Chapter 72 Fusion
Hanba had a long dream, dreaming of another of his own life.
Big Brother Rong often calls us: "Sister"
... At that time, I thought I was a girl.
In the witch tribe, men and women have different jobs, and the responsibilities they bear are also different. The younger sister who was taken by the elder brother since childhood is very responsible. When my brother is busy, I will look around and learn how to be the best woman. Either don’t do it or do it the best. This is the principle that the leader’s children should have.
Suddenly one day, I found myself a boy, and the part of the woman split from my body. The feeling of peeling off was too fast, and I was a little scared at that time, but this feeling disappeared after a while, and I forgot what I felt at that time.
Thinking about it now, I probably got sick at that time.
In my dream, I can clearly feel the feeling of division. Even the emotions that I don’t think need are split out. The split personality inherited the name Rong gave to my sister, called Xinya.
I was not afraid of death and gradually became the most powerful warrior in the tribe, but I didn't know that there were new buds.
In Xinya's opinion, when he woke up one day, he was abandoned by his family. He even knew very well in his heart that he was abandoned by his "self". He was trapped in a dark house with no light everywhere. He was trembling with fear, and finally he couldn't support him before falling asleep.
Suddenly one day, when he woke up, he could see the outside world.
The first thing Xinya wanted to look for was Rong. His elder brother, he followed Rong for a long time, but he had never seen him look for him. Later, he had a real sister. Xinya discovered that someone in the tribe was sick and was carried back to the nest. Finally, he thought of a suitable reason. It turned out that it was because he was sick that his family abandoned him.
Then he doesn't want them anymore.
At this time, Xinbian's memory was very chaotic. Sometimes he could remember that he was actually Hanba, sometimes he denied this, and sometimes he even felt that he was an orphan in bad health. His range of activities was not just from Hanba's perspective, but often he could walk everywhere without his body. He often plucked up the courage to talk to men and women in the tribe, but no one paid attention to him because no one could see him, and Xinbian with chaotic memory found a reasonable explanation - because he was sick, causing trouble for others, and no one in the tribe liked him.
Just in such a daze, Xinya stayed in the tribe every day. Because of the strong female consciousness, he really learned the skills of women. When he occasionally returned to the dark room, he would try it over and over again. Doing something can make him less lonely. In his understanding, the dark room is his own dream.
In Xinyao's memory, he had seized the right to use his body several times. Sometimes when others called him by his name and called Hanba, he disappeared. Sometimes because he saw Rong and the leader's family, his personality changed rapidly. Because the time for the new sprout appeared was too short, and few people had discovered abnormalities. Even if someone found abnormalities, he would not have rich associations like Xu Wu. He would only think of the reason why Hanba was uncomfortable.
Xinseng's childhood, there are few happy times in his youth, and more days are spent in boundless loneliness, so most of the memories during this period are in dark rooms.
Until the accident of personality changes on the battlefield, Xinya met the first person who could see him.
What this person saw was not Hanba, not this body, but a new bud.
The world seemed to be bright all of a sudden, like a simple painting without color rendering a gorgeous scenery, and every minute and every second became slower, as if the new bud wanted to taste this period of time.
Xinya couldn't control himself. He always talked to himself alone, and no one responded to him. Now that he had such a person, he kept talking for a long time, he realized that his behavior was very unpleasant, but the other party felt that it was nothing and was very happy to listen to him. She was a witch.
So amazing!
Witches are all very weak, and many witches are weaker than women, so I have to protect her.
This is also the first time that the new bud has developed the mood of "protection".
Although he didn't do well, he not only got sick again after not long after getting along, but Xu Wu was very happy to see him wake up again, and he also asked him to help build a nest. How important it is to build a nest? It's not that he believed that his ability would not be handed over to him. Although later, when the demon clan appeared, he was frightened and could not protect her, and even let Xu Wu protect himself, it seemed very useless...
But I was a little happy in my heart because he was protected.
Xinya gradually hoped that he would not always stay in the dark room. He hoped that he could be with Xu Wu. In fact, this was the manifestation of his beginning of self-awareness and actively fighting with his master's personality for control of his body. Unlike the previous attitude of letting it go, he used to think that he would die sooner or later, and waited quietly to disappear, but now his self-awareness is getting stronger and stronger, and he even had the desire not to enter the small dark room again. At the same time, as he controlled his body for a longer time, his self-awareness became clearer. But he suppressed these deeply and forced himself not to see the truth.
