Chapter 46 Break and then stand
I lost the true spirit that I finally condensed, and my only gain was to have a strange dream.
??Although this dream made me more clear about the dragon, this perception made me even more confused.
??The knowledge you get from paper is always shallow, and you must practice it yourself to know it.
??The black dragon turns into a dragon and wants to overcome the nine levels of thunder tribulation. It will only be even more difficult for me to turn into a dragon with the true spirit of the mortal.
??Remembering this, I sighed in my heart.
?? "Qin Jue, are you hungry?" Zhang Qingzhuo asked.
??I didn't think so, but when she asked, I felt hungry.
??In the past three days, I have been relying on infusion to maintain my physical loss. Now that I am awake, my stomach and intestines immediately clamored and my stomach sounded uneasy.
??Zhang Qingzhuo smiled and said, "I'll make some food for you."
??Twenty minutes later, she brought a bowl of bird's nest fish paste porridge on a food plate.
??The porridge is very delicate and steaming.
??I tried to raise my hand, but found that I couldn't lift it up at all.
?? "Don't move, I'll feed you."
?? "Okay." I nodded.
??Zhang Qingzhuo first put a snow-white napkin on my chest, then picked up the porcelain bowl containing the porridge, scooped a spoonful of bird's nest fish paste with a spoon, put it next to his mouth and blew it gently before feeding it to me.
??She was serious and focused when she blew. I couldn't take my eyes off for a while.
?? "What are you looking at?" Zhang Qingzhuo blushed.
?? "You look good." I said bluntly.
?? "I just realized I look good?"
??Zhang Qingzhuo glared at me and delivered the porridge to my mouth.
??The porridge is very delicate, soft, glutinous and smooth, and the temperature is just right.
??Swallow it in one mouthful, and it slowly feels warm from the throat to the stomach.
??After drinking the porridge, Zhang Qingzhuo leaned over to wipe the corners of my mouth.
??My face and I were so close that I could smell her breathing and the fragrance on her hair.
??I was moved for a moment and couldn't help asking: "Why should I be so kind to me?"
?? "You didn't say that I was your noble person. If you don't treat you well, how can you be your noble person?"
?? "Well, you are indeed my nobleman."
?? "I see that you are not sure about your fortunes. I almost lost your life. It should be your destruction."
?? "No, my God of Defeat is someone else." I said with a smile.
?? "Who is it?"
??”Han Baichuan.”
??Zhang Qingzhuo was stunned for a moment and asked, "Why is it him?"
?? "I don't know either, but this should be something that happened later. Now I'm not qualified to be seen by him."
??I woke up and felt mentally distressed after talking to her.
??She saw my sleepiness and asked me to have a good rest, so she left my room.
??When I woke up again, it was already evening.
??The lights were on in the room, and Zhang Qingzhuo sat at the table and turned his back to me, as if he was making a fortune. I heard the sound of copper coins falling on the table.
?? "Sister Qingzhuo." I called her name softly.
??She is three years older than me and the same age as Li Junling. I call them both sisters.
??Zhang Qingzhuo turned around instantly, holding three copper coins in his hand, looked at me and said, "Qin Jue, you are awake."
??"What are you doing?"
?? "It's nothing, I'm bored, tell myself a fortune."
?? "What kind of hexagram is there?" I asked curiously.
?? "I won't tell you. By the way, my great-grandfather is here, he wants to talk to you."
?? "Well, go and call me grandpa."
??After Zhang Qingzhuo left, I caught a blank piece of paper on the table where she was leaving the hexagram. Liu Yao was written on the paper.
??The lower hexagram is Li, and the upper hexagram is Gen, which is a Ben hexagram.
??The hexagram of Ben Gua is: He is prosperous and has small profits.
??The digger uses its softness to express its hardness, and the yang is assisted by yin, and is free from the brightness within, so it is prosperous.
??When I remembered the fourth line of Ben Gua, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.
??June 4, Ben is like a lump, white horse is like a bosom, and a gangster is like a gangster. Marriage.
??It's night, and the moon can compete with fire at night. At dusk, the moon rises, as white as jade, and grows with limbs and flies into the night sky.
??Under the bright and beautiful moonlight, a man and woman came to the lake to talk about love hand in hand. There is no need to worry, as long as the two have the same ambitions and go happily, they will gain something.
?If Zhang Qingzhuo's changing line is June 4, this hexagram can be considered to be deeply loved by me.
?In the past, I closed my heart and did not dare to expect the relationship between men and women. Now, I practice the gentleman's way in the black book, abandoning the previous closure and inferiority complex, and can face my heart calmly.
??A beautiful lady is a gentleman.
??Zhang Qingzhuo is so beautiful and so kind to me. If I don’t move, I will be a weird person.
??While secretly thinking about it, Zhang Ruoxu and Zhang Qingzhuo entered the room.
??After coming in, Zhang Ruoxu kept staring at me, and even when I called him great-grandfather, he didn't respond.
??After a long time later, Zhang Ruoxu sighed and said, "Qin Jue, you don't know how to cherish your life!"
?? "Great grandpa. I had no other choice at that time." I explained.
?? "Why didn't there be any choice? You should have come back with Aqing at that time. Even if my Zhang family breaks up, they will protect you."
?? "Things arise because of me and should end because of me. This is my practice."
??Hearing my mention of practice, Zhang Ruoxu sighed again: "I can condense the Yin God at the age of less than 20. Looking at the entire Xuanmen, how many people can do it. It's all my fault. I know that you are a great disciple of Mr. Hu, but I haven't taken good care of you. What's the face of seeing Mr. Hu in the future?"
Zhang Ruoxu was full of guilt, and I didn't know how to comfort him.
Actually, I want to tell him that the fact that I condensed the Yin God has nothing to do with Hu Duan Gong.
Even if the Yin God is destroyed, it is my own choice.
?? "Great grandpa, Qin Jue really condensed the Yin God?" Zhang Qingzhuo asked with wide eyes.
?? "Of course, if he hadn't condensed the Yin God, how could he have life?"
?? "Can he continue to practice in the future?"
?? "Ordinary people can only condense the Yin God once. The Yin God is destroyed and their lifelong cultivation will be lost. It is difficult to start over again."
??After listening to Zhang Ruoxu's words, Zhang Qingzhuo's expression suddenly dimmed, and his eyes looked at me even more guilty.
??Zhang Ruoxu is right, ordinary people do have only one chance to condense the Yin God in their life.
??This Yin God is condensed by spiritual consciousness. People have three souls and seven spirits. Spiritual consciousness is a little innate inspiration carried among the three souls.
??The things that come from nature cannot be compensated no matter how hard you work after tomorrow.
Therefore, the destruction of the Yin Spirit means that the life of life and practice are not destined to be together.
??But I am different. I am born with a strong spiritual consciousness. Losing a true spirit once is nothing to me, and it even gives me a sense of liberation.
?? Especially after I dreamed that the dragon turned into a dragon, this feeling of liberation became even stronger.
??Because I know that if I rely solely on the current true spirit, I may never be able to manifest the dragon shape.
??Recalling the scene of the dragon turning into a dragon, an absurd thought suddenly arose in my heart.
??It is difficult to turn into a dragon into a true spirit, but what if I condensed the dragon-shaped true spirit from the beginning?
??A gentleman fulfills his ambitions with death. I pay the price of life and death, and what I get is not just about survival.
Otherwise, I would never have chosen to face Chen Tianlin.
??Is this aspiration to give up the true spirit of human form and reunite the true spirit of dragon form?
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