"Jiang Yue loves to laugh. I have seen her many emotions, but I have never seen her cry." - "Jiang Yue Observation Diary"

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The night was as dark as thick ink, and the thick clouds covered the moon's light. The woman in the room suddenly stood up, threw her suit jacket on the sofa, and walked towards the entrance in a black suspender skirt.

Jiang Yue felt that if she had used a flip phone from many years ago at this time, she might have lifted off the cover of the phone. She pinched the phone tightly, and the light on the screen was still lit.

The knuckles turned slightly white due to the force. Jiang Yue felt her brain was in chaos, and she could not even figure out what she was thinking. She was blinded by the sweeping emotions.

She walked quickly over and opened the door in her slippers, walked to the closed door next door without hesitation, and raised her hand and knocked heavily.

"Dongdongdongdong--"

She felt that she knocked on the door and it was like knocking on her heart, causing a slight pain.

Why did Xu Yu speak for her at this time?

The door opened very quickly, and he didn't ask who it was, but opened it straightforwardly. Jiang Yue threw out his phone almost the first second after he opened the door and smashed it on Xu Yu.

The man frowned in pain, groaned, bent down to help her pick up her phone. When his eyes just touched her phone case, he froze again.

The pure black matte phone case has nothing printed on it.

In the past, Jiang Yue liked to use various mobile phone cases, marble patterns, starry sky, universe, and ocean...

Xu Yu saw a whole box of mobile phone cases she had placed, but at that time there was no solid color matte shell.

"I'm a girl, of course I like all kinds of fancy things. If I start using solid colors, especially black, it means I've become one..."

Jiang Yue thought for a long time before saying, "I have become a monster without feelings."

"I can't cry or laugh, I don't have any expressions."

He picked up his phone and reached out to her.

"Xu Yu, do you have nothing to explain?" Jiang Yue looked at him, her tone trembled slightly, and her emotions were very unstable.

"Do you know what you're doing?"

Xu Yu kept his eyes closed, Jiang Yue looked at him without any strange appearance, and blocked his chest again in one breath.

He still did this, and he looked cold and cold when he did nothing.

Jiang Yue took away the phone from his hand, and a crack was thrown out of the upper right corner of the screen, but she didn't care at all.

The man's voice was hoarse, and he said in a slight concentration: "I don't want to see others slander you like this."

"Does it have anything to do with you?" Jiang Yue clenched her fists, "Why are you doing this? In what capacity did you say that kind of thing?"

"Ex-boyfriend?" she gritted her teeth, "or is it now, like the suitor you mentioned?"

Xu Yu didn't say anything.

Jiang Yue couldn't help but keep saying that the emotional vent was suddenly opened, and after enduring it for so long, it was all poured out.

"Delete." She said with a cold face, "I don't want to see you stand up in such a situation again."

“My business has nothing to do with you.”

"And don't always think that you are doing it for my own good."

After Jiang Yue finished speaking, she took two steps back and her thick eyelashes were gently wrapped around her, like a shaking ragdoll.

"I don't need you to be nice to me as you think."

Xu Yu deleted the Weibo in front of her, and the stone in Jiang Yue's heart slowly fell to the ground.

He looked at the woman's expression of relief, and his hands behind him suddenly tightened, and he rolled in his throat.

Don't he need to be nice to her? Be self-righteous?

He didn't know what kind of good Jiang Yue needed, just like a few years ago, he didn't know what kind of good she needed, and how it was right for her.

So he never felt that he was not good to Jiang Yue, but after breaking up, someone told me, "Xu Yu, are you good to Jiang Yue? So you are not qualified to ask Jiang Yue to accommodate you again."

At that time, he was still very dissatisfied and felt that he had been doing well to her very hard, but he didn't expect...

In her heart, he had never responded to that relationship. By the time Xu Yu wanted to respond, Jiang Yue was no longer waiting for him.

She had let go of everything and moved forward alone, and he couldn't catch up with him no matter how hard he felt to catch up with someone.

Before Jiang Yue turned around and left, Xu Yu almost reached out to hold her arm, but then withdrew his hand and pulled it off the suit jacket he hung on the hanger of the entrance hall and draped it on Jiang Yue.

This year, Nancheng was unexpectedly cool. It was already June, but it was still raining continuously and the temperature was not rising.

Perhaps because of her eagerness, she didn't even have to wear a coat, but just wore a black suspender skirt.

Jiang Yue saw him deleted Weibo with her own eyes. When her tense nerves relaxed in an instant, her brain buzzed for a few seconds. Then she suddenly realized that she had said a lot of heavy words to Xu Yu just now.

