Chapter 139 My dearest person(2/2)
Chen Yue put a tie on Huang Dan and looked at him with a little bit of spoiling and obsession in his eyes. He couldn't help but leaned closer to him and kissed him, "Why don't you talk again?"
Huang Dan said, "Don't you feel like you've been waiting for too long?"
Chen Yue heard what he said, and said laughing and crying, "What are you thinking? If you weren't accidentally picked by the 444 system worker, I happened to go there to work and have the opportunity to do something, otherwise I would not have been waiting for fourteen years, but my whole life. When I get old and can't walk anymore, I can't find you, and I can't see you until I die."
If there was no accidental death, the obsession was not strong enough, the system staff did not attract the attention of the system staff, and the main system field was not allowed to participate in the interview and assessment of the main system field workers because of their excellent performance, and Huang Dan could not fall in love with him.
Then the direction of his life is to seek but not get it, and there will be no other possibility.
Chen Yue thought that Huang Dan could fall in love with him, probably because of the so-called right time, place, and people. Apart from this, he couldn't figure out any other factors.
Huang Dan won’t care whether it is excellent or not.
Huang Dan's eyebrows tightened, "Stop talking, I feel uncomfortable."
Chen Yue didn't speak, but just looked at Huang Dan, his eyes full of tenderness and gratitude. After a while, he spoke, "From the moment I fell in love with you, all my efforts and waiting were willing. Don't be sad for me, and don't condemn yourself. You are the best person in the world. In the past, I just didn't like me. There is nothing, and emotional matters cannot be forced. I will not become the kind of person who is rejected by you, and will come to hurt you."
He touched his lover's head, "There is one thing I hope you can understand. It is precisely because I like you that I can live a fulfilling life every day over the years, and I have a goal to strive for. It is you who will let me grow."
Huang Dan said, "Hug me."
Chen Yue opened his arms and hugged him, "You can say these two words a few more times a day."
Huang Dan didn't say anything.
Chen Yue took out his face a little and changed the subject, "By the way, will it be inconvenient for you to draw pictures and wear a ring?"
Huang Dan said, "I'm wearing my left hand."
“…”
Chen Yue bent down and rested his chin on his shoulder, sighed and said, "Dear, you have to get used to my idiots and idiots."
Huang Dan said, "I've been used to it for a long time."
Chen Yue laughed silently and hugged his arms tightly.
The door next door was open. Liu Feng stretched his neck from time to time to look at the corridor outside the door. When he saw the two people passing by, he immediately ran out, pretending to say hello as if he didn't know anything, "It's so good."
Huang Dan's eyes swept over Liu Feng who kept secretly glanced at him. He glanced at Chen Yue again, and then went downstairs by himself after eye contact.
Liu Feng pulled Chen Yue into the corner and swept his eyes to him, "You two won't have a rest all night, are you?"
Chen Yue put the collar of the coat in a neat way, "What?"
Liu Feng lowered his voice, "What else? Did you look in the mirror before coming out? You are just a ghost now."
Chen Yue rubbed his forehead, and there was a blue color at the moment, "I want to."
Liu Feng's face twitched, and he cursed, "I was worried all night. I'm ready to call an ambulance for you at any time and go to the hospital for emergency treatment. When I woke up in the morning, I found that I was still holding my cell phone."
Chen Yue said, "I'm not you."
Suddenly, smoke came from Liu Feng's head. He held his breath and couldn't even speak nonsense.
He dated a girlfriend back then, and it was the first time they both. He had no experience, so he rushed around with all his strength. His girlfriend cried and said that it hurt, and her face turned pale, which scared him very much. She crawled and ran to call 120 with her mobile phone, and called Chen Yue, who was far away from home to borrow money. She thought she was going to be hospitalized for surgery, and even decided to contact her home.
Later, every time I thought about it, Liu Feng wanted to find a crack in the ground to squeeze in, but gradually he stopped thinking about it. It was a bit painful love experience.
Because when Liu Feng was about to marry his girlfriend and was responsible for her to the end, he was so good that he sent him a text message saying he had broken up, and called him and turned off the phone directly. Meeting him again was to attend the other party’s wedding.
When asked about the reason for the breakup, the other party said that he would not feel happy when he went to bed with him. When the two of them were together, they not only needed harmony under the bed, but also harmony in the bed. Both aspects were very important and indispensable.
