Chapter 49(1/2)
In the past, Chen Linhuan never admitted that something was important to him.
Never.
It is shameful to like it, and it means that others can use this to control her.
Cheng Zhilin is used to know this trick. Chen Linhuan still remembers that Zhou Fu gave her the first birthday gift, which was a small ornament. She placed it on the most conspicuous place on the table and would always touch it inadvertently.
Once, Cheng Zhilin chased her room and scolded her for twenty minutes because she delayed a piano lesson. Finally, she threw the ornament to the ground and looked down at her in a condescending tone. She said the punishment like a gift, "This is a lesson for you, who do you think I am for?"
Am I learning?
It’s all for your own good. If you don’t make you hurt, you won’t remember it.”
She faced the slags all over the floor and couldn't cry. She just picked up all the pieces, put them in the box, and hid them in the deepest part of the cabinet, and never took them out again.
Gradually I learned my lesson, remained indifferent, and my emotions were restrained.
This is the most appropriate way. Others cannot see through her true thoughts, so they cannot guess her likes and dislikes.
This way, it will not be controlled.
This is how life is, and even more so in the shopping mall.
Then slowly, habits become an instinct.
But Chen Linhuan is now against her instinct, and she finds that she likes Lu Yao more than she imagines.
I like it, but I feel sad if I don't want to see him.
This kind of statement is not difficult to say.
Lu Yao is not Cheng Zhilin either. He will not suppress her preferences, slander her love, and mock her likes.
He is the closest person, but not the one who will hurt her.
He is someone you can trust.
Lu Yao hugged her tightly.
"Chen Linhuan, you are very good."
Really good.
Chen Linhuan had a nightmare dream, and the dream was trivial and messy, but it was not a nightmare.
She remembered that she seemed to dream of the big fish again. The big fish pressed her head against her head. They floated aimlessly on the sea. The sea surface was calm and could not see at a glance. I didn't know where it would float, but it seemed that it didn't matter.
She rarely has such a relaxed moment, as if she has removed some burden.
When Chen Linhuan woke up, Lu Yao had already gotten up. She answered a phone call first. There was news from the laboratory that she said that there were some new achievements and would use them to participate in next month's science and technology exchange exhibition.
Chen Lin responded and said that he would go over and take a look when he had time.
She went downstairs after washing up and asked the nanny, "Where is Lu Yao?"
The nanny smiled and raised her chin to the kitchen, "Sir, I'm going to make breakfast for you!"
A young master like him who doesn’t touch the water with his fingers is probably not even able to tell the kitchen utensils!
Chen Linhuan was skeptical, brewed two cups of coffee, held one in his palm, and went to the kitchen to see what he was doing.
Lu Yao rolled up his sleeves, just took out the plate, and pointed to the dining table: "It's time to eat."
The breakfast was a sandwich, Chen Linhuan brought him the coffee and sat down opposite him.
"Why do you think of making breakfast?"
Chen Linhuan dragged his part over and took a hesitant look.
Such a simple ingredients should not taste too outrageous.
Chen Linhuan guessed.
Lu Yao glanced at her, "This is not something wrong, show it."
He smiled, looking at her with deep eyebrows and eyes. Everything about last night was like a dream. At that time, his brain was swollen and heavier.
Only then will I have the opportunity to think about the details. Chen Linhuan, you pry a little, she spit out a little, you pry a little, she spit out a little, she spit out a little.
You never know how much she has hidden under that cold mask.
"oh."
Chen Linhuan took a bite to show encouragement.
Lu Yao looked up at her and asked expectantly: "How is it?"
Chen Linhuan tasted it carefully, "...well."
"Well, what does it mean?"
Lu Yao took a bite by himself.
Lu Yao: "..." He paused for a moment, "Why would you better let the aunt come!"
Chen Linhuan suddenly laughed, "Don't waste it."
I don’t have to go to work on Sundays, and Lolo is still sleeping. The child gets up late and will be accompanied by an aunt later.
The snow was getting heavier, and looking out through the window, the sky was covered with white.
Chen Linhuan had a breakfast that didn't taste very good, but she was in a good mood.
She couldn't explain why she was in a good mood. Maybe Lu Yao was too serious in cooking and the results were too pitiful.
Or maybe the snow scene today is very beautiful.
Or... it's just that she sits here, Lu Yao sits opposite her.
You can be in a good mood without any reason.
"I advise you not to mention Zhou Fu's matter to Luo Luo."
Lu Yao also remembered this incident at this time and reminded her.
Chen Linhuan thought, "Is it because of the marriage between Zhou and Qin?"
Lu Yao nodded, "As far as I know, the Qin family has urged to complete the wedding as soon as possible."
The Qin family and the Zhou family are well aware of it. The Qin family is very likely to know that Zhou Fu had given birth to a child, and Qin Yu has a very good character and ability. In this case, the Qin family insists on marriage.
In this way, it seems even more unreasonable if Zhou Fu refuses.
Zhou’s parents are very good to Zhou Fu, and Zhou Fu also loves and respects her parents and brother very much, so it would be extremely painful to let her make a choice.
At this time, any interference condition from anyone will affect her judgment.
This is not a question of right and wrong, there is no right or wrong. It would be fine if Zhou Fu didn’t love Yunchao, but if she still loved her, no matter which side she chose, she would have regrets.
As for children, the harm has been caused long ago and is inevitable.
So it is best to leave Zhou Fu to consider calmly.
"Zhou Fu couldn't guess that Luo Luo was her daughter, so she hasn't asked a question yet, so she can only not ask or hear."
Lu Yao kept his eyebrows shut, as if he had finally figured out why Yun Chao recognized his daughter so high-profile.
Chen Linhuan frowned, "Lolo is very smart. I guess she likes me so much, but I guess I know her mother."
Because Luo Luo is still young, sometimes Yun Chao almost never avoids her when speaking.
Judging from Chen Linhuan's observation, Luo Luo was not completely ignorant of his mother he had never met before.
Lolo is a little precocious.
"Oh," Lu Yao nodded, "No wonder."
At this moment, the soreness passed, and Lu Yao was pleased with Luo Luo and Yun Chao.
Yun Chao came to pick Luo Luo at noon. Luo Luo was building a snowman with Shen Linhuan at that time. She reluctantly followed her father and asked Chen Linhuan with her arms around her neck, "Huanhuan, can I come to play with you next week?"
Lu Yao held Chen Linhuan's shoulder with a gentle smile, "Of course."
Yun Chao raised his eyebrows and looked at Lu Yao, and Lu Yao also looked back at him, as if the depression of seeing Chen Linhuan walking side by side with him on the Tianjin University campus at that time finally dissipated.
Oh, this poor man, my wife has been lost.
He is so pitiful.
When the person left, Lu Yao looked at Chen Linhuan and said, "You delivered him food at that time. I saw it on the Tianjin University campus."
Chen Linhuan thought for a while before remembering, "Oh, his mother asked me, but I went to deliver it. He had a bad stomach and often didn't eat when he was busy.
And that time.”
As he said that, he suddenly remembered that the day after marriage, she went to the kitchen to make breakfast. He leaned against the kitchen door and asked her coldly when she learned how to cook.
Chen Linhuan looked at him scrutinizedly, "You asked me when I learned to cook."
Do you really think I learned it because of Yun Chao?"
She had doubted it at that time.
Lu Yao said not to look straight, his face was not natural, "Yeah."
To be continued...