48 Please continue to advise
"Senior, thank you very much for your advice. I seem to understand."
After pondering for a long time, Ayase first solemnly bowed to Hime 90 degrees.
When she raised her face, Ji Feng seemed to have become much more refreshed when she saw her, and her eyes were brighter and more vivid than before.
Ayase seemed a little shy under the gaze of Hime, and a little hesitant. However, she bit her lips slightly hard, and then answered Ji Feng's question firmly in a tone:
"That... senior, although I don't know what job I will do outside of modeling in the future, nor do I know what job I can do outside of modeling, but part-time jobs like my mother or specialized in education may also be a good choice.
Sure enough, I still can't ignore the 'those people', but I can understand them a little now. They are a group of poor people who are poisoned by 'those things', but in the final analysis it is because of the problems of education, they themselves, their parents, schools, and society. All the mistakes cannot be pushed to themselves."
After saying this, Ayase let out a long breath. The haze that seemed to be the smog that had been in her heart, and after driving it out of her body, the sunlight naturally filled the vast space they left behind, making Ayase involuntarily reveal a bright and warm smile.
"Senior, I, now I really feel like I am standing a little higher.
Although the people and things that were absolutely unacceptable to were still unacceptable, I feel that I can understand them more and treat them more tolerantly.
Because I can see more and more deeply now, I know that these things about them are not just theirs. If I really want to care about them, the focus of my attention should not be on them, but on the things behind them.
The senior is right. Only when a person's eyes become wider will he be surprised to find that he is always struggling with insignificant and trivial matters before.
This is all due to the senior, thank you very much.”
Speaking of this, Ayase bowed to Ji Feng again. The black and smooth hair slid from behind her ears to her body. Ji Feng wanted to reach out and touch it, but in the end he just raised his hand and scratched his cheeks embarrassedly, unable to really make that abrupt and ambiguous action.
"Haha... don't be so serious. It's good that you can understand so easily, so I'll feel at ease.
No matter what happens in the future, instead of just being stubborn, it is better to use your brain and think about it carefully, and think about it from all angles why this kind of thing happened, what it means, and what it represents behind it.
If this happens, I think you shouldn't fall into a vicious cycle of thought and become hysterical..."
"Well... the senior is really! Don't always mention my embarrassing look!
Hysteria or something...I'm just too worried about Kirino. I don't look that way at all!"
As soon as Ji Feng mentioned Ayase's hysterical appearance, Ayase immediately became angry as if she acted coquettishly. His slightly charming and shy eyes made him unable to help but feel swayed.
It is precisely because Ayase is usually a calm and generous lady that her appearance is particularly charming, so she is particularly terrifying when she feels hysterical. This is the "contrast cuteness", Ji Feng understands it very much. However, it is better not to appear again when she is sick. After all, behind that abnormal mental state, there must be some kind of depression, pain, sadness, and even despair of the person involved.
"Since your problem has been solved for the time being, let's say goodbye today.
I will definitely take Kirino’s affairs to heart, you don’t have to worry. I will call you if there is any situation. If you have anything you want to discuss with me, you can also call me on your own initiative.
So……"
"Wait, wait..."
Because of his sudden heartbeat, Ji Feng, who even planned to run away quickly, failed to say goodbye in the end. Ayase subconsciously called him before he said goodbye.
However, when Ji Feng looked at her again, Ayase immediately looked away in panic, then hesitated for a while before finally peering upward at his expression, asking cautiously:
“That…senior…
I, I feel... I'm still very ignorant. So...
Can you please continue to teach me in the future, take me... to see that...
More, wider and more wonderful scenery!”
When he said the last sentence, Ayase blushed and her face clenched her fists, as if she had been brave enough and had used all her strength.
Ji Feng couldn't help but remember the fat woman who was holding a noble dog in the small park before. I'm afraid Ayase also thought of the fat woman's words now. Think about it carefully, this is really a very shy line. Even if they are beaten to death, they will never be able to say it.
"Well...this...if you think it's necessary."
At this point, Ji Feng became shy, but as a responsible man, he would never take back his words, nor would he want to take back his words. What will Ayase become in the future? Will she be suddenly hysterical about something? These are things that Ji Feng is not very relieved, so he wants to continue looking at Ayase and has the obligation to continue looking at Ayase.
"Of course it's necessary! For example, if possible, I hope to become a senior... and a senior like Ji Feng!
With a firm will, a clear mind, no confusion, positive attitude, you are me...the object of my respect. I hope to listen to your teachings frequently and become a person who will not shame yourself and your family...no, you are a person who can make yourself and your family proud!"
After saying the most difficult sentence, Ayase gradually let go of herself and even took the courage to make a clear "confession" to Ji Feng.
Although this was not a confession of love, Ji Feng was still very happy. After all, his relationship with Ayase seemed to be one step closer, and Ayase finally called him his name directly.
But... why does he always feel that he has replaced Mana's position in Ayase's mind in the "original work"? This seems a bit bad? If Ayase still had some emotional entanglements with Kyosuke in this situation, and even took the initiative to confess to Kyosuke in the end, he would definitely be so depressed that he would hang himself with a belt!
Chapter completed!