"When Xu Yu said he was willing to be with me, I couldn't believe it. It turned out that Xu Yu liked me?" - "Xu Yu Observation Diary"

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The lights were dim, and the dark blue light shone diagonally on the corners of the room. People in the middle of the room gathered and were having fun playing dice. The swaying dice was almost covering the singing in the box.

Xu Yu sat in the corner of the private room and had a few drinks with Bai Qi and didn't continue. He didn't know how much he had touched these days. The private room was still noisy, but Xu Yu suddenly stood up.

Just now, Bai Qi said he wanted to go to the bathroom and went out first. Xu Yu sat inside and felt that he was out of place with everyone. He was called by Bai Qi to the class reunion. Originally, Xu Yu didn't plan to come, but Bai Qi persuaded him in one sentence.

"I heard that Jiang Yue will go this time. Do you want to consider meeting her?"

Xu Yu had made up his plan to see her this time and would not see her for a long time. He was going to deliberately approach and appear in front of her. As long as he stopped, it would still be difficult for the two of them to meet.

Just like those three years, they will never see each other again, and Jiang Yue really doesn't need him now.

Two weeks ago.

Xu Yu had just sorted out the information all night and was about to go to wash and sleep when Bai Qi suddenly visited. As soon as Xu Yu opened the door, he saw the man outside the door next door lowering his head and entering his password.

When Xu Yu opened the door for Bai Qi, Bai Qi was looking at the person next to him and whispered: "He and Jiang Yue look like they are."

Xu Yu didn't answer. He remembered what the man said during the last confrontation. He turned to look at Bai Qi and asked, "Why did you come suddenly?"

"Ask you if you have something to do."

"What else do you have to come here in person early in the morning?"

"Say it later."

While Xu Yu was talking to Bai Qi, the person next to him opened the door and went in. Before he closed the door, he called out intimately: "Xiaoyue——"

"I'm back-"

No one answered next door, so the man shouted again. Bai Qi looked over there again, and entered Xu Yu's house with a slightly frown.

Bai Qi went straight to the topic as usual, and asked when he entered the door: "How are you and Jiang Yue?"

Xu Yu pursed his lips and frowned, "Did you come here just to ask me about the matter between me and Jiang Yue?"

"This is very important." Bai Qi said, "If Jiang Yue's affairs cannot be solved for a day, then your life will not be calm for a day."

Xu Yu did not deny that Jiang Yue's existence had a great impact on him. He went to the kitchen to get a bottle of ice coke for Bai Qi and put it on the table.

Bai Qi slowly unscrewed the bottle cap and asked, "Have you ever told Jiang Yue the truth?"

"Sayed."

"Is that true?" Bai Qi took a sip of Coke, "Why do I think you didn't say it? After all, this is Xu Yu."

Xu Yu frowned very tightly, and he didn't understand the meaning of Baiqi. Last time, Baiqi caught him and scolded him.

He said that he only knew how to give silently every time he did something, and did it without any obvious, making people unable to feel his mind.

It's like being wrapped in a thick layer of ice, hiding underneath a hot heart, but no one can understand or see it. What he shows to others is always a cold appearance.

"Xu Yu, others can't wait for the day when your appearance melts. When you are fully revealed, others will no longer look back at you."

Bai Qi chuckled and said, "Let me guess, does Jiang Yue still have a lot of dissatisfaction with you?"

"Where is the boundary of telling her the truth? Should I tell her that you really love her, or..."

Xu Yu interrupted his words and continued: "I said I will chase her seriously."

Before Bai Qi could laugh, the door suddenly was knocked heavily, interrupting the conversation between them. Bai Qi and Xu Yu turned around at the same time and looked at the door.

The man knocked very hard and was very urgent.

Xu Yu got up and went to open the door. He heard Bai Qi say behind him, "If you love her, tell her how you love her."

"Is it too slow to wait for Jiang Yue to discover your love?"

Before Xu Yu could taste the words of Bai Qi, he opened the door for people. What caught his eyes was the man's face that looked a bit like Jiang Yue. He was red with smoke and was a little unspeakable, and his fists were clenched tightly.

Xu Yu heard a familiar female voice coming from next door and shouted: "Jiang Yue! Jiang Yue!"

"Jiang Yue--"

"Are you in there?"

Xu Yu felt his heartbeat missed and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I know who you are." The man said with a silence, "Jiang Yue locked herself in the bathroom."

"We can't open the door and can't guess the password. We have tried several of them but they are not."

Xu Yu probably understood what he meant. At this time, he didn't bother to think about why they couldn't guess the password correctly. He hurriedly ran to the next door with a long leg.

