Chapter 53 Military District Compound
When I heard Xu Shu ask me, I was so moved that I couldn't speak. Due to misunderstandings, I was so angry and excited that I was so impulsive that I had made such a lack of consideration to resign to Hua Jingjing. Out of anger in my heart, I one-sidedly believed that I had been insulted because of my poverty, and could not stand being considered by others as a villain who could win the favor of others, and I could not stand being spent by others as a beggar. I vowed not to have any connection with Hua Jingjing again, and wished to create wealth and status based on my own ability, so that those who underestimate me could no longer underestimate me.
But I didn't consider how difficult and hard it is to start a business. The price that a successful entrepreneur pays is unimaginable to ordinary people. Moreover, the career needs to be successful, talent, opportunity, courage, determination, luck and other conditions are indispensable. It is not something you can get by thinking about it or moving your mouth. I am actually very clear about how much I have. I do have some talent. My knowledge in professionalism is no less than that of any expert in China. I still have the talent for invention and creation. I will be able to be skilled and ease in scientific exploration. But it is impossible to rely on these alone.
Let me succeed. Because if I want to innovate, I must have sufficient funds, a good environment, and first-class facilities. These are indispensable to me. Moreover, I am a rigid person, ignorant and stubborn, and I want to make a name for myself in this complex society. It is impossible to do without a flexible mind, smart adaptability, and smooth means. When I decided to resign, I didn't consider all these things. I have to admit that I am not very mature, calm, and easily affected by emotions. I do not have the qualities necessary for a successful person.
The best way for me to display my talents is to rely on a company with strong support. Then I can release my skills to the greatest extent, and the achievements I have created cannot be measured by money. Under the long-term depression and the helplessness of being unsatisfied with talent, the opportunity has suddenly come. The company's vice president, actually the boss Hua Jingjing, attaches great importance to me and hopes that I can do something big in the company, but I resigned at this time.
It's the kind of resignation that I can no longer turn back! I've said it to death, repeatedly rejected other people's kindness, and made a promise to my girlfriend. I can no longer regret it.
I sighed, the reason for all this was misunderstanding, my misunderstanding of her and her misunderstanding of me.
But no matter how Xu Shu explained her misunderstanding, the harm to me has been caused. I can't forget the contemptuous look she used a check to send me. And even if she misunderstood me, what power she has to interfere with other people's lives? What power she has to insult me? These unpleasant things have been deeply imprinted in my mind.
In an instant, countless thoughts flashed through my mind. I knew that even if I accepted Xu Shu's explanation and no longer hated her, I could no longer like her like before. Sometimes people are really strange. A strong feeling comes when they say it, and after something happens, it will disappear when they say it doesn't.
Looking at Xu Shu who was driving frequently and looking at me with inquiring eyes, I felt sad in my heart. I attended a party well, but I didn’t expect that so many things would happen, not only would my mood change, but my life would change. I realized that the misunderstanding would hurt people and didn’t want to let the misunderstanding continue.
I answered calmly: "President Hua Jing and I are just an ordinary boss and subordinates. I told you that I have a girlfriend. And just a few hours ago, I had officially resigned to her, and now I have no relationship with her. Speaking of love, I'm sorry, she and I have never had one!"
Xu Shu was stunned for a moment and said, "Is that true?" As she said, she fell into silence for a long time, as if she was digesting my answer. After a long time, she said, "Can you say it in detail? I-I can't understand your words."
So I picked up important parts and started talking about it from the moment I became Hua Jingjing's secretary, and talked about the purpose of Hua Jingjing's participation in the party and the reason why she spent a lot of money to dress me up. Of course, some situations, such as I was coerced by Hua Jingjing, because I didn't have a connection with Xu Shu, so I skipped it.
After hearing this, Xu Shu was both angry and funny, and cursed: "This flower fairy has grown up so old, and she is as willful as she was when she was a child, and she is more willful than her boyfriend? It's really a pity that she can think of it! It hurt me - wrongly accused a good person!" As he said that, Xu Shu glanced at me again.
I smiled faintly and didn't speak. After explaining clearly, not only did I feel relieved, but my heart became heavier. I deeply felt that some misunderstandings could be clarified, but some misunderstandings were helpless and could only continue. Even if I explained clearly and let go of the past grudges, the cracks caused in my heart could never be made up for.
Xu Shu seemed to notice my unhappiness, and she whispered: "I-I really don't know that this is the case. My actions must have made you feel too much? I'm so sorry."
