Feng Xiaotian was slightly stunned when he heard this, and then whispered to himself: "Is that right... Anna, is there any result? I want to see it. ※,w≈ww.23＠wx.co≌m"

Anna hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded, "Well... I'll give you the result..."

Anna originally wanted to hide it, but how could a smart person like Feng Xiaotian hide it? I'm afraid he had already felt something was wrong. The reason why he hadn't gone to the hospital for examination was because there were so many things.

I believe that as time goes by, Feng Xiaotian's condition will become more and more serious. At that time, Feng Xiaotian can feel it himself, so there is no need to hide it from him now.

Anna squatted down and picked up the inspection results scattered on the ground. After sorting them out, she handed them to Feng Xiaotian tremblingly.

Feng Xiaotian is not a fool. When he saw Anna crying, he felt something was wrong. With Anna's trembling hands, he was already roughly prepared.

But when he saw the content of the physical examination report, Feng Xiaotian felt that his mental preparation was not sufficient - I actually had brain cancer... and it was in the late stage... This... Isn't this kidding?

After any patient learns that he has a terminal illness, most of them will have unbelievable thoughts, and Feng Xiaotian is no exception. Seeing the doctor's examination report, Feng Xiaotian was suddenly stunned. His mind was in a mess and he didn't know how to face this result.

Feng Xiaotian was stunned for a long time and didn't say a word. His thoughts gradually calmed down from the beginning. Feng Xiaotian even felt that he shouldn't have such a reaction. What he had to do now should be shouting and trying his best to vent God's injustice to him!

Or you should hold your head and cry, and you should tear the inspection report in your hand to pieces! You vent your extreme anger in your heart hysterically!

——In-stage brain cancer? I actually got this disease! This is definitely a joke of the century! My body is so strong, how could it be in the late stage of brain cancer? Although... Although I was a little malnourished due to poverty when I was a child, my body was too thin, but later my nutrition was supplemented very well and I insisted on exercising every day. In this case, I still got this disease? This... I must be a mistake!

After Feng Xiaotian's thoughts returned to calm, he suddenly began to think about things. From the incredible beginning to the confusion later, to the random thoughts now, he had completely lost his sense of measure.

When Anna saw that Feng Xiaotian didn't say anything, she certainly didn't dare to speak. She understood that Feng Xiaotian needed to digest the physical examination report by herself at this time. No matter what she said, she would look pale and powerless.

After a long time, Feng Xiaotian suddenly smiled, and he heard him whispering with a hint of sarcasm: "It's actually an advanced brain cancer... It turns out that I'm a patient with advanced brain cancer... Hehe... Hehehe... Hahaha! This is so funny!"

Although Feng Xiaotian was laughing, his smile was even worse than crying. He wanted to stabilize his emotions. Even if he was suffering from a terminal illness, Feng Xiaotian did not want to lose his mind because of this. However, all his depression was useless. His desire for life, his obsession with everything he had at present, and his fear of death made him start to become strange. He was like a long-silent volcano, and there was a possibility of eruption at any time.

For Feng Xiaotian, life is so beautiful. After his hard work, he has everything he wants to have. In just one month, he can completely put aside all his worries and do whatever he wants.

He can lie drunk on the knees of a beautiful woman and laugh at the world; he can have a pot of wine among flowers, and the beauty will accompany the emperor; he can...he can do things that everyone in this world wants to do but cannot do! He can control everything in this world!

But this moment is still coming. As the goal he strives for is about to be achieved, a check report shatters everything he has! Compared with the acquisition, people often don’t want to see the pain of loss, let alone Feng Xiaotian is about to lose the most basic life for everyone?!

Losing life means losing everything. Everything he strives for will have nothing to do with him after his death! He has gone from being a young man who has picked up rags to the present. He has the most personal feeling of the hardships and difficulties, so he is even more reluctant to give up everything he has!

Feng Xiaotian has not yet got married, he does not have his own children, he has not fulfilled his promise to his beloved woman, he really doesn't want to die... But the facts are often so cruel. Perhaps God has planted the seeds of Feng Xiaotian's fate today at the beginning of everything that Feng Xiaotian gave. No matter how smart Feng Xiaotian is, he cannot save his life with his wisdom in a short period of time!

It's ridiculous to say that a god-level genius like Feng Xiaotian can only watch him die step by step. He can't imagine that he has fallen into despair...

