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Chapter 2181 Prove that you are you

Everyone actually thought about going together, but they didn't say this possibility out loud, but kept it in their hearts, as if if they said it, it would become a reality.

Ma Laodao lived with everyone for the first time, and he has always been the target of everyone's dislike. Because this old man was impure, digging and looking everywhere, everyone felt that Yu Fei had brought a thief into the family.

But as time went by, everyone discovered that Ma Laodao was actually very principled. Ma Laodao never inquired into everyone's privacy and never harmed anyone. He just pursued his own ideals. He was stubborn and a bit pitiful.

Everyone's impression of him changed little by little, until he finally gave up the ideal that he had insisted on all his life, and finally turned into an old man that everyone liked, and everyone easily accepted him and regarded him as one of their own.

One member.

When a team truly recognizes a person, that emotion appears.

Therefore, we actually have a deep relationship with Ma Laodao. If something unexpected happens to Ma Laodao, everyone will be really sad for a long time.

There seemed to be a weight hanging on everyone's heart, which made everyone feel uncomfortable. Everyone was thinking about when the problem occurred, when it started, and his identity suddenly stopped changing.

Everyone is very conflicted in their hearts. This body is definitely Ma Laodao's body. The soul in the body may not be the soul that everyone is familiar with. But even if it is a soul that everyone is unfamiliar with, they are familiar with you because they have Ma Laodao.

All memories of everyone, even body memories, can be disguised as exactly the same.

Everyone is thinking, if they confirm that Ma Laodao's soul has been eliminated, and now there is only Ma Xiaodao's soul, what should everyone do? Kill Ma Laodao's body so that Ma Xiaodao has nowhere to stay.

Is it equivalent to killing Ma Xiaodao to avenge Ma Laodao?

To be honest, no one can do it. No matter how many people we have killed, we can never kill someone close to us, a familiar old friend, even if it is just a shell.

Due to the construction of the new camp, it was delayed for more than a day. After everything was ready, Yu Fei and Ma Laodao came to the hillside next to the camp, bathing in the warm afternoon sunshine. The two of them sat on the hillside and were soaked by the water.

On a stone that was partially exposed after being washed away, there was a cigarette in his mouth.

"Who do you think I am?"

Ma Laodao finished smoking a cigarette before asking Yu Fei.

"To be honest, your habits, your demeanor, and the feeling you give me are all Ma Laodao, but it seems to have a little more flavor."

Yu Fei frowned and answered Ma Laodao's question.

"I have thought about it carefully these past few days and experimented a lot, and I have a bold guess."

Ma Laodao lit another cigarette.

"What guess?"

Yu Fei was very happy to hear what Ma Laodao had to say. It was difficult for outsiders to make judgments and conclusions on this matter. The more the person involved said, the more basis for outsiders' judgment.

"I think I may not be Ma Laodao or Ma Xiaodao!"

Ma Laodao stared at Yu Fei's eyes and said very nervously.

"What did you say!"

Yu Fei was so shocked that he almost jumped off the stone. If you put it this way, it became more and more confusing. What was originally a matter of two people became a matter of three people.

"It's not what you think, it's not that a new soul has appeared, but I may be the fusion of Ma Laodao and Ma Xiaodao!"

Ma Laodao hurriedly explained.

"How did it fuse? Don't you feel it yourself?"

Yu Fei's eyes widened and he couldn't believe that this happened again.

Ma Laodao then began to slowly tell Yu Fei how he felt. Of course, only he himself knew how he felt.

When the last communication barrier between them, the soul that controlled the body, knew what the soul that did not control the body was thinking, it meant that all the thoughts between them began to be shared, and everything began to become almost exactly the same.

Because Ma Xiaodao inherited Ma Laodao's life experience, Ma Xiaodao's introduction to many things, his feelings for many things, his feelings for people, etc. are actually very similar to Ma Laodao, as if he was born out of Ma Laodao.

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When Ma Xiaodao first appeared, because of the novelty and the robbery of the body, there were conflicts and differences between the two. They were on guard against each other and repelled each other. They had different ideas about many things, so they had different ideas about each other.

The contradiction is sharp, and then the differences become clear.

But with Yu Fei's guidance, the two slowly let down their guard against each other, began to understand each other, and began to try to accept each other.

Later, the situation changed greatly, and Yu Fei no longer needed to worry about it. Ma Laodao and Ma Xiaodao could get along very well, and even allocated their bodies and time well, and everything seemed harmonious.

In fact, Yu Fei had discovered before that Ma Xiaodao wanted to blend in with everyone. Because Ma Xiaodao's thoughts gave him a preconceived idea, Ma Xiaodao had a natural affinity for the people in the back hill of Tai'e Village.

