Chen Linhuan has an apartment, but I have never lived in it after I bought it and I have no chance.

Sometimes she felt that the family gave her shackles, and sometimes she felt that she gave her shackles. Many times she wanted to be an ordinary person, an ordinary family, an ordinary parent, and everything was just ordinary, but this assumption itself was meaningless.

She took the key from the property, dragged her luggage in, called the cleaning company, and asked someone to come up to clean up in a hurry, and went to the supermarket downstairs to buy things.

When she was in college, she lived alone, and then her uncle rented a small apartment to go to the school.

She doesn't get along well with the people in school and spends more time on her studies.

She remembered that the class monitor was a girl and had a good academic performance. She often asked her questions for a while, and once asked her if she could go to her place to study.

She agreed.

The squad leader entered the door and changed his shoes at the entrance. He was surprised and said, "The rent here is very expensive!"

She nodded, "Not cheap."

The class monitor was a little envious, "Your parents are so nice to you."

She was stunned, then smiled without answering.

From the eyes of outsiders, they seemed to be really good to her and made great contributions to her material things. When she was a child, she felt that they loved her no matter how their parents treated her.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have spent so much effort on her.

Until one day, she saw her uncle and mother hugging and kissing into the car, and doing something bad in the car.

She stood there stiffly, standing far away, watching her mother finally get out of the car and pulling her clothes while walking.

She saw her mother and father quarrel from time to time, and Cheng Zhilin always despised Shen Boqian for being cowardly and was angry with Shen Bojin all her life.

She saw that Shen Bojin always scolded her father in the same tone as a child.

I saw my mother and uncle browsing on the dining table.

I have heard my father ask about my mother and uncle’s relationship, and I have heard my mother’s mockery: “You are a man, go ask your brother?”

My father dared not, and he was still timid in front of his uncle.

Cheng Zhilin always wanted a son, but she couldn't count on her husband, so she wanted to count on her son, but she didn't want to come. When she gave birth to Chen Linhuan, she hurt her body and had a habit of miscarriage again and again. In the end, her uterus was so thin that it was about to break. The doctor sternly warned her not to try again, otherwise the uterus would not be saved. She cried a lot, and then looked at Chen Linhuan with sinister resentment, as if she saw something very disgusting.

Chen Linhuan often dreamed of that look when he had nightmares.

Lu Yao received a call from home and was completely cold.

Chen Linhuan moved out of his home.

Are you determined to get a divorce?

Chen Feng sat opposite him, looked at his expression, and shook his head, "It's not me that you are too anxious. You can find something that you can find with some effort. You have to force her to ask her, she doesn't want to say what's the use of forcing her."

Lu Yao picked up the wine glass in front of him and took a big sip, with a cold expression, "I have investigated the tattoos, and I have caused a humiliation to myself. Even Chu Shao asked me why I didn't ask her directly.

I just couldn't figure it out. I said so clearly. Why didn't she speak? I felt like I was holding a stone in my arms."

Chen Feng sighed, "That's it, why bother hang yourself on a tree."

Lu Yao sneered and drank the wine in the glass, "You're right."

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and it seems that it will be experiencing another heavy rainy day.

Chen Linhuan looked up at the sky and didn't bring an umbrella, so he had to walk faster. When he got home, he was still half wet.

The heavy rains are connected to the heavy rain, and it seems that there is no sunny day.

The cleaning staff had already left and the room was clean. She trapped herself into the sofa and blinked her dry eyes.

After repeatedly recalling what Lu Yao said, you can only recall clearly after consciously.

Every sentence is like a knife.

She wanted to tell him several times, but when she looked up and saw his clean eyes, she felt that her heart was so painful that she was about to die.

Difficult to speak of.

She claimed to be calm and had never lost control in her life. Even when she knew that her mother and uncle had a relationship, she heard her father ask her mother who was the child Chen Linhuan was. In the most painful time, she just walked out of the house and walked for two hours. After calming down, she went to see Zhou Fu and saw a clean person to get a moment of breathing.

Zhou Fu asked her why her face was so bad. She said she was hungry and she was very hungry and no one cooked her food.