Anna, who was beside her, saw Feng Xiaotian's smile that was even worse than crying, couldn't help but whisper: "Feng Xiaotian...you...you..."

When the words came to her mouth, Anna could not say a word. Her words were indeed as pale and powerless as she had expected.

Feng Xiaotian was still laughing: "Hahahaha! I'm actually a patient with advanced brain cancer! I really didn't expect it! Hahahaha... I really didn't expect it... I didn't expect it..."

Feng Xiaotian said this and his voice became smaller and smaller, and then he murmured in a low voice: "No... This must be a dream! I just dreamed that I had returned to the past and when I was picking up rags... Although it was a hard time at that time, it was very fulfilling. I was immersed in the ocean of knowledge every day, without so many ties. How wonderful it was... "

Feng Xiaotian paused for a moment, suddenly turned his head and looked around, then got up from the hospital bed, and saw him jumping off the hospital bed, waving his hands and shouting: "This must be a dream! This is definitely a dream! I am still the beggar who picks up rags! The beggar who is rolling his eyes every day! Every time I go to school, I am jokingly beggars by my classmates! When cooking, I will be stingy for 0.15 grams of oil!"

"Bang--Crash--"

Feng Xiaotian kicked the expensive X-ray machine, and the glass on it was broken by him, and the glass slag fell all over the ground. The pleasant jingle sound rushed into Feng Xiaotian's ears, as if mocking Feng Xiaotian for not accepting reality.

As the glass slag splashed, Feng Xiaotian waved his fist and slapped at the X-ray machine. The plastic shell could not withstand Feng Xiaotian's strong force and was smashed to pieces.

Feng Xiaotian yelled while smashing hard: "I am an orphan! An orphan whose parents died! No one has loved me since I was a child! Grandma who depends on each other also died early! I am an ominous person! I shouldn't have survived at all! I am an unnecessary person! A redundant beggar!"

Feng Xiaotian took a few breaths, his hands were already covered in blood, but he seemed to be unable to feel the pain, and he continued to smash it, roaring in his mouth: "I should have died long ago! Why should I live until now? Why? I should have been hit by a car! Ducked by water! Burned by fire! Starved to death! I just shouldn't have survived! What's the point of struggling to survive like this? In the end, everything will become empty! Hahahaha! Everything will become empty... into empty..."

Feng Xiaotian's eyes were red. He suddenly thought of Dai Fei'er, Wang Qianqian, and Vivian. Did he really get nothing?

This thought made Feng Xiaotian extremely contradictory. He was unwilling to lose all this. If possible, he wanted to go back and do it again. He wanted to discover his illness earlier so that he could save himself in advance. However, there was no if in reality, and everything was too late...

"I...I'm a redundant person...I'm redundant for anyone..."

Suddenly, Feng Xiaotian had the idea of ​​giving up on himself. He felt that everything he had experienced was so ridiculous. What exactly was he pursuing? A happy life? Or was he struggling to satisfy his fragile heart? Or was he to cater to the stubbornness and tenacity of the little beggar who had experienced hardships since childhood?

Feng Xiaotian squatted down slowly, curled up in the corner of the wall with his hands in his arms, and in a trance, such a scene appeared in front of his eyes:

In the cold winter, even during the day, the warmth brought by the sun is very limited. A torn beggar is carrying a snakeskin bag in his left hand and a shabby black glove in his right hand, searching for anything that can be sold in a garbage dump.

Behind the beggar, a group of passers-by pointed at him. The beggar naturally knew what these people were saying, but he was not moved at all. Perhaps it wasn't that he was unmoved, but his stubborn personality made him still so calm even when he was guided by others. This was just an appearance. No one knew what he was thinking in his heart.

Soon, the little beggar finished rummaging on the garbage dump. He only harvested two empty bottles and a tattered pot lid. These two things were not sold for much money together, but it was this gathering of small amounts that could keep him alive.

The little beggar turned away from the garbage dump with a snakeskin bag and headed towards the next garbage dump. He was very short and thin. If he stood upright, he would probably reach the height of his chin, so he looked extremely shabby and ridiculous.

"Look, that guy is picking up trash again, it's so embarrassing!"

"Hmph! What else can he do besides picking up trash? This guy hates it!"

"I really don't know what he is doing when he is alive? All his family members are dead, but he is still alive. What a broom star!"

A few passing children looked at the oncoming beggar and spoke in bad words.
Chapter completed!