Chapter 125: Secretly in Love with Someone(1/3)
Huang Dan's mouth was full of blood, and his lower lip was hit with blood. He used most of his tissues.
The most bumps and bumps are when Huang Dan was in high school. No matter how careful Huang Dan was, he could not avoid it. The students in this time were obviously very immature, but they could not wait to become mature and do things like adults, which would inevitably make a mess.
Huang Dan pulled out another tissue to wipe his tears. He smelled the faint fragrance and suddenly spoke, and the crying voice in his voice was obvious, "Come out."
No one responded.
Huang Dan said another sentence, "Classmate, I know you are here, thank you for your tissues."
Still no response.
From young to about to reach the age of thirty, after so many years, it is no longer surprising to Huang Dan whether other people's love is open or hidden, whether it is used in any way, as bland and tasteless as a cup of boiled water.
There are many kinds of things to do in love, and those who have secret love have more or less common things. They will be a coward and are also very inferior. Just like this classmate who secretly gave him tissues, he dared not stand in front of him, but dared to hide behind him.
Maybe I will be braver until one day, muster up the courage to walk to him, blush and say, "I have liked you for a long time", maybe I will never take that step.
After experiencing those times of time travel, Huang Dan realized one thing: liking someone is a very beautiful thing and being liked. He has been liked for so many years. I am very lucky. Thank you for those people for like him.
The tissue only appeared in the first year of high school, which means that this person's secret love lasted for a year. Huang Dan hesitated for a while but still said nothing. Those two sentences just now were a mistake and could not be made again. He did not want to change the other party's original life trajectory because he said what he shouldn't have said.
He can't afford that consequence.
After all, this is just an old time. Everything has happened. Others have come back and received a task. They just read the love letter, but not to change anyone's destiny.
Don’t make trouble for yourself, and don’t try to affect anyone’s fate. That’s too naive and naive, and he can’t do that.
Because of this, Huang Dan was restricted everywhere. He and Jiang Long were good friends in the future. They knew how the other party had been through the past fourteen years so that they could contact each other without so many concerns. As for other classmates who had never had any interaction in the future and had long lost contact, he had too many concerns, for fear that he would do something or say something when someone was careless in his life.
For example, Chen Yue, Huang Dan knew that he would serve as a cushion for himself soon. If he waited, he would accidentally learn that there was a love letter in his desk pocket written by the other party, and he would stutter confess to him on the playground. The last news about the other party was that he would take a break from school in the second semester.
This is a corner of Chen Yue's youth. The turning point is to leave school. Huang Dan must not move any link, so his attitude must be the same as before.
In order to avoid changing someone's life trajectory, Huang Dan could not get into real contact and would not know much. He was like this to Chen Yue, other people in the class and classmates in other classes. He had no way to search for that person's traces. He could only hold on and wait until the person exposed the information he could directly confirm, not just doubt.
After Huang Dan left, Chen Yue came out of the corner. He had run away, but he couldn't help but run back and heard those two words.
Before Chen Yue met Huang Dan, he lived a reckless life and never found himself a timid and cowardly person. No one would have said that. Those few words had nothing to do with his way of living.
But after Chen Yue met Huang Dan, the other party just glanced inadvertently and didn't take it to his heart. But he turned his head in a panic and used all his childish words and deeds to cover up his inferiority.
All of them are sure to be the first, one is the top and the other is the bottom. This is actually nothing. Among the girls who pursue Chen Yue, many of them are outstanding in grades, versatile and excellent in all aspects. He doesn't think he is any worse at all.
If you can be friends and friends, you can’t be friends, but if you can’t be friends, you can be classmates. If you can’t even be classmates, then just do whatever you like, it doesn’t matter.
For Chen Yue, the biggest difference between Huang Dan and those excellent people is his temperament. He has a sense of distance that seems to be inherent, which will make people feel ashamed of himself.
Chen Yue felt that Huang Dan was like the sun in the sky. He could look up with his head, but he could not get close to him, and it was even more impossible to take it for himself.
Even though I knew this, I couldn't help but want to have it.
Chen Yue doesn't like dreaming, but now he feels that he is just dreaming, dreaming every day.