When he found out that everyone rejected him, Ma Xiaodao wanted everyone to accept him, just like he accepted Ma Laodao.

Everything is getting closer, everything is becoming the same. After all, the same life, the same memories, the same manager, the same circle, it is easy for the two to continue to converge.

When the last obstacle was gone, Ma Laodao and Ma Xiaodao couldn't even feel it. They seemed to have begun to merge, or to say that they had become the same as each other, so they couldn't tell you from me.

So maybe it's not a fusion, but a kind of healing like a split personality due to mental illness.

Anyway, they themselves didn’t know what was going on. Anyway, they had forgotten that they were two souls. When Yu Fei reminded them, they suddenly woke up and asked themselves, who am I?

Ma Laodao told Yu Fei his feelings in detail, the purpose is to prove that he is not a freak, nor a certain soul, but a fusion of Ma Xiaodao and Ma Laodao. Now everything has reached harmony.

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In other words, this is really because Ma Laodao suffered from schizophrenia, and then he slowly recovered like this.

Because this is a matter of two souls in one body, everything can only be based on feelings and inferences. There is no practical evidence or theory for reference. Yu Fei felt a little confused when he heard it.

"Although I really want to accept everything you told me, because if this is the case, it may be the happiest ending, but I can't really believe you directly. What if it is the worst outcome that everyone has guessed?

Then I just accept an enemy and treat the enemy as a friend!"

Yu Fei thought for a while, raised his head and said to Ma Laodao.

"You...I...oh, I'm really touched and helpless!"

Ma Laodao had mixed feelings, because he couldn't prove it himself, so after listening to Yu Fei's words, his emotions were very complicated.

"Although it seems a bit arrogant, I have no choice but to be responsible to everyone. I ask you to find a way to prove it."

yourself!"

Yu Fei thought for a while, but couldn't think of a better way, so he decided to throw this problem to Ma Laodao.

"Then what if I can't prove it?"

Ma Laodao felt very painful. How the hell could he prove this?

"Then maybe people will stay away from you, or even isolate you. I hope you can understand, because doing this is also because you care, so you can't care less!"

Yu Fei stood up and said, and then left.

Ma Laodao stared at Yu Fei's leaving figure. He didn't make any move or say a word for a long time because he really didn't know what to say.

This feeling of pain in the balls is not felt by the person who has the pain in the balls. Others really don’t understand what kind of magical feeling it is.

Ma Laodao held his head and began to think, how can he prove that he is himself? No, it is not to prove that he is himself, but to prove that he is two selves, and they become a new self after fusion.

However, there is no experience to draw from, no tools to help, and no ideas. If people think about it for a long time, they will easily have some strange thoughts, such as collapse, or feeling that their life is meaningless.

etc.

Because the stone was halfway up the hillside, just above the camp, so while Yu Fei and Ma Laodao were talking, Shouhou and the others had actually been quietly observing in the camp.

Finally, Yu Fei came back alone. Everyone hurriedly gathered around him to see if Yu Fei had made any progress and whether his identity could be confirmed.

Yu Fei reluctantly told everyone that he couldn't be sure, even Ma Laodao himself couldn't be sure, and no one could be sure. After all, things about the soul were beyond the scope of human understanding, and no one had any experience or methods to verify it.

What.

Then everyone watched as Ma Laodao sat on the hillside holding his head for a long time, as if he had turned into a sculpture. When night fell, he was completely swallowed up by the darkness and did not seem to move.

In fact, there is another person who is suffering, this person is Lao Guitou. Although the bad relationship between him and Ma Laodao was finally resolved because he was taken to the brothel, the relationship between the two did not disappear because of this.

From the previous hallucination, Yu Fei knew that Ma Laodao and Lao Guitou were from the same school. They didn't seem to have any family members. They just grew up together. They were brothers and brothers. They had a lifelong friendship and relationship.

Deeper than countless brothers who are truly related by blood.

The appearance of Ma Xiaodao made him worried before, but in the end he found that Ma Xiaodao and Ma Xiaodao could get along very well, and Ma Xiaodao was also kind to him, so Lao Guitou gradually accepted the status quo.

However, this sudden change made him feel that he might have lost his closest brother. Even if Ma Xiaodao, who was kind to him before, took over his body, he would not accept it. He even wanted to kill Ma Xiaodao for Ma Laodao.

revenge.

But now no one can be sure about this, and no one can control it, so Lao Guitou felt that he was going to be depressed. He was also in pain in the camp. He found a corner alone and smoked one cigarette after another.

"Brother Xiao Fei, everyone is in such a low mood. You are so powerful, you must be able to think of a solution, right?"

When Li Yingying was resting at night, she couldn't bear it any longer, so she hugged Yu Fei's arm and said.

"Xiao Fei, if you can't help it, don't be too stressed, you will always find a way!"
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