooperating with her, allowing her to express her inner depression in this way to the fullest.

Until the bottle of dried wine was over and Jill was lying on the bed like a ball of water. Zhou Yi sighed and stood up.

As a friend, he can only do so much. As for the rest, it can only be seen whether Jill can think about it. After covering the quilt for Jill, Zhou Yi was already planning to turn around and leave. At this moment, Jill suddenly held his hand, making it impossible for him to take the step to leave.

"Stay here and stay with me. That's all night!"

Jill, who was full of wine, made such speeches that sounded completely meaningless and hazy to Zhouyi. So he answered without thinking.

"Gill, you're drinking too much!"

"I don't, Zhou Yi. I know what I'm doing! Listen to the bastard, there's only this night, I just want this night. After tonight, you just pretend that this hasn't happened."

"How is that possible!" Zhou Yi really couldn't tell whether Jill was talking drunk or that was the real idea. So he could only reply with a wry smile. "Jil, you should know that I have a woman I love, and I can't betray them!"

"I know, I didn't let you betray them. I didn't expect everything they have!" Jill, who was already like a boneless beautiful snake under the turmoil of alcohol, quietly hugged Zhou Yi from behind and whispered to him in his ear. "All I want is this night, only this night, you belong to me. This is enough for me. Bastard, it doesn't matter whether you love me or not, I just want you for one night, do you understand?"

"I don't want your love. I just want you to give me a child and give me some support in the future. This is the only request from a woman who may have loved you. Can't you give her some response?"

Jill's words made Zhou Yi's body stiffen and his brain suddenly became numb. At this moment, Jill had already smiled slightly and hugged him and fell on the bed.
Chapter completed!