After hearing what the saint said, Ai Lu's expression fluctuated. She sat obediently in the prayer seat, looking up at the god silently, not knowing what she was thinking.

The saint was not in a hurry, and stepped down from the palace platform, leaving space for Ailu, standing quietly...

From the day before yesterday to now, Ailu has been suffering from inner suffering all the time.

What is spiritual belief?

If Xu Mu is the pillar of Ailu who has reached the present, then faith is the string in her mind that has been tense from beginning to now.

When she decided to touch the black magic book and conceal her lying, the strings of her mind were getting worse several times. Fortunately, there were other things in her heart to support her and she did not face collapse directly.

That is Xu Mu and Sreita.

The world stripped everything she had a year ago, leaving her alone wandering around the kingdom to escape.

Until she met Xu Mu and Sreta, she asked her to find her family back.

The feeling of living together and gaining needs and trust from each other made Ailu at that time sink into it.

So in order to have the opportunity to help Xu Mu in the future, she believed that she had fallen and practiced black magic.

So in order to be with Xu Mu for more than one more day, she claimed that she had made a mistake and concealed everyone.

But just the day before yesterday, she was still not satisfied after knowing that Kailie Kingdom had deprived her of everything. She was forced to arrest her and return to the kingdom.

She knew why the Kailie Kingdom attached so much importance to her, it was just a black magic...

Ai Lu is a passive person, but it does not mean that she is a girl with no opinions, otherwise she would not have survived alone until she met Xu Mu.

However, when I was already under great pressure from my internal psychological pressure, the external environment was also putting pressure on her, as if the world would never let her go.

Ai Lu's wish is very simple, it is enough to be with Xu Mu and Sreta in her lifetime...

It is true that Ai Lu used black magic to kill more than a dozen guild hunters. At that time, she was in confusion and pain, and no one could know what pain she had been suffering.

She has never forgotten the death of her father and brother since the beginning, but Xu Mu and Sreta are by her side, which can make her forget everything for the time being.

However, now the Kailie Kingdom is disregarded and still has a great pursuit of itself, which makes Ailu feel stressed and collapsed on the spot.

Logically speaking, she would kill someone by using black magic, but Ailu is a gentle and kind girl, otherwise she would not have thought of saving Sreta when she saw her in trouble.

Learning black magic makes her uncomfortable, and using black magic makes her blame herself.

Ai Lu felt that she had become dirty...

She locked herself in the room alone and didn't go out. Even Betina and Bereth knocked on the door and cared about her, but she ignored her.

If Xu Mu or Sreta were in the academy, perhaps Ai Lu would not be so depressed, because the two of them would always give her unlimited courage and confidence.

But the point is that they are not there...

In the bedroom, I heard the lively sound outside the academy and heard the saint coming from the capital to the academy for the so-called temple tour.

In her heart, she began to think of seeking help from the saint, but she didn't dare to move forward because she was afraid that her lonely face would be seen. It was not until the people at the entrance of the temple were exposed in the evening that she barely stepped forward.

She wanted to see the saint, but was stopped by the servant of God.

But Ailu was unwilling to leave...

She wants answers, or forgiveness.

If she couldn't get it, she felt that today was destined to be another sleepless night.

After Ai Lu informed the servant of God, she prayed that the Saint still remembered her. After all, she and the Saint met in the capital temple...

Finally, she had already seen the Saint, knelt on the prayer seat of the temple, and looked up at the gods.

...

"Saint...I made a mistake."

"Ai Lu, there are so many mistakes that people need to make in their lives."

Two Miaomians in the main hall sat on benches, among which the saints wearing white sacrificial robes and white silk sacrificial hats reached out and gently pressed on Ailu's hand. Feeling the coldness on Ailu's hand, the saint couldn't help but sigh inwardly.

Under Ailu's brown-red bangs, the ink-colored eyes could not hide the confusion, and she blamed herself. Her lips were weak, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say.

"I really... did something wrong."

"If you make a mistake, you just need to make up for it. Everyone around you can forgive you, Ai Lu." The saint's face showed a gentle smile, which made people feel very comfortable: "You are a kind and sensible girl. Everyone around you knows it, including me who once only looked at you."

Ai Lu couldn't help but feel touched when she heard this, and was moved by the Saint's words.

There is nothing happier than being recognized by others in your heart.

"But I... deceived Wang, deceived Xu Mu... and deceived Betina."

"What you are talking about Xu Mu's marriage with Betina?"

Ai Lu was silent for a while and nodded slowly.

"Maybe you don't know yet, I also held a noble tea party for the capital when I left the capital."