After looking at the place where Huang Shan had been waiting, Chen Yue walked over, squatted down like him, and took out the five-pointed star a little helplessly, "Damn, why did I meet you that day? If only I didn't meet you, no, it would be better to meet you."
Chen Yue was incoherent. He held the five-pointed star in his hand and lowered his head and said, "If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have gone to high school, nor would I appear at the big gate."
"I hate going to school very much. Now I like it very much because I wish I didn't even have a Saturday or Sunday holiday when I see you. Do you think I'm a fool?"
Seeing a small wallet on the ground next to him, Chen Yue glared at his eyes. When he came to his senses, the small wallet had been pinched in his hand, and his eyes widened even wider, "Fuck, why am I a pervert..."
"Damn it, I fell in love with a man and even sneaked through someone else's wallet. Chen Yue, why are you so shameless? It's over, you're really over, your life is over."
Chen Yue opened his wallet and saw that there were change and fifty or one hundred. He did not touch it, but went to flip through the mezzanine. After discovering something, his heart beat faster and his eyes were straight.
As footsteps approached, Chen Yue immediately pulled the thing in the mezzanine and threw the wallet on the ground, and ran away in panic.
Huang Dan walked halfway and found that the small wallet that Song Min bought for him was gone. He went to search the same way and found the wallet with memory. The money inside was not small, and he lost one photo in it.
This happened back then. At that time, Huang Dan was calm and as if nothing had happened, he didn't care about the one-inch photo he threw away, and he didn't even guess who would take it, because he often threw it out in junior high school, from erasers, draft papers, exercise books, notebooks, leftover snacks, etc., he was already used to it.
Huang Dan put his wallet in his pocket. This time he had a guess in his mind that it was probably the classmate who gave him tissues.
It is understandable to take a photo of a slight list of people who have used it, but it is impossible to accept it. It will be very hard for some people to collect things they have used, and they like someone so seriously and hard, but they cannot get a response.
He was very lucky to fall in love with someone for the first time, and that person also liked him.
It was hot, and as soon as the get out of class came, the corridor was full of people, all of whom were boys. They stretched their necks and looked down, whistling at the girls passing by from time to time, and shouting "beauty" one or two with a smile. It was hard for girls to look up, otherwise it would attract the boys' laughter.
This is the youth of the teenagers.
Huang Dan was walking downstairs and suddenly heard a girl calling his name, "Fang Lili said she likes you-"
The shouting was uploaded from the upper floor, and then there was no sound. A few seconds later, there was a loudest sound, which was the loudest in a certain corner, which was the location of Class 2.
The girl who calls out is confessing to others, and you can tell that she is a lively and cheerful person by listening to the voice.
Huang Dan kept leaving. The head teacher found out about the other party's shout. He would be called to the office tomorrow for self-study tomorrow. He heard from the head teacher about how sour the fruit of early love is, and that he would have diarrhea after eating it.
There were people lying in the corridor on Class 5. As soon as Huang Dan went upstairs, they read it all over, wrote it on their faces with envy, and wanted to make a few jokes in person, but they didn't do that because they were not familiar with it.
Jiang Long is different. He is the same deskmate Huang Dan and is already very familiar with him. He came over to make a joke, but he saw a piece of blood on the other party’s mouth, his eyes were still red, and he obviously cried, "What's wrong with this?"
Huang Dan said, "I accidentally bumped into a girl."
Jiang Long immediately said, "That girl must be your true destiny."
Yellow List, “…”
Jiang Long winked at Huang Dan, "It's all like this on TV. The moment the two people collided by chance, Cupid's arrow shot and hit both sides. Really, look at it, you will see that girl's again soon."
Huang Dan didn't want to pay attention. He went in through the back door and saw Chen Yue laying on a chair, with sweat on his face.
Liu Feng was lying on Chen Yue's table and talking to him. When he found Huang Dan looking at them, he yelled, "Which class has he bullied me?"
Huang Dan's eyes flashed through Chen Yue and walked towards his seat without saying a word.
Liu Feng rolled his eyes, "The genius in our class seems to have cried like that."
The sweat on Chen Yue's face rolled down, making his neck itchy. He touched the heart in his pocket and did not take it out. He just put on his T-shirt and wiped it casually, "What do you care about him?"
