Saya tilted her head, seemingly unable to understand what he meant in his words.

The heavy rain wet her long golden hair, and even her delicate hair accessories were tilted aside. Her skirt was wet against her body, looking very embarrassed.

She approached him, crouched down and spoke softly.

"Rin." She said, "Do you know? I was really sad, very sad when I heard you say you were going to kill me..."

"Saya." Su Mingan said: "Do you know? When I saw you walking up the rooftop with Naraku from here, I was really disappointed, very disappointed."

"Disappointed?" Saya's voice trembled: "Is it disappointing that I am a soul clan? Is it because of this fact that makes you feel disappointed? Disappointed with my identity?"

"You shouldn't be the soul clan."

"Yes, I shouldn't be." Saya's face was raining: "I'm obviously just an ordinary human... But from the day I was transformed successfully, I knew that if I didn't control Grandpa Valen in time and control the soul hunting on the ship in time, what was waiting for me would be the most desperate ending."

She lowered her head, and her hair stuck to her face: "...I can't sit and wait for death, I can't wait for it to be tested, I can't...I can't...I can't be dominated by hunger. Lin...Su Lin! I don't want to be killed, so I can only take the initiative to take action... This is the survival rule of the soul clan. Do you understand Su Lin? As an ordinary human, as the happiest existence, as a human who doesn't have to worry about being discovered at all... Can you understand the feeling of survival in the cracks?"

On her body, the surging emotions mixed with the sea breeze, falling to the ground along the cold raindrops.

Su Mingan didn't say anything and looked at her.

This dignified and cheerful lady when she first met, this girl with beautiful and brilliant hair as sunny as she was, was disheveled in the rainstorm, her eyes were red, and she roared at him like a madman.

"—Rin. Do you know that feeling? On weekdays, I really think I am a human, but on some nights, when I suddenly feel hungry, I will suddenly realize that I have become a completely different monster from before..." She raised her hands, and her fingertips extended her blood-red nails, her eyes extremely desperate: "I have no choice...I have no choice! I can only attack my dear grandpa, I can only make him my most loyal guard, I can only... find an opportunity to sit on this Att, wanting to ask for a place of my own living space..."

She said, and her hands suddenly slapped the ground.

"Bang!"

There was a loud bang.

The hand of the lady who looked extremely weak, like a lady who had never touched Yangchunshui, suddenly sank a piece of the ground.

"You, have you seen it?" Saya stared at him: "I have become a monster and can't look back at all. I can only, I can only..."

As she said, her nails began to rub the ground unconsciously, repeating mechanical movements like self-harm, and gradually bleeding from the fingertips.

The nails shattered, blood spread out, and the wound began to heal again, and the nails grew again... She kept rubbing the ground as if she was not afraid of pain, breaking her nails, and watching them grow slowly.

"Did Valen know that he has been transformed into a soul clan?" During a silence, Su Mingan suddenly spoke.

Saya suddenly looked up, her blood-red eyes staring at him: "...I don't know."

She whispered: "This is also the reason for my despair... I don't know that I am the soul clan at all. Only when I am damn it, this is the time when I am hungry... I can't help myself. I will suddenly realize my damn identity, like a disaster suddenly comes..."

"Saya, believe me, it's not the worst time yet." Su Mingan looked at her: "Since you are not born as a soul clan, this transformation must have its flaws. I have never heard of it before. The soul clan can transform from humans, which means that its technology must be immature, otherwise the Att Empire would have long become a paradise for the soul clan."

Listening to his words, Saya was slightly stunned.

"Saya, who is the one who transforms you?" Su Mingan said: "As long as we find him, we will definitely find a way to restore you to normal."

Saya stared at him.

Her blood-red eyes were staring at him silently, mixed with extraordinarily complicated emotions.

"You said you wanted to kill me just now." She said softly.

"You are not the perpetrator, but the victim." Su Mingan said: "You are not a natural soul clan, but a normal human being transformed by people. You should be the one who is rescued, not the one who is hated. I suddenly realized this."

“…Aren’t you disappointed?”

“Not disappointed.”

"...Don't you hate me?"

"No."

The water light in Saya's eyes flashed.

She said, "I... can't remember it."

Su Mingan was slightly stunned.

"Only when I encounter a certain situation, some of my memories will be awakened." She whispered: "It is like only when I am hungry that I will find that I am the Soul Clan. I have memories of doing evil as the Soul Clan, and I will be awakened at this time... And when I return to normal, I really think that I am just an ordinary human... The memories related to that transformer are the same. Only when I see him again will I remember who he is..."

"But I remember..." She paused and said, "He has... a dark hair, a pair of dark and bloody eyes that are different from the ordinary soul tribe. He asked me to meet in the manor, and suddenly attacked me, transforming me... and turning me from a human to this hateful appearance..."

Dark hair and dark red eyes.

