When a person says "I really can't let you go", it's actually not a good thing.

Because being able to say this means that this person has begun to seriously consider letting you go.

The reason why I say this is because the last person who said such words to Wang Taika was... Xiangcai.

But...when Zhien-chan said these words, Wang Taika was really a little embarrassed. He was not a fool, he just couldn't bear to expose all this.

Wang Taika knew that he had fallen into an emotional quagmire. It was really impossible to make any decision until Song Xiangcai's matter was sorted out. Otherwise, it would be irresponsible to everyone. Not to mention hurting the people who have always been there.

Where is Jieun-chan next to me?

Although he felt pity in his heart, Wang Taika still knew what bottom line he should stick to. Even if it would be very painful.

He did this not to gain anything or to prove anything, but because Wang Taika believed that he was right to do so, nothing more.

So Wang Taika didn't speak or answer.

Zhien-chan didn't get a response, nor was she discouraged. In other words, she was already prepared for everything, so she looked away at this moment.

Wang Taika patted his head. It was probably because of the rainy day that he felt dizzy.

Zhienjiang handed Wang Taika a small quilt and said, "You can sleep for a while. I'm going to change clothes. It's a little cold."

Wang Taika nodded and leaned on the sofa. He didn't know why, but he who often suffered from insomnia wanted to rest today.

While half asleep and half awake, someone seemed to be moving around, and something warm seemed to be hugging him. It seemed... Wang Taika felt more and more strange the more he thought about it.

He almost gritted his teeth and pinched himself, letting the pain wake him up a little. Wang Taika struggled to get up. Wang Taika went to the door of Zhien-chan's room, knocked on the door and said, "Zhien-chan?"

No one responded.

I knocked on the door again, but accidentally used too much force, and the door was pushed open.

Wang Taika, whose mind was in chaos, was stunned when he saw what was inside.

Nothing!

As if there were no traces of human habitation, nothing was left. There were only a few cardboard boxes containing some idle things.

"Ah..." Wang Taika felt as if his brain was being pricked by needles.

In an instant, a lot of things were connected in my brain. From changing the fingerprint lock inexplicably, to writing a list of so many things there, to what Chion-chan just said, and that crappy poem.

Wang Taika felt tired, so he went to wash his face. But the tiredness did not stop.

"when?"

Wang Taika understood, it was Zhien-chan who didn't know when...why she did this? And that warm hug just now when she was half asleep and half awake.

Wang Taika gritted his teeth and resisted his tiredness. He went to get his cell phone and wanted to call Zhien-chan, but he saw a note pressed on his cell phone.

When I opened it, there were only a few simple lines of words on it.

"Terrorists, let's press the reset button. Some things can only be experienced by oneself. No one can be responsible for other people's lives."

"Maybe it's all over here. Maybe one day I will suddenly appear at your door, hoping you can take me in. But for now, let's just go here."

"I have to move forward on my own path. I'm sorry!"

Wang Taika's hand shook and he saw the last words below.

"PS: Terrorist, if you wake up early one day and find that I have become the target of thousands of people's reviling and boycotting, I hope you will not hesitate and remember to stand with those people. Don't be scolded as an alien because of me."

Wang Taika clutched the note tightly, but felt that the whole world was becoming darker, and his tiredness seemed to be irresistible.

"Zhien-chan, come back...ah! Come back to me, ah! Please..."

Wang Taika knelt down on the ground in pain, letting darkness and fatigue invade him. What was more terrifying than these was the torture in his heart.

The mobile phone is close at hand, but I no longer have the energy to make a call. I can only make the whole world dark and lose consciousness.

"Zhi...en...chan..."

...

The rain is still falling.

Zhien-chan left Wang Taika's house, delivered her things to her own home, and then walked around the street alone holding an umbrella and wearing a thick coat.

It's raining so well, it seems like the whole world is cut off. Holding an umbrella is your own space.

There seemed to be a trace of warmth in the embrace. Before leaving, Zhien-chan lay beside Wang Taika for a long time without worrying about being pushed away.

At first, he wanted to make things clear and let Wang Taika know what happened in the sauna that day. But in the end, Zhienjiang still didn't involve Song Xiangcai.

Because it's not necessary. Because Zhien-chan doesn't want anyone else to appear in this memory. Just two people are enough.

Under the dim sky, Zhien-chan walked in the rain, and finally came to the entrance of an alley, where Zhien-chan once lived.

Just like many years ago at night, Zhien-chan climbed up from the cold snow and spat out a mouthful of bloody saliva in this deserted street.

Along with this, turbulent tears flowed down, and her eyes were red and swollen. Fear, fear, despair, sadness, all kinds of things were present. But she only dared to cry silently alone.

Because Zhien is very clear that hope will never be given by anyone, nor can it be given by charity. The road to the future must still be walked alone.

However, should we also miss someone in our heart?

She wants to sing, she wants to be an idol. She wants to make money, and she wants her family to live a better life and not hide away because of debt. She also wants to be like a normal Noona, who can give her brother pocket money at any time, even if it is just

Very little.

But the reality is always as cruel as ever, and there are no fairy tales or pity.

At that time, Zhien-chan only saw darkness, darkness without any light, darkness in the night.

So Zhien-chan gave up all unrealistic ideas and relied on herself wholeheartedly. Even though someone had made promises over the years, Zhien-chan still remained true to herself and just refused to follow the crowd. What she wanted was never someone behind her back.

comfort, but an opportunity to walk side by side.

In fact, Zhien-chan is just worried. If she is gone, who will remind him to change his shoes when he goes home? Who will remind him not to stay in bed in the morning? Who will remind him not to eat too much at night? Who will remind him to eat on time every day?

Who would... leave a weak light for him when he comes back at night?

Thinking of this, Zhien-chan felt inexplicably sad and couldn't help herself. She stopped and squatted on the ground. Her heart felt acrid and stinging. She breathed heavily and tears rolled down her face sadly.

If darkness covers the whole world, nothing can be seen clearly and nothing can be done. It seems that there is only loneliness and patience. Where is the light that belongs to her?

Someone has to go into the light! But where is the light that I want to chase? It is probably hidden in the darkness, so no one can see it.

Until one day, I attended an unexpected anti-fan party.

Thinking about it now, it seems that everything was different from that day on.

Terrorist, I didn't understand one thing until I met you.

The light chaser himself never thought that...

The black powder will glow!

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Chapter completed!