"The chapter "Residual of Pain" has always emphasized the sentence "The Reality of Living".↖ Through two rituals and two special people, Asakusa Fujino, we think deeply about this meaning. Using special to reflect ordinary people, then what is the Reality of our Living? It is "pain" for painless patients. In "Residual of Pain", the protagonist Asakusa Fujino is such a painless patient."

"When I first started watching, there was always a question that made me puzzled. Why can Asakusa Fujino tolerate that group of people's humiliation against her? Even if it is 'painless', no matter how weak she is, she should not be without resistance, and even the psychological resistance is not reflected. However, after that, her inner monologue answered the doubts in my heart, and also deeply shocked me..."

I obviously can't feel the pain, but why can I feel the wound in my heart?

After all, what is the heart? Is it the heart that hurts, or is it my brain?

Language with the meaning of attacking Asakusa Fujino is accepted by the brain and is hurt by the attack. It will hurt because of injury. Whether it is refuting, defending, or scolding, it is just a medicine made by the brain to relieve the injuries it has suffered.

So even I, who don’t know the pain, can feel the pain caused by the wound in my heart.

But this is an illusion.

It must be an illusion.

The real pain is definitely not something that can be calmed down with words.

The wounds in the heart can be forgotten quickly. Therefore, the wounds in the heart are insignificant.

However, the pain will continue to hurt as long as the injury still exists.

What a strong, exact proof of survival.

If the heart is the brain, it would be better to hurt my brain.

That way I will get pain.

Just like every day I have so far.

The memory of being humiliated by teenagers of the same age and even young age can hurt me.

...I remembered it.

Their laughter and terrifying expressions.

The time that is constantly threatened, forced, and humiliated belongs to me.

When the man pressed on me waved the knife, his abdomen became hot, my abdomen was cracked, and my clothes were wet with blood again.

When I thought of the time when I was stabbed, I was full of aggressiveness.

After dealing with them, I really felt that the warmth was just the pain.

Once again, the angina became tight.

I can't forgive. This voice kept repeating in my heart until it was broken.

“…Woo.”

The knees bent down.

Is that coming again?

My abdomen became hot. My invisible hands pinched my internal organs like unhappiness.

I feel like vomiting... I have never felt this way.

Dizzy... It's always a sudden loss of consciousness.

Wrist paralysis... All along, this situation has been confirmed by eyes.

Very painful.

...Ah, I'm still alive.

The stab wound began to hurt.

The injury should be cured, only the pain will recur suddenly like this.

In the distant past, my mother told me that if the wound is healed, it will not hurt again. But it was a lie. My wound was stabbed by a knife. There was still a sense of pain after healing.

...But my mother, I like this pain. Because for me who doesn't feel alive, there is nothing else that can let me know the fact that I am alive.

Because only this residual pain is definitely not an illusion.

"Fuino made it clear that for her suffering from painlessness, pain is the real feeling of being alive, and she would rather feel pain even if she was humiliated. So what is painlessness? This is a hereditary sensory autonomic neurological disorder. Of course, Asakusa Fujino is not hereditary. However, the result is the same. Feelings are divided into two types. Touch, pain, and temperature that can be experienced. Deep sensation reports to herself, such as action, position, and other deep sensations. Generally speaking, in the case of sensory paralysis, these two occur simultaneously."

"Some people think that even if there is no feeling, the body exists. Because the body is moving, they think that they are not different from us except for the lack of feeling. However, this is wrong. The so-called lack of feeling is actually nothing. Even if you touch it, there is no feeling. You can only confirm that you have touched this reality through vision. This is like reading. What is the difference between those fictional stories?"

"Even if you are walking, your body is moving. You can't feel the reaction on the ground, you can only realize that your feet are moving. No, even this kind of understanding is just a thin understanding that you can believe after confirming it visually."

"No feeling, that is, there is no body. In this way, isn't it the same as the ghost? For them, all reality is nothing but something that is recognized. Even if it is touched, it is different from being unable to touch!"

