"Because, there are only two possibilities for them not to appear. One is that they are really dead, so now they have become skeletons. How can they appear? And the other possibility is that even if they are alive, they hate you very much and have no feelings for you at all. So even if you are forced to abdicate, even if you fall in love with others and remarry, they will not take it seriously! Do you know that in fact, in their hearts, you are already a completely stranger, haha."

"I think that if a person can be hated by his own woman and his son, then how big a failure this person will be, haha."

Xie Si tried his best to mock him.

Lin Xiuping didn't say anything anymore and silently poured the spirit into his throat.

But Lin Xiuping felt a sense of gratitude in his heart.

Because his abdication and remarriage were actually two pretexts, which were the vicious plan that the adult whom Xie Si mentioned was coming up with, forcing him to do this, and wanted to let Wang Xue and Lin Yan appear.

He originally thought that Wang Xue and Lin Yan were both dead, but what he didn't expect was that at least Lin Yan, his son was still alive, and he entered the Tiandi City and came to find him!

Fortunately, when Lin Yan came, this woman named Xie Si happened to take a shower, so she was not discovered. Otherwise, the consequences would be really unimaginable!

"Lin Xiuping, why are you not talking anymore? Are you sad? Feeling that you have failed in life?"

Xie Si simply sat down opposite Lin Xiuping, and made up his mind to completely attack Lin Xiuping.

"Actually, you have something even more failed. Now, everyone in the Tiandicheng City knows that Xie Si has married you, but the truth is that I was sent by the adults to monitor you. Although you hate me, you cannot be disrespectful to me. Haha, this feeling of being a coward should also be a kind of failure, right?"

"And let me tell you, in fact, you'd better pray that Wang Xue and your son are not dead, because in that case, the adults will have the possibility of getting secrets. As long as the adults get half of the secrets, they may be able to let you go, but if they really die, I don't need to say that, you know that you have no value in use, and the adults will probably kill you."

"Haha, you are really sad. On the surface, you are the head of the Lin family. But in fact, you are even the power to survive is controlled by others, and you don't even have the power to commit suicide. Is it really worse than death, right?"

Xie Si finished this and then waited proudly for Lin Xiuping to fall into depression.

But Lin Xiuping looked at Xie Si coldly, as if he was watching a clown.

Seeing that Lin Xiuping didn't speak for a long time, Xie Si thought Lin Xiuping was in great pain, so he left with great satisfaction, thinking, if it weren't for your obstruction back then, maybe half of the secret book would have been obtained by the adults, so the suffering you are suffering now was all your own fault.

After Xie Si left, Lin Xiuping lay on the bed again, but his mind was full of the scenes he had just met Lin Yan.

Lin Yan would have such a reaction. Although he, a father, was very painful when he saw it, he also understood that because Lin Yan did not know the truth about what happened thirteen years ago, he hated him extremely.

"Yan'er, it doesn't matter if you blame your father, but you hate your father. Your father won't blame you. Your father just hopes that your mother is still living in this world, and you can find your mother. Also, I hope you will always hold a grudge against your father so much, and never come to the Lin family mansion again."

Lin Xiuping murmured to himself, although his tone was full of helplessness, but there was a smile on his face.

If this scene was seen by others, I was afraid I would be puzzled and I would not be able to understand Lin Xiuping's thoughts no matter what.

However, Lin Xiuping felt that he had to do so.

Because thirteen years ago, he did not really give a ruthless pursuit order for the benefit of his family, but was threatened by the lives of innocent servants in the mansion, but could only do that. Moreover, even if he did that, he secretly gave Wang Xue and Butler Xin a lot of help. Otherwise, Wang Xue would not have disappeared under the siege of the masters of Tiandi City, and Butler Xin could not have been able to really get rid of the pursuit of the well-trained one hundred cold-blooded cavalry by his own strength alone.

However, he must not tell these truths, at least not yet.

Because once he told the truth about the matter, he would plant the seeds of revenge in Lin Yan's heart. With Lin Yan's strong character, he was afraid that he would find an opportunity to deal with the "adult" mentioned by Xie Si.

And that person, Lin Xiuping himself felt that there was no chance to defeat him, let alone the young Lin Yan.

There is no doubt that if Lin Yan really found that person, even if he used sneak attack, he would not be able to kill that person, but would be killed by that person.

For the sake of Lin Yan's safety, he would rather let Lin Yan misunderstand him and resent him than tell the truth.