A person who had been in the small dark room for too long saw the light and was reluctant to leave the light.
The life of the buds tangled in the woods to the north is happy and fulfilling. His wishes have always been small, just hope that someone can see him all the time.
Hanba never knew that Xu Wu's words of encouragement could make Xinya happy for two whole days, and a smile could make him wake up in the night with a happy smile. Although Xu Wu was very busy, he didn't really give him much time. But he was not greedy, and felt that he had gained enough.
This kind of joy that can be obtained with a little thing is something Hanba has never experienced.
At this moment, he was experiencing the feeling of the new bud. Although he knew it was a dream, he was still very happy in the dream. He couldn't help but wonder whether he had split the feeling of "happiness" when his personality was split.
In his dream, Hanba saw the plague in the demon village from the perspective of Xinshui, saw his fear, but also saw the courage that arises in his heart every time he stares at Xu Wu. This is an emotion that cannot be produced for a personality who has no courage at all.
What happened next was something Hanba didn't remember, because he could not share the perspective of the new buds.
This happened very suddenly. The demon clan who came to send people said goodbye and was about to leave. At this time, the lurking giant bird suddenly attacked. The two people closest to Xu Wu were Xinya and Ao. Ao reacted first and pulled Xu Wu, but he did not completely let her avoid the attack of the giant bird. If the personality in her body was Hanba at this time, Xu Wu would not let the giant bird catch it.
Xinya hesitated for a moment because of fear. At the moment Xu Wu was captured, his inner courage reached its peak.
"I want to protect her"
Xinya said to himself in his heart, and then he jumped up and grabbed the giant bird's legs. The height of this jump actually exceeded the limit of his body.
After doing this action, Xinya's inner timidity emerged again, which made him slow down his movements one step further. He had no rich hunting experience, so that the giant bird could master the initiative. At this time, Xinya could let go. If he let go, it would be normal, because his personality weakness was too obvious.
But at that moment, the mood of trying to protect Xu Wu overwhelmed the fear and overcame the pain in his body. He hugged Xu Wu and protected her with his body.
Hanba was also anxious. When Xinya couldn't hold on, when he fell into the jungle, he wanted to regain control of his body, but this was just a memory that could be watched by him. It was something that had happened a long time ago and could not be changed.
There is no way, and the same is true for the new bud that has tried his best. He called Hanba. At this moment, he suddenly stopped suppressing what he deliberately ignored. He actually had already realized that he was the second personality in Hanba's body.
As long as Xu Wu can be saved, he can do anything. He can't do it anymore, so let Hanba come.
However, the personality change, at least now, is not in accordance with the wishes of Xinbian. He cannot call out the omnipotent Hanba. Looking at the giant bird gradually fading away, he panicked. If Xu Wu, such a good person, died here due to his own reasons, he would not forgive himself.
At this moment, Xinguo's heart changed.
Using the same body, I can do what Hanba can do.
The witches are all very weak, I have to protect her.
I want to protect her.
The soul of the new bud was burning. His soul, which had just gradually become complete, became hot and gathered on his back. In the severe pain, the pain of the bones extending out inch by inch, the new bud did not faint. He endured all this and then flew into the sky with his wings.
Legend has it that the witch tribes in the southern tribe used to have wings, but later gradually degenerated for some reason. The witches and Bubu people once said that the most courageous witch tribe members can burn their souls and grow wings, but no one knows how to burn souls. It is said that the pain of burning souls is a hundred times stronger than the pain in the body. This not only requires courage, but also a strong obsession.
This is just a legend. No witch tribe members from the southern tribe have ever grown wings.
What made him surpass his body's limits, and what made him grow wings on his back?
Xinya is the weakest witch clan member, but he created miracles.
I am him, he is me.
Miscellaneous memories poured into his mind. The moment Xinyao's soul dissipated, Hanba woke up. He had never resisted Xinyao's personality and believed that his body belongs to both sides. Of course, this was also because of Xu Wu's long-term enlightenment, so Xinyao was able to merge with him again.
Because Xinya is willing to come back, probably because he is reluctant to leave someone he is willing to protect with his life...
Chapter completed!