Liu Feng saw a doctor during that time, and the doctor said that he had no health problems, but he was not relaxed enough in the process of his behavior and did not take care of his partner's feelings.
"Fuck, is there anyone who exposed your buddy's scar like this? Do I want me to reveal you together to see if you feel it hurts?"
Chen Yue has a scar and has never been healed. It hurts before if he doesn't expose it, and it won't hurt if he exposes it in the future. He has been healed and it's very good.
Liu Feng looked shocked. He woke up in the morning and didn't shaved his beard and his head was not combed. "What, let me tell you, Huang Dan's cry last night was really scary. I was listening to my scalp numbness next door. If I weren't smart enough, Jiang Long would definitely knock on your door. When the old classmates on both sides would come out, you would have no choice but to play."
Chen Yue patted his shoulder, "Thank you."
Liu Feng said that he shouldn't do this, "Huang Dan is such a spoiled young master, and he is afraid of pain. He can shed a small pool of tears even if he breaks his skin. It takes a long time to recover. Are you not afraid that he will not let you do anything next time?"
Chen Yue pressed his temple a few times. He only did it once last night. He went to the bathroom to solve it himself. He didn't dare to do it more. He only did it once this morning. His speed was comparable to that of some snails, and it only increased in the second half.
It’s not a big deal for Huang Dan to continue to hurt like this. He has to find out the reason why his pain and nerves are different from ordinary people.
In one of the task worlds, in order to feel what Huang Dan felt, Chen Yue took the initiative to apply to modify the pain nerves. He just had a hole in his body, and the corresponding data of the pain sensation was far beyond the level of a woman's childbirth. He used to feel sorry for Huang Dan, but he couldn't imagine how painful it was.
Only after understanding it can you know how much Huang Shan has to bear, is misunderstood, is despised, is regarded as an alternative, or even is ridiculed. These strange eyes test a person's psychological endurance.
Huang Dan ignored others so much after his childhood, which was also a way for him to protect himself.
When Liu Feng saw his buddy silent, he thought he was worried about his next sex life. After all, he had been in love for more than ten years and his baby was about to die. "Why do I make some movies for you to study?"
Chen Yue said it was unnecessary. He and Huang Dan had been married for several lifetimes, but they had never really been in the real world. The first time it was inevitable that it would be a little unsmooth. "I rubbed him and I and closed it."
Liu Feng looked whispered, "You fucked it and turned yellow early in the morning!"
Chen Yue walked towards the stairs, "What's the ghost called? I'm dirty and blamed me for my head."
"Wait, I haven't finished talking yet."
Liu Feng quickly caught up with Chen Yue, stuffed his shirt into the waist of his pants, and then lifted his pants up. He had to do more silk, and he opened a store to become the boss, and he was still the same as before. "I really decided to be together? Although he doesn't have parents, he has a...what to say, he is the one who treats him as the pearl in his hand. I don't think the other party will sit idly by."
Chen Yue kept walking, "Huang Dan is a person, not an object. He has his own ideas. Whether to go east or west, no one can make a decision for him."
Liu Feng narrowed his eyes, which were not big, "So what? The cabbage I have worked hard to grow has been urged by a pig. Who can be happy? Look at it, he will take the initiative to find you."
Chen Yue didn't care about Liu Feng's bullshit metaphor. He snorted and said, "I'm just waiting for him to come to find me."
Liu Feng was worried. Last night, Chen Yue and Huang Dan were so sad. He was inexplicably a little sad. The two of them could get together in circles, which was definitely due to fate. "Then are you going to take Huang Dan home? He works in the firm, and his work treatment is very good. His car is similar to yours. He is willing to give up such a good job and go with you? Besides, your parents, if they know that their baby son likes a man, they have been in love for more than ten years, and they don't get married, don't go on blind dates or get married, just for the other party, can they swallow this?"
Chen Yue didn't care, "That's not a big deal."
Liu Feng glanced at his buddy and found that although he was not sleeping well, his whole body was full of pink bubbles from the inside out. It was different when he fell in love. "It seems that I just need to congratulate you on getting what you want."
Chen Yue said, "It's a dream come true."