Now, he believed that after his "so-called truth", Lin Yan would only think that the responsibility of the Bloody Night thirteen years ago was caused by him, and would not dig deeper. Naturally, he would not know that all this was just the man who was making trouble, so he avoided the premature encounter with that man.

However, he still had hope, hoping that Lin Yan would take revenge after he was strong.

Because half of the nameless secret book is in his son's hands.

Because his son has already lifted the lock array of energy absorption in his body.

Because his son has reached the second level of the Kong Realm, and at such an age, his son has achieved such strength, and his son's cultivation speed is actually very good.

Therefore, he had hope that his son might not take too long to defeat that man, avenge his revenge for the dead butler Xin, Wang Xue, who was unaware of life and death, and those who were coerced by that man.

"Yan'er, you work hard and live well."

Lin Xiuping murmured to himself, full of hope for Lin Yan.

He was imprisoned in the Lin family's mansion in disguise and was even monitored when he went out. Lin Xiuping understood that it might be difficult for him to see Lin Yan again in his life.

He can only wish his son a good life.

However, Lin Yan was extremely depressed at this moment.

Even though he was a servant in the Xia Mansion and was bullied by the butler and Xia Shihu, his life was so dark that he had never been so depressed.

Lin Yan bought a total of six bottles of wine from the tavern below the hotel, held it in his room, and sat at the table and started drinking wildly.

Apart from alcohol, he couldn't think of anything else that could numb the feeling.

He even wanted to use the help of a hot drink to escape his depressed mood at this moment.

"What will I do in the future?"

This is the question Lin Yan asked himself the most.

After hearing Lin Xiuping's explanation with his own ears, he felt that the goal that supported him to continue for thirteen years suddenly shook, and then shattered with a "bang", making him feel at a loss now.

For thirteen years, he hoped to return to Tiandi City and seek justice from the Lin family, but now he has really done this. He suddenly realized that once the truth is revealed, he would blindly look around but not see what he should do.

revenge?

Lin Xiuping is his father after all, and he cannot kill Lin Xiuping.

Practice hard?

But what is the use of hard practice and continuous improvement of strength for him? He never thought of studying martial arts and becoming a superior person. What he wanted to do was to protect the people he cared about and live happily with them.

Looking for a mother?

But now he doesn't even know whether his mother is dead or alive. The martial arts world is so big, and in the vast sea of ​​people, where should he go to find his mother who has not met for thirteen years?

So, he really felt confused that he didn't know how to continue his life.

And using alcohol to anesthetize may lead to relief from depression.

All night, he drank all six bottles of strong wine, then became drunk and unconscious, and fell asleep on the table.

The next day, all day, he sat in the room in a daze, not wanting to do anything or even move.

On the third day, he still did not practice, and his whole heart was numb, just like a walking corpse.

These days, he felt that the sky was gray and he could not see any color.

After encountering this blow, his beliefs were directly approaching the brink of collapse.

Fortunately, he still couldn't let go of things and needed to continue his life.

This is to find a mother.

So on the fourth day, he recovered some energy from his incomparable loss and began to walk around the Tiandi City to inquire about any information about his mother.

And gradually, his depressed mood finally improved.

On the sixth day, he began to practice on time and returned to his former spirit.

"Haha, I finally came out of the shadow."

Lin Yan said this gently on the sixth day.

However, this sentence is easy, but only Lin Yan himself knows how helpless, confused and depressed he has experienced to do so.

The decadent feeling of being suddenly hit and feeling that the whole world has collapsed, and whether he can survive in this world is the same, just like silk wrapping it up layer by layer, completely wrapping him in a cocoon, making him unable to see any hope or raise any interest in life.

That's how he lived in those days.

Fortunately, he finally came out!

The blow he encountered still did not defeat him, but instead made him more mature.

"Even if I have confirmed with my own eyes that Lin Xiuping is a sinner, even if I never recognize this father again, I can no longer be affected by this incident. If I lose my hope for life because of Lin Xiuping, then wouldn't I feel ashamed of Butler Xin and my mother? Butler Xin sacrificed himself to make me live a good life. I cannot let him down his expectations at the end of his life."

"I also have to look for my mother, I also have to find a way to re-enter Dragon Island, find out the secret of the giant dragon light and shadow in the lake, I also have to find the remaining battle swords, I also have to return to Xiaoshui City, find Mei Jiuxue, and see Tienniu's son, and go to the Niu Demon King to see if Fairy Zixia has returned..."

More and more expectations have finally put Lin Yan aside his final depression.

After he was cheering up, his mind was stronger than before.
Chapter completed!