Xu Yu almost did not hesitate and entered a password. Under the surprised and complicated eyes of the other two people, he heard "Didi" sounds.

The door is open.

The password is 666548, Jiang Yue's habit of spelling Moonlight.

Xu Yu had originally subconsciously rushed in, but was stopped by someone. The other party's tone was very unfriendly: "What are you doing when you go in?"

His steps stopped.

Qu Jia was the first to go in and said to them: "It's okay, it seems that he is just too tired and fell asleep. I'll go to the room to get the clothes for her to put on."

After finally breathing a sigh of relief, the air around him suddenly cooled down, and Xu Yu was looked at with cold eyes, so it was not difficult to feel the hostility in his eyes.

"Talk to me." The man said, "You stay away from Xiaoyue, don't cause trouble for her anymore, don't bother her anymore."

"Besides, you have seen it. Now that I am, I suggest that your ex-boyfriend put your position in a straight way."

Xu Yu didn't say anything, and he didn't know what he should say at this time.

Is it fair competition?

Others are right, he was sorry for Jiang Yue first, so he had no chance to compete fairly with others.

He saw all the anxiety and concern of this person just now, and he could clearly feel his feelings for Jiang Yue from him.

"Do you know how much trouble you caused to me because you suddenly said that on Weibo? Can you stop being so selfish?"

"Do you think you're treating her well?"

Xu Yu shook the dark color in his eyes, ordered a few servings of porridge without saying anything, and then said to him: "Sorry."

"She may feel sick after she's waiting, and I end up..."

The last time I cared about her like this, even if I was just an ordinary friend.

"No need to order it! There is no need to do it now, you can leave!"

Before Xu Yu turned around, he was stopped by Qu Jia in the bathroom, "Xiaoyang! Lawyer Xu! Can you come and help?"

Even if Jiang Yang wanted to drive Xu Yu away at this time, he would not be able to get him out of this house immediately at this time.

Xu Yu and Jiang Yang went over with him. Qu Jia had already helped Jiang Yue put on her clothes, but she still didn't wake up.

Jiang Yue slept very hard every time she fell asleep. She should be very tired today, otherwise she wouldn't have fallen asleep in the bathroom. She couldn't wake up at this time. Even Qu Jia didn't even wear her clothes to wake her up.

The person next to him was still making harsh words, saying, "You go back later, don't stay at my house, go back wherever you come from."

Although Qu Jia was very puzzled why Jiang Yang was so hostile to Xu Yu, he had no time to think about it at this time.

Jiang Yue fell into a state of sleep that was almost unconscious, and her body was soft and had no strength. She could not support her at all. Only then did Xu Yu and Jiang Yang carry her to the room.

He reached out to sort out all the corners of her quilt. He was about to turn around and leave, but someone grabbed the corners of her clothes.

No one knew where the person who was still sleeping just now had the strength to pull the corner of his clothes tightly and not let go.

The scene was once again embarrassed. Jiang Yang was going to pry Jiang Yue's hand away, but Qu Jia stopped him.

"Forget it."

Jiang Yue pulled Xu Yu's clothes for two hours, and he was almost froze into a statue while standing there.

He looked at Jiang Yue like this for two hours, trying to describe all her eyebrows and eyes in his mind. Although it had been clear, he still couldn't bear to take his eyes away.

Finally, after Jiang Yue let go, Xu Yu quietly came out of her room. When he looked at his phone again, he found that Bai Qi had sent him a message.

[White Chess]: I'll go to work first, let's talk about it next time.

Xu Yu originally planned to leave directly, but this time he was stopped by the person who drove him away just now.

"You wait."

"Let's wait for her to wake up here and you're not allowed to enter the room." Jiang Yang's voice was very gloomy, "When she wakes up, we'll settle the accounts again."

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The account was probably not carefully calculated until the end. When Xu Yu and Jiang Yang were sitting together, he told him something.

"Jiang Yue doesn't need any care or care from you at all. Don't you know? What else would you do except cause trouble for her?"

The unpleasant conversation was unconscious. Xu Yu stayed until Jiang Yue woke up before leaving. He didn't close his eyes again. When he went out again, he saw someone thrown into his pocket outside.

"You leave Jiang Yue and get everything back on track."

It turned out that his appearance had disturbed her life, but it turned out that what he thought was good to her was really just self-righteous.

Love that cannot be expressed at the age of twenty will not be expressed at the age of eighty will probably not be expressed. He may be born unworthy of loving others.
To be continued...