Xu Shu apologized. Although there were only three words, it was already rare for a high-ranking star. I finally understood Xu Shu's character. Although she is a singer who is highly regarded and admired by others, she is self-righteous and smarter. But in general, she is still quite upright and knows how to reflect on her mistakes. She is still a good person.
Since she has apologized, how could I still hold my energy as a man? Besides, what's the use of me not forgive her? Everything has happened. If I complain or complain with this, it will be useless. Instead, I will have a narrow mind and too little energy.
So I smiled and pretended to be careless and said, "It's okay, it's all over. Who can be right? Just figure it out, don't care too much!"
Xu Shu said: "But I really feel that it is too hasty to draw conclusions without clarifying the situation. Mr. Tang, who has such a self-esteem, will definitely think that I am unreasonable and bullying too much?"
I said, "It's all caused by misunderstandings. You don't have to blame yourself too much. After I know the truth, I won't blame you anymore."
Xu Shu said: "But why do I always feel that Mr. Tang, you are depressed and have no desire to relax? Oh, you just said that you have already resigned to Jingjing. Are you worried about this? Sorry, I'm all forced. I'll call her tomorrow morning and ask her to recruit you again. Do you think it's okay?"
I smiled faintly and said meaningfully: "Some things can't be turned back after doing them!"
Although the misunderstanding was resolved, the atmosphere in the car was still very serious. I didn't want to do this, but I just couldn't be happy. Xu Shu said a few words of sorry, but when she saw that I had no reaction, she gradually stopped talking. She and I fell into a long silence. The sports car ran fast on the highway, and soon we arrived in another city.
The sports car turned around the street and finally came to an old-style building and stopped. I saw a guardhouse in front of a huge iron door in the building room. Under the lights of the headlights, a PLA soldier with a gun and a live ammunition came out. He first carefully recognized the car's license number, then walked to the front of the sports car and saluted, saying, "Ms. Xu, I'm sorry, please show your ID."
Xu Shu lowered the window, found something from the car and handed it out, and said with a smile: "Is it Xiao Li? Last time I came back, it seemed like you were on guard, which was quite a coincidence!"
The soldier took the item, looked carefully, and returned it to Xu Shu, saying, "Please collect the pass and remind me that your ID will expire in half a month. Please go through the procedures for postponement of certificate renewal as soon as possible. Please come in!" As he said that, he saluted again, ran back to the office and picked up the phone. Not long after, the iron door rattled and removed a crack.
I asked strangely, "Where is this? Why do those who are in the army know you, so why do you still need to check your ID? Isn't this an unnecessary move?"
Xu Shu started the sports car and passed through the cracks of the iron door, and said to me: "This is the Military Region Command, and my father is the commander. These military rules for the military are like this, and they just strictly implement them."
I heard this and said, "Your father is the commander? That's so majestic! Why are you a general?"
Xu Shu smiled: "Lieutenant General is not an amazing official."
The car turned a few turns inside the headquarters and stopped outside a single-family large courtyard. Xu Shu turned to me and said, "Last time after my foot was sprained, I was recuperating here for a week. I put the scarf given by your girlfriend in the room. Why don't you wait for me here and I take it out?
I said, "Okay."
Xu Shu opened the door and got out of the car, and told me again: "Don't get out of the car and walk around. It would be bad if he met the patrol team and saw you as a bad person."
The troops are troops, which are different from the place! I nodded quickly and said, "I won't get off the bus, you can get it!"
Xu Shu turned around and walked towards the courtyard. When I looked at my watch, it was almost two o'clock in the morning. When I got home with a scarf, I was afraid that it would not be enough at three or four o'clock. It seemed that I would not be able to sleep tonight. I took out a cigarette and lit it to refresh myself. At the same time, I lowered the car window to let the smoke be discharged.
As soon as I took three puffs of cigarettes, I heard footsteps coming from the car. I subconsciously looked back and saw an officer standing beside the car, looking at me curiously. With the help of the lights in the yard, I saw that he was about thirty years old, dressed in a neatly manner, and the levers on the erectile slap shows that he was a colonel. He saw that I looked very strange and kept looking at me, then took out a pack of cigarette from his pocket and walked in front of me.
He picked up one and said to me, "Brother, can you borrow a fire?"
I seemed to have come over to get close to him, but seeing that he was wearing an officer's outfit, he still looked like a big official, so he shouldn't be a bad person. I took out a lighter and handed it to him, and lit it with a "click".
Chapter completed!