"I know, it was organized by the Prime Minister Tora... Even Mel did not participate in the academy ranking battle, so he went back to the capital to attend the tea party."

The Saint felt helpless about the friendship between Ailu and Betina and Mel.

If they only knew each other, this might not be so embarrassing.

"Maybe you don't know that during the aristocratic tea party, Xu Mu and Betina's marriage was officially announced."

Ai Lu couldn't help but be shocked when she heard this. She looked up at the saint, her pupils spread a little.

The saint smiled and shook his head: "The first stop of the temple tour is set up in the academy, but the distance is still a bit long, especially the number of followers. I have only arrived at the academy now, which is too late. But Ai Lu, do you think the letter comes quickly or the people come quickly?"

"You mean... Betina already knows it all?"

"Some things, even if you want to hide them, they don't mean they can hide them..."

Ai Lu suddenly remembered that yesterday Betina seemed to have found herself, but she did not meet and talk to Betina, and she felt sad... Did Betina know everything that day, so she deliberately looked for me to chat?

"So, you concealed Hiniya, concealed Betina, concealed everyone's unwillingness to say anything, in fact, everyone already knows what you don't want to say."

Ai Lu lowered her head sadly, and her current situation was as if she had been judged.

"But Ai Lu, we don't mean to blame you."

"Don't you blame me?"

"You think you did something wrong, but this matter itself is unfair to you, right?" the saint smiled slightly.

Ai Lu pursed her lips, nodded or shook her head, and her eyes were a little erratic.

"Betina found me and told me about you."

"Betina..."

"She didn't blame you, but she was very panicked." The saint comforted Ai Lu with her hands, "She doesn't know how to face you. She has always been by your side, so how can she not understand your feelings for Xu Mu?"

"But it's all my fault. If I hadn't kept hiding it all the time, but had told Xu Mu and Betina from the beginning, maybe... it wouldn't have caused the current result."

The saint smiled indifferently: "But didn't you choose not to tell me? Don't have so many assumptions. You must understand what the choice you made was for. Even if your choice is a mistake, you must face it before you can correct it."

Ai Lu turned her head and blamed herself very much.

"Betina told me, "Your temper and personality are very similar to mine, and you are both gentle and kind girls. After all, I only saw you, but I didn't talk to you formally. But now I talked to you for a while and I know that Betina is right."

The saint raised his hand and gently stroked Ailu's face with her warm hands, as if she was about to wipe away the sad look on her face.

"I know how blessed it is to be a gentle, kind and sensible person, and how cruel and sad the world is. Hinia has never left the capital, but I am different. I have walked around the kingdom, seen the hardships of the civilians, and knew the difficulties of the people's lives."

"But even so, I still insist on being kind and guide everyone to be kind, because only kindness can create a better kingdom in the future and give the kingdom people a better habitat."

"However, sometimes I hate myself and I hate myself for being too sensible."

Ai Lu was stunned when she heard the saint suddenly talk about herself.

"This sensibility means understanding other people's affairs and understanding other people's sufferings. I am often moved by others. Even when I conflict with others, I obey other people's will and sacrifice my own interests for others, as if all this is a bit reasonable."

"I haven't even done anything for myself, I haven't done anything for myself, I don't even understand myself."

"Sometimes I even think that maybe my sensibility and virtue are actually more disgusting than raping, killing thieves and thieves."

"This kind of sensibility may ruin a person's life."

Ai Lu's pupils trembled, her face full of disbelief: "Saint...what are you talking about?"

It’s not that she couldn’t understand what the saint said, but it was because she understood that she felt incredible.

It is not surprising that such words come from any person, but it seems very strange that they come from the saint's mouth.

You should know that she is the saint of the temple, and even she began to question herself. What should we do if the faith of the people of the kingdom are?

The saint smiled and waved his hand, saying that it was okay: "I don't question kindness, I just question the 'sensibility' that comes with kindness. Why, Ai Lu, don't you feel like this?"

Ai Lu pursed her lips, and she admitted in her heart that the Saint was right, especially when there was a conflict with other people's ideas, she would not hesitate to obey other people's will and give up her own interests...

Just like in the capital temple, Shinia asked her to leave Xu Mu, and she accepted it directly.

Sometimes she recalled that if she persisted, or when Xu Mu came out to tell the matter, Xu Mu would hold her and say that she would not separate.

But what kind of girl is Ailu?

She was afraid that because of her own reasons, it would hinder Xu Mu's growth in the kingdom. After all, with Betina by Xu Mu's side, Xu Mu's status in the kingdom will be extremely reliable, and his identity as a different person will be wiped out little by little...
To be continued...