Su Mingan thought about it carefully but did not think of the person related to this characteristic.

While he was thinking, Saya suddenly turned around and dragged Naraku next to him.

"Rin, look, this is the Miss Naraku." She grabbed Naraku's hair and lifted her up, Naraku showed a look of pain.

Su Ming'an's expression has not changed.

"I am so stupid, really. I am so stupid in human form." Saya said: "...How did I make a proposal to marry Rin and her? I can clearly gather all the wealth of everyone on us, and I don't need a stupid way to marry... I am so cute and so real... so naive that I feel sorry for me..."

Naraku's body was covered with blood at this time. She seemed to want to struggle, and the bags wrapped in spears behind her were trembling, but the strength of the soul clan was far greater than hers. Saya just punched her, and she bent up in pain and couldn't struggle for a moment.

"Saya." Su Mingan said: "Don't let the desires of the soul clan dominate you, remember what you just said."

He remembered that Saya clearly said just now that she hated the identity of the Soul Clan and wanted to be just a happy ordinary human.

But now, holding Naraku, her eyes were even more red, but she said that she hated her in that human form.

...Desire and strength can change a person's mind.

This transformation naturally affects all aspects of people and makes it difficult for them to detect.

Listening to Su Mingan's words, Saya's eyes paused for a moment.

She suddenly let go of her hand, as if she was stabbed by a needle, took a few steps back, staring at her own hand in extreme fear, as if she wanted to cut it off.

"I, why... why did I have that idea..." Her lips trembled, and tears were almost falling from her eyes.

"Yes, sorry, Miss Naraku, I'm very sorry, I..."

She kept apologizing and stepped forward, wanting to help Naraku who was lying on the ground.

At this time, her behavior looked like a dignified lady, and like Su Mingan's first meeting with her.

...If the red light in her eyes and the large bloodstains on her body were ignored.

Su Mingan looked at this absurd scene in silence, as if he was watching a farce that was staged in front of him.

"Miss Naraku, I'm very sorry, I'll pull you up..."

Saya stretched out her hand, as if she wanted to help the girl who fell to the ground.

But the next moment, a deeper red light covered her eyes again.

Her steps paused, and she turned to hug herself, her whole body trembling.

It was like two thoughts struggling repeatedly in her body, and the heavy rain fell on her hair, and the water plants were stuck to her body. She was very quiet for a moment, like a wooden stake stuck in the ground.

After a deadly silence, she suddenly raised her head.

"Rin." She spoke, with silence in her voice: "You will understand me."

Su Mingan looked at her.

"I have no choice but to avoid being hunted by the soul, I can only take the initiative." She said: "Rin, death is a very painful thing. Even for stability and justice, I will not take the initiative to die and face it... I just want to live, just want to live..."

"If Grandpa Valen hadn't died, I wouldn't have been too excited, and even remembered my soul clan identity." She whispered: "The Yat... wouldn't have become like this, and nothing should have been like this..."

"Yes, it shouldn't be like this, the Yat... the Yat, it is the hope of the empire." She was silent for a moment and suddenly spoke: "In the long voyage, it will definitely reach the other side smoothly... it will exchange for Yat's future glory..."

"No one will have trouble, no one will die... It is impossible for a hateful soul clan to hang on the giant wheel, we will all be extremely safe..."

She said, smiling at him as if she was trapped in a illusion of self-hypnosis.

The blazing lightning flashed in the air behind her, like a firelight that completely illuminated the thick dark clouds. The white light sprinkled on her cheeks, and the water light in her eyes was clearly visible.

“【Rin, you don’t have to worry.】”

"【The Yat was praised by the Yat Empire as the everlasting pearl, and is the hope of the empire's expedition to the sea. It will never be overturned by a small storm...]"

She whispered.

"..." Su Ming quietly looked at her and said familiar words, watched the scarf on her shoulder flying up and down in the sea breeze, and watched her say words still in her dreams.

He saw her get up in the wind and rain, and the rain touched her hair.

...I suddenly burst into tears as I looked at her.

She once asked him to go down the cabin to dance at night with great excitement, wearing a cloth robes, and moving quickly like a bird that pounced on free.

But now, the girl was just looking at him in the rainstorm with her blood-red eyes open.

Complex emotions flowed in her eyes, and she laughed and cried, like a mentally ill-motivated madman.

Suddenly, her expression stopped, and the red light in her eyes finally overwhelmed the clear light.

"So." She approached him, her face approaching his neck: "You can understand mine, Rin."

Su Ming'an: "..."

"Rin, you are very strong... you suddenly become very strong. Although I don't know when Rin has become so powerful, I'm really happy, very happy..."

"Rin's family finally doesn't have to worry about decline. Such a powerful Rin can definitely help the family revitalize it, and Rin doesn't have to marry that rude woman..."

"Of course, Rin, such a powerful Rin... can definitely help me..."
To be continued...