"It seems that this is really a helpless disease. Although I have a **, I don't feel real like a ghost. Just imagine this feeling, I can't help but feel pity for Fujino. She is so unfortunate that she has been treated like that. So much so that I feel like Kuroki and I don't feel anything about those who were killed by her."

"Looking back at the beginning of "Remaining Pain", it was raining on the street, and Fujino squatted on the corner of the street, covering his stomach. Kuroki saw her running over and asked, "Does your stomach hurt?" She almost subconsciously replied: "No..." and then turned her head over. He asked again: "Does your stomach hurt?"

"She replied subconsciously: 'No...' until later she slowly said, 'Well, very, very painful.' Then she asked in a tentative voice: 'I'm so painful that I'm about to cry, can I cry?'. After receiving a positive answer, she was as if she was amnesty, and then lowered her head and cried almost happily."

"It's like a child who is just as curious and excited as he is just as new as he comes into contact with. She is excited about this new feeling, but she is at a loss because of the strangeness of this feeling. Through the common sense of life for more than ten years, she felt that she should need to cry at this time. So she asked, tremblingly: 'Can I cry?'"

"I think, before this, how long has Asakusa Fujino been crying at all?"

"Because she doesn't feel pain physically and wants to cover up the fact that she can't feel pain, she always keeps silent in the face of hurt. Over time, her concept of hurt is a little blurred. She doesn't know when she can cry, nor who can she can cry for with confidence."

"So when facing the pain in the mind, Fujino Asakusa's reaction was at a loss. She was hurt in her heart, but she ignored it and didn't know how to deal with the injury. Orange said in "Residuals of Pain" 'Is it still painful wounds that will still hurt even if it is healed?' This implies some pain that cannot be seen on the surface. In reality, it may be various mental injuries."

"It was just at this moment that someone was hit on her back and her pain was restored. At the same time, she also recovered her superpower of twisting things with her magic eyes. She almost immediately became addicted to pain. When she was in pain, she felt like a normal person. She could say to people: 'It hurts very much, I hurts very much.' She kept saying to people like a coquettish, saying to the world that I can feel pain, and I am also a normal person. In fact, she was waiting for her to say that pain would follow, and some care from others."

"I sympathize with the girl named Asakami Fujino. She was born as an "unsuitable person" and was constantly excluded and bullied by the outside world. Finally, she was regained her pain and forced to become a "killer". She only felt her true heart strongly when facing death."

"...I want to live, say more, be able to think, and stay here. The true face of what I feel is pleasant to me. This fact has caused her more harm than anything. The meaning of the sin I committed and the blood I shed has finally understood. Its meaning is too profound, and it is impossible to even apologize."

"Actually, she really just wanted to say that. The true intention that has been hidden by her stubbornness so far... the dream that she had when she was young, that was a very small wish to others."

pain.

It hurts so much, it hurts so much, I am so painful that I am about to cry... Can I cry?

If a fool feels painful, wouldn't it be enough to say it.

"The story of this article is not long, but I have been watching it for a long time. It is not that the content cannot attract me to finish reading it in one breath, but that my inner emotions have been moved to the limit several times and I can't bear to read it anymore, and I can't bear to read it anymore."

"Just as Teacher Huang Shaotian said, although these are just common plots in novel subjects, the Great Demon used his own hands to write a deep and flesh-and-blooded pain that pressed the hearts of the audience and readers."

"The physical injuries will not hurt again, but the wounds in the heart cannot be healed, so this pain will remain."

"I did experience this kind of personal sorrow."

Although it is only the protagonist in "Residual of Pain", Asakami Fujino's character creation is very successful. Especially under He Chen's in-depth training, Asamiko has made a transformation. Asakami Fujino's monologue in his heart is like an echo in the valley, deeply infecting every audience she hears, making her charm a higher level.

In "Remnants of Pain", although she is a "villain", she is a villain who makes the audience sympathize and accept.

Seeing the hands of the two rituals lifting and falling, I wonder how many people sighed regretfully.

When I heard that the two rituals did not kill Asakusa Fujino, I saved her, but I didn’t know that there were some people who breathed a sigh of relief. (To be continued, please search for Astronomy, the novel is better, updated and faster!

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