Chapter 450 You shouldn't drop it
"Nate, have you had a quarrel with Ryan?"
Just as she was about to leave, Mrs. Xie Li suddenly asked her daughter, "What the hell happened between you?"
"Mom, we are very..."
Before Natalie finished speaking, she was interrupted by her mother, "Dear, you are my daughter, and your unhappiness is written on her face."
Mrs. Shelley knew that with her daughter's proud temperament, who else could make her so unhappy besides Ryan?
Seeing his mother staring at her, Natalie sighed softly, "Mom, there are some problems between us. Trust me, it will be solved soon."
Yes, you can make a decision soon. If he is still such a bastard, it's over.
After seeing off her mother, Natalie sat on the sofa and slowly stroked the silver-white sun-shaped pendant on her neck. The sweetest gift now brings irritability and depression.
This pendant is her most cherished gift and her favorite ornament. There was a time when Natalie even thought that one day she would wear it into the church...
And that bastard ruined all this with his own hands! Why did he do this?
Thinking of the past, Natalie felt that she was a joke. Why did she have to worry too much? Why didn’t she choose to make it public? Her actions just gave that bastard a chance!
After returning from Northampton, Natalie reflected on her for a long time and gradually became suspicious of many things she had never paid attention to in the past. Is it that Ryan had been planning all this since many years ago? Did he regard himself as a target when he wrote Matilda and gave the pendant?
Yes, no matter when I was a child or now, I couldn't be very beautiful, but Natalie clearly felt that she had an extraordinary status in that guy's heart.
This also made her always believe that she always occupies the most important position in his heart.
However, the fact is even more funny than the movies of Jim Carrey. He thought he was smart and turned out to be the biggest fool in the world.
Why? Why is this?
With the roar in her heart, the past gradually occupied her mind. Natalie clearly remembered that before filming "The Killer Leon", there was a simple friendship between Ryan and herself...
Until that time, until he first saw Matilda's outfit, until he put the pendant on his neck, the relationship between the two began to change, and those indescribable emotions would occasionally surround them. When they grew up, they would inevitably take a step further.
Matilda! Matilda...
Everything seems to be derived from the crazy girl, the movie character created by Ryan!
The hand that was touching the pendant suddenly increased his strength, and Natalie subconsciously wanted to take it off and throw it into the trash can, so that everything that deserved to be damned was over quickly.
However, the disputes that happened before seemed to be yesterday, and his relationship with her was just a quarrel.
At the same time, gunfire from North Hollywood also sounded in his ears, and he could pay any price to protect her...
The hand trembled and finally fell back on the sofa, and a line of faint tears rolled out from the corner of the girl's eyes.
Maybe Ska is right, give him a chance, and also give himself a chance to choose, so that he can see if he cares about Natalie Portman.
Ryan, don't let me down, okay? Otherwise... Otherwise... Natalie herself doesn't want to think about that thought, which will make her feel that her strength and confidence are just the surface, and deep inside her heart still hides reluctance and weakness.
Natalie was waiting. Scarlett had called before. She knew that the bastard had come to New York and according to his personality, he should come to find her.
The doorbell ringing sound seemed to verify Natalie's idea. She walked to the door, hesitated for a moment, and finally bit her lip and opened the door.
Before the door opened, Ryan was ready to be kicked out by Natalie, and he breathed a little relieved when he saw the quiet Long Island girl.
"Hi, Nat." Ryan waved to her.
The girl opposite did not respond, and her brown eyes just looked him up and down.
"Nate, don't you let me in?" After waiting for a few seconds, Natalie had no intention of getting out of the way. Ryan had to say, "This is not your way of hospitality."
"Hosting?" Natalie forced a sarcasm on her lips, "I remember you said that when you are a friend, you have to take out good wine and food to entertain. If you are a bastard, you have to close the door and let the dog bite!"
Natalie lets her go, "You should be glad that I didn't have a hound!"
"I'll send someone to you another day." Ryan hurriedly walked in, and there was a 'bang' sound behind him. Natalie's voice was like a squeeze out from the cracks of her teeth. "No need, we don't have that good relationship."
Standing quietly opposite Natalie, Ryan stared at her for a while before saying, "I'm sorry, Nat."
"Is it meaningful to say this now?" Natalie was very calm, at least from the outside, "If you came to apologize, I received it and you can leave."
Scarlett once said on the phone that she had brought those words.
Compared to the harm he caused to him and giving him the opportunity to choose, Natalie thought she was definitely generous.
"I admit I'm a very bastard!" Ryan quietly held one of the girl's hands, "Nate, can you leave me?"
Natalie gently bit her lips. He seemed to choose herself. For some reason, she suddenly felt relaxed in her heart, but then she thought that things didn't end so easily.
