Diary page 7

Chapter 7

"Secret love is like waiting for a boat at the airport. I know better than anyone else, and it will never come.

”——Lin Suisui’s Diary.

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The diary was full of pages, and I felt so hard to speak.

Life has to continue.

For a 16-year-old girl, no matter how love is just beginning to begin, how romantic or romance is, it is not as hard as heavy schoolwork.

According to convention, No. 8 Middle School attaches great importance to the two major exams in the middle and end of each semester.

After all, as a prestigious school, you have many recommended and recommended places. In order to be fair and just, you will not be criticized by the outside world. You cannot be careless when taking student grades samples.

From the beginning of high school, the school will strictly arrange the test papers according to the college entrance examination question types and time.

Even if there are district-level and municipal-level multi-school joint examinations, they will eventually register with the school's own test scores.

The teaching progress of No. 8 Middle School is fast and the test papers are difficult, so it is also famous in the city.

Lin Suisui is a transfer student. She didn't attend here the previous year. She also had a sick leave for half a semester. She was half confused when she attended classes the first month and was basically unsure of this exam.

She started to get nervous a week before the exam.

I didn't say much anymore, I buried my head in textbooks and mock exams every day, and studied hard all night.

On the weekend, Zhang Meihui returned home.

Lin Suisui was memorizing the text. When she heard the sound of the door lock turning, she was startled and quickly ran out on her slippers.

As soon as I raised my eyes, I met the person who came to see him.

She trembled slightly, pursed her lips, and whispered: "...Mom, you're back."

Zhang Meihui casually said "um" and threw the key on the entrance cabinet.

While taking off his coat, he asked, "Isn't it okay recently?"

Lin Suisui pushed a step away and stood far away, "...no."

"Are you still used to the new school?"

"Well enough."

Zhang Meihui nodded, her face was indifferent, as if she was just a polite person, "That's okay, the money was not spent in vain.

You remember to study hard.”

Lin Suisui had already become accustomed to it and could only be silent.

Zhang Meihui raised her hand, put her hair behind her head, and combed it into a bunch.

She gave birth to Lin Suisui late, she was not young, but she was well maintained. She looked so delicate and delicate, and she looked good everywhere.

But my daughter is a little thin and lonely, except for her facial features that are inherited from being so cute, it seems that she is not as dazzling as her mother.

Lin Suisui hated this dazzling from the bottom of her heart that she could destroy the peaceful life of the mother and daughter overnight.

Zhang Meihui was completely ignorant of her daughter's mind, and her hands kept moving, and continued, "Is it still appropriate to use hearing aids?

You prepare and take you to the hospital for a follow-up visit tomorrow."

She came back for this.

Since Lin Suisui's ear, she has been traveling in major hospitals across the country for more than half a year, but she still has no problem finding out, and it can only be attributed to psychological inducement.

Even she herself was desperate and was ready to wear hearing aids for the rest of her life.

But Zhang Meihui has never given up and is still contacting experts and famous doctors.

After hearing what Zhang Meihui said, Lin Suisui's face was complicated.

The little girl is already sensitive and always suspects that she perseveres in order to make up for her guilt.

“…No need, it cannot be cured.”

Zhang Meihui was stunned and immediately raised her voice and scolded her sternly: "Lin Suisui! What are you talking nonsense?

!”

“…”

"Tell me, do you want to be a deaf all your life?

Oh, shouldn’t I send you to No. 8 Middle School, just send you to a disabled school directly! Look at what you are like now! Where is the piano?

You haven't touched the piano for more than a year, right?

Is this doing it for me to show it?

Or are you just ready to be decadent to the end?

!”

Zhang Meihui started her fierce attacks and didn't care about her image.

Lin Suisui's eyes were red when she was scolded and she burst into tears.

His vision was dazed, and he turned to the side.

In the corner of the living room, quietly leaning against a piano.

The black piano is wrapped, and it is one size bigger than the cello.

Once, she gently introduced her to her friends that this is called a bass, and it is the largest instrument in the violin.

Although there are few people who learn it, it is not as popular as the violin cello, but it is an indispensable existence in the band.

Its voice is low and nice, like gurgling water, and can lead people into fairy tale dreams.

It took a full ten years to study.

Lin Suisui once loved it so seriously.

Now, it has to be completely sealed.

Thinking of this, I felt aggrieved and poured out uncontrollably.

She clenched her fists, raised her head, and said word by word: "If you hadn't been a mistress for someone, how could they have come to the door and pushed me downstairs if you accidentally did it?

I don't want to be deaf all my life, but what can I do?

Mom, would you be more reasonable?"

Every word and sentence seems to be filled with blood and tears.

Even when I was dreaming back at midnight, Lin Suisui tossed and turned many times.

I can't figure out why she was only 16 years old and had to stop her dreams and fall into the abyss.

But what can she do?

Zhang Meihui is her biological mother. She raised her alone and never treated her badly. She could even be said to be concerned and pampered.

She is a daughter and seems to have no position to blame her.

The words just ended.

Lin Suisui Ben regretted it immediately.

She glanced at Zhang Meihui timidly, "Mom..."

Zhang Meihui didn't say anything for a long time.

He looked at her with a expressionless face.

quite a while.

Zhang Meihui finally sighed and spoke: "I'm sorry Suisui, I shouldn't be cruel to you."

The doctor still has to see it.

...As for the affairs of sir, don't worry."

Lin Suisui took a few deep breaths.

Finally calmed down.

"The midterm exam will be on Monday, and I will review at home tomorrow."

"Will next weekend be OK?"

"……Um."

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Zhang Meihui stayed at home for two days.

On Sunday evening, she looked at the time and said she wanted to pick up a client.
To be continued...