The first thousand two hundred and forty-two chapters are determined for them
For Zhou Yi, Smith Zhou's existence was like a messenger, messing up his already pretty good mood.
At such a time, it was really difficult for him to maintain his previous mood. However, when facing his little baby, he had to force his face to smile.
Because he didn't want this newly born little guy to learn how to be distressed so early. Even if this is impossible, he hoped that he could face her with a smile all the time.
Happiness, laughter. This is everything that Zhou Yi wants to give to every child. Although he cannot guarantee that they will spend their whole lives like this, he hopes that in their childhood, he can guarantee all of them.
This is probably the idea that every pair of parents in the world will have. In contrast, although he has many conditions that other fathers do not have, he also has more troubles. The little Spider often says that the greater the power, the greater the responsibility. With this sentence in his place, it probably means that the greater the power, the greater the trouble.
There are already a lot of troubles in him, from this world and from this family. Everything is piled up together, making him unable to be sure whether he can guarantee that the childhood of these children will be what he imagined. Escape is not a solution. Because there will always be some troubles coming to you. Turning a blind eye is actually not a reasonable solution. Because no matter how you pretend to be blind, you cannot solve the problems in front of you. They will only accumulate more and more until the moment you feel overwhelmed.
Zhou Yi has always been a bystander of this world. Everything he experienced in the past disappointed him. He had already lost the mood he had at the beginning. At that time, he was much simpler than now, because at that time he only wanted to change the world. He did do it. This world was indeed changed because of him, and at the same time, he was also changed by this world.
Ideals become reality, passion becomes gloomy. From a glorious god to a hermit who does not care about the world today, this is the proof of the change of the world to him. From his perspective, if there were silk threads connected in this world, then he would have turned from a moth that pounced on him regardless of everything at the beginning to a transcendent who broke free from it. However, he was transcendent, but there were no people around him.
Whether it is his mother, his lover, children and even friends, they are still struggling in this world of silk threads. This actually means that he has not completely broken free. Through the connection between him and these people, the world itself is actually connected with him.
He will go back sooner or later. In the past, he was not willing to admit this, but after these things happened today, he had to admit this unless he could cut off all the bonds on himself. But how could such a thing be done after cutting off the bonds on his body?
After thinking about this clearly, Zhou Yi had already made up a certain determination in his heart. This determination also prompted him to start taking his own actions. However, before taking action, he still had something to do. For example, convincing these people around him is more important than anything else.
After all, it takes time and process to change the environment around you and even change the world. If he cannot convince Aida and the others, then when he starts to act, their resentment and disruptive behavior will become the biggest obstacle. He does not want some things to cause problems in his family, so he must get their support and understanding.
This is not a simple thing. Because whether it is Ada or Qin, they are extremely independent and independent women. It is impossible to be able to attract their blind obedience with just one word. Even if you say something in your heart, it will most likely attract their resentment and repulsion.
Zhou Yi is sure of this. But since he has made up such a determination, this step is inevitable. And this step is also time to take it out.
As time went by, the guests had dispersed. After watching his sad mother fall asleep, Zhou Yi called Ada and the others together, intending to confess everything in his heart to them. When he was about to speak, Ada said to him with a look of suspicion.
"What do you want to say, are you going to violate the agreement between us?"
Such straightforward words and incisive ways of speaking immediately made Zhou Yi's words choke in his throat. Indeed, he had made a promise for a long time, but now he was going to go back on his word. However, thinking of his previous determination, Zhou Yi took a deep breath and opened his mouth to Ada and the others.
"Sorry, although I promised it, I'm afraid some things have to change."
"Ada is right to say that. Do you really want to violate the agreement with us and start your dangerous career again? Have you ever considered our family? Zhou Yi, you are already the father of several children. Did you say that you had not considered them before you made up your mind?"
Hearing Zhou Yi's words, Qin with a big belly couldn't help but frown.
Like Aida, she was also a firm opposition. Because of her big belly, her opinions became more expensive. It can be said that Qin's weight alone was more than Zhou Yi at this time. When she clearly stated her objection, even Zhou Yi, who had made up her mind, felt heavy pressure.
However, he withstood the pressure and explained to them in a deep voice under the threatening sight of Ada and Qin.
"Of course I have considered the children, not only the children, but also you, mom and Xia Ruisi. It is because I have considered so much that I have made up such a determination. Please believe me, this is a last resort. If there is a better choice, I would not do this."
"It's ridiculous. What does it mean if there is a better choice? In my opinion, maintaining our current life is a better choice. Zhou Yi, I think you are unwilling to be lonely. Or you are tired of our life around you and want to start a new life. If so, we can leave. Just like what I warned you before, I will take them away from your eyes."
Ada was pissing words, but Zhou Yi did not doubt her ability to move at all. She said so, maybe she might really do this. If she really did that, then Zhou Yi would really go crazy. So, he immediately raised his hand and begged for forgiveness.
"Calm down, Ada, how could I have such a meaning? Are you thinking that is false? Can you listen to my explanation? I really have my own difficulties and considerations."
"Difficult? OK, I want to see how you can explain it."
Ada was not completely unreasonable. At this time, she gave Zhou Yi a chance to explain. Zhou Yi also seized this opportunity in time and said to them.
"Today Banner found me and told me what happened in the world recently. He told me that a country with a huge population was on the verge of destruction due to the Hydra's conspiracy. Because of the radiation from the nuclear bomb, the billions of people living there could die at any time. In order to save the billions of people, he hoped that I could help them, even if I could only save a part of them. That's how he told me. He even did something that surprised me for this purpose. That was that he fell to my knees in front of me and begged me."
"So you're overwhelmed with sympathy?"
Maintaining an absolute coldness, Ada sneered and said to Zhou Yi.
"What does the life and death of those people have to do with us? Don't forget that you have saved them once, but how did they treat you? Why, do you want to make such a mistake again?"
"I know what happened at the beginning made you very much, Ada. I admit that his actions did make me feel a little sympathy. But it has nothing to do with sympathy. If it were just because of sympathy, I wouldn't have made such a determination. I did this more because of our children and you."
Zhou Yi, who guessed Ada's reaction, responded with a wry smile, and then he took out the explanation he had been brewing for a long time.
"Banner said this to me when he left. He hoped that I could regard the gratitude of those people as a blessing to my little baby. Although this sentence was not enough to completely change my mind, he reminded me of some issues I had overlooked in the past. That is, children will grow up after all. And if we continue to ignore the changes in this world, what kind of world will they face when they grow up?"
"A scorched earth, a ruin, a displaced people, a human being struggling in pain and despair. This is not the world I want them to see, nor is it the future I hope to give them. Could it be that when they grow up and find that the world has become what I depict, and then turn around and ask me why the world has become like this and why it becomes different from what I describe in the story and what I describe, I tell them again because I turn a blind eye to the suffering that has happened in this world?"
Chapter completed!