She didn't want to cover up any of the things she wanted, nor did she want to play those roundabout guessing games. She pulled her hands back and said directly, "Ryan Jenkins, you must give me a guarantee!"
"What guarantee?" Ryan frowned slightly.
"No next time! I guarantee that all contacts with Nicole Kidman were cut off!" Natalie's tone seemed to have no room for negotiation, "If we can't do it, we...we...sum to this..."
"Nate, I really want to promise you, but I don't want to lie to you..."
"Didn't you cheated on me enough?" Natalie suddenly raised her chin, and the anger that had been suppressed for a long time seemed to be about to explode.
"I..." Now there is no use of quibbling, Ryan lowered his eyelids. "Can't I give up on Nicole?"
"That's to give up on me?" Natalie's lips trembled slightly.
"I won't give up on you, either."
"Ha..." Natalie suddenly laughed, with indescribable mockery, "It turns out that you have no regrets or reflections. The so-called apology at home is just to make me agree with the existence of another woman, so that I can stay by your side willingly. How can you have the chance to hug you left and right? Don't tell me that you don't think so, Ryan? Jenkins!"
"Why do you do this? Why do you ask me to do this?" Natalie's voice became colder and colder, and her heart gradually became harder. "It's been ten years. I realized that I don't understand you at all. What am I in your heart..."
"Nat!" Ryan just interrupted the sarcastic words, and Natalie put her whole face in front of him, "To be honest, Ryan, have you ever loved me?"
"Of course!" Ryan nodded without hesitation.
"Do you love me? Is it Natalie? Heshler?" Natalie's depression broke out, and a lot of suspicion was thrown out during this period. "Tell me, Ryan Jenkins! Apart from Nicole Kidman, do you have any other women? Don't tell me not, I'm not that stupid yet! A big man like you, as long as you wave your hand, many women will be impatient to climb onto your bed!"
"Drew Barrymore Paris Hilton Kate Winslet Gwyneth Paltrow?"
No matter how proud, calm and smart people are, they will lose their minds. Natalie now seems to have verified this point, "Or... Katherine Isabel?"
Ryan shook his head slowly.
Then, a sarcastic voice sounded again. "Ha, it turns out that you are nobler than I thought. Who is that? The angel of Victoria's Secret? Don't think I don't know that you like long-legged and blonde..."
Speaking of this, Natalie's face turned paler, "Charlize Theron! Is it right? I've heard rumors about her and you from the Lord of the Rings crew!"
Although I really wanted to continue shaking my head, Ryan hesitated for a moment and nodded slowly and resolutely. Since the matter had broken out, there was no point in hiding it.
"It turns out that for ten years, I can't see through a person's heart." Natalie took a step back and slowly placed her right hand on her neck. "If possible, I really hope that the person who knocked down was another person!"
"Nate!" Ryan stepped forward, "I..."
Before he could say it, Natalie pushed him back, "Ryan, do you love me? You just want to possess me!"
Her hand loosened from her neck, pointed to the silver-white pendant and said, "During this period, I have figured out what I have not figured out in the past few years. There are other characters to choose. Why do you insist on inspiring me to play Matilda? What you love is the Matilda you created, not me!"
"I'm Natalie Portman, not Matilda!"
As he said that, Natalie pulled off the pendant from her neck and fell heavily to the ground. The sun-shaped smiley face cast in white copper landed on the hard marble floor, making a crisp sound.
After moving a few steps, Ryan slowly squatted down and picked up the pendant. The silver-white pendant had been deformed, and the sun-shaped smiling face completely disappeared...
He personally drew the drawings and ran around the old Chinatown several times before he customized the pendant. This gift he gave her for the first time was thrown away like garbage.
Seeing the pendant in Ryan's hand, Natalie was stunned for a moment. This was her favorite ornament after all. Her hands trembled, and her reluctance and hidden weakness seemed to be about to look up, but thinking about what the person opposite did, she once again enveloped her hard shell.
"Please leave here, Mr. Jenkins, otherwise, I will call the police!"
Although he knew that he was doing his own things, Ryan's hand holding the pendant was trembling obviously.
"Matilda and Natalie Portman have no connection, I can tell the difference between reality and movie." Ryan turned around and walked towards the door, holding the pendant and raised his hand over his shoulder, "Nat, you... shouldn't have fallen!"
The current method seems to be impossible to solve at all.
After all, he is not James, Cameron or Larry Ellison, and he has no experience in dealing with this situation. It was not until he went out that Ryan gradually gained some enlightenment. (To be continued, please search for Piaotianwen, novels are better, updated and faster!
ps: Severe cold, no typing for three days
Chapter completed!