Zhou Fu really felt hungry. While scolding her parents for being crazy, why did she always stop letting her eat well? She took her to the restaurant. She ate a large bowl of noodles and wanted to vomit until she ate and her stomach was filled, so she didn't want anything else.

It was raining that day, so Zhou Fu wanted to find her cousin and take her to the tattoo shop to hide from the rain.

Her cousin was behind the yard, and Zhou Fu asked her to wait and went to find her cousin by herself.

Chen Linhuan sat there, and the rain was getting heavier outside. Chu Shao was talking to her, asking her if she had encountered something or if she was unhappy.

Chen Linhuan recognized Chu Shao because Lu Yao knew him. At that time, Chen Linhuan would always pay attention to Lu Yao from time to time, and his little thoughts were hidden very deeply.

Chen Linhuan didn't like to talk, and at that time he didn't want to say a word.

But Chu Shao was a chatterbox and kept saying it. In the end, Chen Linhuan responded, "It's like it's raining, I stepped on the mud and couldn't get rid of it."

Chu Shao couldn't understand such abstract words, but he just guessed that she had suffered setbacks. "What are you doing if you think so much! You should be happy at a young age."

She nodded, not wanting to speak anymore.

The people next to him lamented that the business was so bad recently that they could only practice with pig skins. It was so pitiful.

Chen Linhuan's eyebrows moved slightly and suddenly asked, "Can you tattoo me?"

Chu Shao asked her what she wanted to tattoo, but she had a moment of empty mind and didn't know about tattoos.

“Perfect pattern?

Or style?”

Chu Shao gave her an opinion, "It is usually a tattoo of something that has monumental significance or expresses personality."

Or I will pick up those with more tattoos for you.”

Chen Linhuan thought for a while and wrote a string of letters on the paper.

I heard the first thing that popped up with a few words with commemorative significance in my mind.

Chu Shao fought for a while, "lu   yao."

He hissed, "Why are these letters so unpleasant?"

Chen Linhuan lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Chu Shao didn't go into it in depth, but just reminded her of humanitarianism that if she is a person's name, she will regret it in the future if she is tattooed with a person's name.

She shook her head calmly, "It's okay, just tattoo!"

Seeing that he was stubborn, Chu Shao said "Tsk" and said, "I'll agree first, I won't give it to minors.

Have you become an adult?"

Chen Linhuan showed him his ID card.

Chu Shao rarely saw such a good student-like child who had a tattoo and laughed.

When Zhou Fu came back, Chen Linhuan had already tattooed her. Zhou Fu was frightened and asked her repeatedly, "Do you really have tattoos?"

It seems that I don’t believe that Chen Linhuan will have tattoos.

Then I went to look at the string of letters and couldn't believe it: "It's not the one I thought, is it?"

Chen Linhuan nodded silently.

Zhou Fu chased her, "You refuse to flirt with you just now!"

Chen Linhuan said in a daze, "He is too...clean."

It is suitable for looking from a distance, put it in the sky, and just think about it.

Zhou Fu didn't understand, "It seems like you are not clean. You are so good and very good! Although... although the family background is much different, he has flirted with you, so he definitely doesn't care!"

Chen Linhuan shook his head, "You don't understand."

He was like a clean and warm big house, her ideal home, but she didn't even have the courage to cross the threshold.

It’s not that I don’t have the courage, but that I’m afraid of dirtying him.

Chen Linhuan pulled away from her memories and rubbed her face hard. She opened Lu Yao's chat box with her mobile phone, entered the words, and deleted them again. She repeated many times, and sweated on her forehead and couldn't breathe in her chest.

Her fingertips were trembling.

Thinking of the time when he got married, Lu Yao often choked her, and seemed to be very dissatisfied with her.

It wasn't that sad at that time.

But at this moment, there was only Lu Yao laughing at her. He fed her and was imitating her three-year-old child to act coquettishly. Guan Tai gave her the jade bracelet. Zhao Qingzhi's concerned eyes, Twelve held her arm and called her Eleventh Sister-in-law...

She swallowed hard, her throat was almost cracking.

The fear came again.

She thought she would never be afraid and would not be at a loss when she grew up.

But this morning, she felt like a shadow following her fear, and it was not until this moment that she completely understood.

She is no longer afraid of her parents or her uncle.
To be continued...