"He's just like a 200W light bulb, it's hard not to see it."
Liu Feng tried to think about the adjective, "During the military training, everyone did forty push-ups, only twenty of them, and his voice was a little crying when he spoke. Tsk, he was definitely a spoiled young master, so he was so spoiled."
Chen Yue unscrewed the lid of the water cup and drank a few big mouthfuls of water. He sneered without interest, "Young master, you are the young master. He doesn't eat the rice in your pot, and he doesn't want you to serve him."
Liu Feng looked at Chen Yue's red face and asked puzzledly, "I won't take the physical education exam tomorrow, why are you doing running?"
Chen Yue's T-shirt on his chest and back were soaked in sweat. He grabbed the wet head of the cunt and said carelessly, "Move the muscles and bones."
Liu Feng said it was a coincidence, "I happened to have something to move my muscles here. Peng Fei, that kid from No. 5 will come to chase Wei Linlin tomorrow. We will meet him when we go."
Chen Yue said, "Don't go."
Liu Feng asked without hesitation, "Why?"
Chen Yue put his legs on the table, his eyes flying around, as if he was parked in one place, "I'm a good person."
Liu Feng was stunned and said for a while, "Damn it, it seems that the sun will rise from the west tomorrow."
He turned into Sherlock Holmes, "The girl you like is a good student? Are you afraid that people will look down on you, so you plan to learn well? It's not right. I can't count the good student who pursues you with both hands and feet. I haven't seen anyone you want to be a good student."
Chen Yuedaofu reminded mercifully, "Brother, you have pitiful fewer brain cells, save some effort, don't show off in front of me, I'm worried."
"We are both equal to each other, so no one can say anything."
Liu Feng's black face thrust out and spit out his spit, "Don't blame me for not reminding you, because of Wei Linlin's affairs, Peng Fei will definitely come to you. He is so small-minded and has a strong sense of self-esteem. He will not give up if he doesn't seek some face from you."
Chen Yue shook his legs, "What does Wei Linlin have to do with me?"
Liu Feng said, "People like you."
A hint of surprise appeared in Chen Yue's eyes, and then he glanced at the corner of his mouth lazily, "So what?"
If you like others, but others don’t like you, you can’t do anything, there is no way to do it, and you can’t control yourself and continue to like it. It’s a one-man show, but you’re intoxicated and feel happy.
Suddenly a book flew towards Chen Yue, hitting his shoulder and falling to the ground. He picked it up and held it in his hand, cursing it with a high voice, "Damn, whose book is this?"
The classroom suddenly became quiet.
Chen Yue was also lazy to read the name in the book. He sneered, "I counted to three and no one came to claim it. The book would be in the trash can, either it was a piece of a piece of cake, it was not a piece of cake, it was broken."
The boy and woman in the middle line exchanged their eyes. The girl's face turned red. She rubbed her elbow against the boy, her eyes full of begging. The boy stood up from the seat with a hard head and walked over to apologize in embarrassment, "Chen Yue, I'm sorry, this is my book, I accidentally dropped it just now."
The two of them are a couple, and they are getting married since junior high school. They quarreled because of nothing big things, and the girl broke the book as soon as she lost control.
Chen Yue threw the book at the boy irritably, and the other party said nothing, and turned back to his seat with the book.
Liu Feng hehe, "Someone just said he wanted to be a good person."
Chen Yue's forehead twitched.
Liu Feng continued to shout, "Why are you saying that, you can't change it..."
The two words behind him were interrupted by a loud bang, and Chen Yue kicked the table again, and all the things on the table fell off, scaring the girl in the front seat to the point of being gloomy.
Chen Yue had long legs and reached over to kick Liu Feng's desk. His strength was amazing. He roared with a blue face, "Get out of here!"
Liu Feng also kicked and stared at Chen Yue. He was weak and soon defeated. He bent down and picked up the books and pens on the ground and stuffed them into his pocket. "What's your bad temper?"
Chen Yue closed his eyes, took out the sound and pressed it on, stuffed his headphones and listened to the song.
Liu Feng pulled Chen Yue's headphones and said furiously, "I originally wanted to apply to your class teacher to be your deskmate!"
To be continued...