Liu Feng muttered to his back, "Is there any difference? Isn't it all a big fortune?"
No one can hit this kind of thing, and it won't last for that long. It's too terrible and difficult to understand. Anyway, he can't understand it.
The snow stopped at dawn, and the sun was lazily poking its head out. The weather was good, and everyone had breakfast in the shop opposite, almost filling the tables and chairs.
Jiang Long, who was holding a chicken coop, was not energetic. He had a nightmare. In the dream, he proposed to his girlfriend with a rose and a ring. His girlfriend did not agree and told him not to contact him again in the future and wish him happiness.
I rejected his proposal, it's so much happiness.
Huang Shan knew about the matter from Jiang Long's mouth, "Dreams and reality are the opposite."
Jiang Long took a bite of the bun, "Well, it must be the opposite. When I was the hardest, Xiaoxiao kept following me and accompanying me through the difficulties. Now that life is getting better and better in the future, it is impossible not to enjoy the happiness of me."
Huang Dan took a sip of soy milk and knew that Jiang Long's words were comforting himself, but he failed and his emotions were still very depressed.
Jiang Long has been secretly preparing for the proposal for several months. His plan was to propose to his girlfriend in front of the whole class and the class teacher yesterday in front of his good friend's witness, but he did not expect that she did not show up.
Jiang Long's voice was blurry, "Can she noticed it and knew that I wanted to propose to her but didn't come. She had pre-marital depression? Or was she phobia?"
Huang Dan said, "You are too nervous."
Jiang Long glanced at the ring on Huang Shan’s hand, “I wish I could be as smooth as you.”
Either he doesn't make any noise or just make a big guy, suddenly put on the ring and still on his ring finger. This kind of thing is unbelievable to Huang Dan, because he is not an impulsive and emotional person at all, and he has no choice but to have a detailed plan for having a meal.
Jiang Long swallowed the food in his mouth, and he thought to himself that Huang Dan must have liked that person very much, and he liked it so much that he could even change the principled things.
The shop was noisy, and housewives were talking about their children's growth and education. When the boss showed off his wealth, he was full of awesomeness. Office workers were talking about the gossip of the boss and colleagues. They all looked relish, as if they could drink two more bowls of porridge and two pounds of meat by saying a few more words.
Huang Dan’s table has his deskmate and the back seat. Others look at Chen Yue and Liu Feng’s table, which makes him look very eye-catching.
Although Chen Yan is pregnant, she is in good condition and has no morning sickness reaction. Her appetite is not affected at all. "Chen Yue, we asked you when we contacted Huang Dan last night, but you haven't told us yet."
The other few people also watched it, and Liu Feng was just watching the show.
Chen Yue brought the unhot porridge to Huang Dan, "I have always had contact with you."
puff--
Jiang Long squirted out a mouthful of soy milk, and he stood up, feeling very excited, "I have always had contact with you? Huang Dan, is Chen Yue's saying fake?"
Huang Dan said, "It's true."
Jiang Long curled his lips in disbelief, "I don't know at all."
Huang Dan pulled him down.
Jiang Long sat back on the stool, but he stopped talking, and waited to make an appointment with Huang Dan when he had time to have a good chat.
Liu Feng sympathized with Jiang Long and was also very despised. Your brother and my brother stood together, and his eyes were full of caution. If others couldn't see it, you couldn't see it either. Fortunately, you had two big and round eyes.
Seeing that Chen Yan and others were still asking, Huang Dan pinched their heads with one sentence, "I will go abroad after the New Year."
This gave everyone the opportunity to guess. Chen Yue lived abroad and his career was at its peak. Using his connections, he would definitely be much easier when he went out.
Qian Meng said that she wanted to travel abroad at the end of the year and asked Chen Yue if there were any recommendations. Chen Yue said he did not, "I don't pay attention to that aspect, so why don't you ask Liu Feng, he often travels everywhere."
Liu Feng replied, "Let's talk alone, I'll recommend it to you."
Qian Meng said yes. Although she was still smiling, anyone could see that her interest was not that high, and this matter would probably be left alone.
Chen Yue stopped eating. He held his head and turned the lighter with his hands on his hands. The leather shoes under the table were rubbing against the yellow plate. If there were no one else, he would have taken the person in his arms and hugged him.
Chapter completed!