He didn't say anything, but just put his coat on her silently. Jiang Yue didn't take it off directly, but instead reached out and pulled it. After stepping back and keeping a certain distance from him, he then lowered his eyes and said softly.

"Sorry." She paused, "Thank you for your cooperation."

The tone is elegant but unfamiliar.

It was clearly an apology, but it also cut a knife mark on Xu Yu's heart. This faint alienation and extra respect invisibly opened the distance between the two.

Jiang Yue turned home. After closing the door, she leaned against the door, and the men's suit jacket she slid down from her body. She squatted on the ground and was silent for a few seconds. Suddenly, her eyes felt a little sore, but she didn't cry.

Why didn't she throw his coat away?

Is it because of the colorful shells in the glass cabinet in his office or because he suddenly said he didn't want to see others slander her?

The coat covered with a faint smell of cedar, like a mysterious forest after the rain.

At this moment, Jiang Yue seemed to be walking in a forest covered with thick fog. She kept walking forward, but suddenly she heard someone calling her from behind. When she turned around, she saw someone stretching out her hand in the thick fog.

She continued to move forward and seemed to have an end. Although she couldn't see where the end was now, it seemed to be better than looking back.

She walked away stubbornly, but felt that the figure behind her forced her to stand in place and look at her more.

Can't forget it.

I can't forget this person no matter how much.

The first time I fell in love with someone was too deep, Jiang Yue covered her heart that was a little painful.

"The first time I love his badness and goodness, like a chest tattoo, is an eternal mark, following my breath until my heart stops."

After listening to this song for many years, Jiang Yue suddenly realized at this moment that some names and some people were pricked on their chests like tattoos.

Even if he is not that good, she will remember it for the rest of her life.

Jiang Yue didn't sleep all night. When she stood up from the door, she felt dizzy. She put Xu Yu's coat on the chair, sat down and called Qu Jia immediately.

"Xiaojia, can you find a way to remove that hot search?"

Qu Jia was a little embarrassed and said, "This hot search is a bit high. It is definitely possible to withdraw, but it will cost a lot of money, Mr. Su..."

"I'll say it myself."

"This is the first time you have asked to withdraw the hot searches in these few years." Qu Jia said, "So what is your relationship with Xu Yu."

Jiang Yue's nails fell into her palms, closed her eyes, and said calmly: "I've been with Xu Yu."

Qu Jia:…………

"You're serious?"

"real."

"Then you guys..."

"We have nothing to do with each other." Her voice was very heavy, covering a bit of emotional entanglement, "You saw it too."

Qu Jia didn't ask much. After all, the relationship between Jiang Yue and Xu Yu is not the biggest problem in front of them now. The problem now is how to solve the hot searches, especially the one between Jiang Yue and Xu Yu.

Qu Jia obviously felt that Jiang Yue was very nervous.

Jiang Yue gritted her teeth and said, "Xiaojia, many people knew about Xu Yu before, so once it was exposed, I can't hide."

She has endured other things and information, but she still can't find any evidence for those things. This is the first time Jiang Yue asked the company to withdraw the hot searches.

Because it was between her and Xu Yu.

She couldn't tell people with a clear conscience, "I don't know Lawyer Xu."

She didn't want Xu Yu to get involved in this circle. Even if she mentioned breaking up, even if she no longer likes Xu Yu, Jiang Yue still felt that Xu Yu was covered with snow on the mountains and a sacred and clear lake.

It is a peak that no one, including her, can reach.

The sky was covered with white fish belly, and when the morning sunlight came and fell within Jiang Yue's field of vision, she realized that it was the next morning.

She had just finished a phone call with Su Rong, hung up the phone tiredly, and then fell on the sofa, and she fell into it. The world was silent, and only the clocks hanging on the wall ticked.

Jiang Yue felt that she was soft and weak, her chest was so stuffy that she was about to be suffocated by the breath at any time. She was wandering, as if her soul was being pulled away.

She has been too tired these days. Because she has taken on some activities, she has to work overtime on the crew. In addition, the things she has to deal with have happened, and now she suddenly has happened again.

The body is loaded very much and her mental state is very complicated. Even Jiang Yue herself doesn't know how she treats Xu Yu now, and she is exhausted physically and mentally.

Including what she said to Yin Qin, Jiang Yue obviously felt that Yin Qin must have known something, and she was so connected with Xu Yu that she couldn't hide.

Her personality has always been something she can't avoid, so she takes the initiative to fight, but this time it was Xu Yu's business. After she finished this decision, she didn't know whether she regretted it or felt that she had done nothing wrong.
To be continued...