Chapter 70 Thoughts

"Mingyue, I know you feel very distressed." Zheng Yu sighed and stared at the girl opposite him. "You were fed by Director Qin since you were young and you could only work hard on your own. The General Intelligence Bureau's training is too harsh, and you have experienced too many intrigues early on, true and false. You have experienced too much and too complicated. Others are happy in front of their parents' knees and are in a school. But you have already fought between life and death."

"So I pity you." Zheng Yu said, "I can let you live any life you want: if you want to be the Director of the General Intelligence Bureau, I can arrange it; if you want to be the Bureau of Investigation, I can arrange it too. If you are tired of it, I can let you live a stable and comfortable life at any time. As long as you want to try, I can arrange it immediately; even if you want to change your face and start a new life with a new identity, I can arrange it."

"Because you deserve me to do this." Zheng Yu said word by word, "No matter what choice you make, I can give it to you. I only want one word for you."

Qin Mingyue raised her head and looked at Zheng Yu, but there was only deep sadness and despair in her eyes.

Zheng Yu couldn't help but feel sad when he looked at this sad and beautiful face. He took a deep breath, and his tone was still calm and sincere: "Mingyue, I know you have some thoughts in your heart. But you must understand that it will not be fair to you."

"You will definitely find an excellent man who is honest and reliable and loves you wholeheartedly." Zheng Yu said slowly, "I have been young, and I have lived freely, but now I already know what I need..."

"Thank you." Qin Mingyue suddenly said, "Thank you for planning so much and thinking about it for me."

She stared at Zheng Yu, clenched her fists, and walked closer to Zheng Yu step by step until she was almost facing her face.

Zheng Yu's expression remained unchanged, but he just looked at her calmly.

"But have you asked me?" Qin Mingyue stared at the supreme powerhouse and her voice suddenly increased. "You always say it for my own good, but who has really asked me what I want!"

Zheng Yu looked at the faintly hysterical female agent, Qin Guang's daughter, and his heart trembled suddenly.

"None of you ever asked me! You always arrange this and that for me! You are always self-righteous! You are the same as him, you are all self-righteous bastards!" Qin Mingyue grabbed Zheng Yu's collar with tears flowing down her face. "My father, I threw me outside when I was born, thinking that this would protect me... He asked me to enter Cining since he was a child, and asked me to receive the best training in the General Intelligence Bureau system. He tried every means to make me a great contribution and arranged for me to approach the crown prince. Even when I was born, he had decided to train me to become the woman of the future emperor! Mingyuelan! Yue was in the Ribian Ming, and he had already thought about letting me be a woman for the future emperor, because only in that way can I keep the Qin family!"

"General Intelligence Bureau? Such a weapon is the most reassuring to be in the hands of the emperor's women!" Ming Yuelan beat the emperor's chest hard, and the cold and calmness of the past has long disappeared. "I have been arranged by him in my life, but he has never asked me whether I agree or not! I have no majestic father, kind mother, and only a harsh orphanage nanny! I have no beautiful foreign skirts, cute dolls, only daggers and pistols! I have no birthday dances, outings and outings, only inhuman training, secret actions in the dark!"

"I have nothing! I'm nothing! This is the life my father arranged for me!" Qin Mingyue cried heart-wrenchingly, "I never even know who my parents are. I thought I was the young eagle of His Majesty the Emperor, a brave man born to sacrifice for the empire... My life is a joke!"

"And you, the wise and powerful crown prince, the kind-hearted crown prince, the romantic and elegant crown prince, the infinite love of the crown prince!" Qin Mingyue stared at Zheng Yu fiercely, "You know I am the emperor's eyes and ears and ears of Qin Guang's confidant, so you trust me, treat me kindly, tell me stories, reason, let me let go of things, and give me unprecedented power and trust! But you are also using me! You are all using me!"

"Now you are the emperor! The supreme emperor! You can decide the life and death of everyone! You must not only decide life and death, but also determine the fate of others and the lives of others! What you keep saying is for me, but in fact you are only for yourself!"

Seeing the girl crying, shouting, and beating, Zheng Yu was expressionless, but his heart was aching.

He didn't want to refute, nor could he refute.

He knew that in front of this person, all concealment could only have the opposite effect.

"You have always wanted to arrange your life for me and want to compensate me because you have a ghost in your heart!" Qin Mingyue held Zheng Yu's face with both hands and stared at the emperor with red eyes. "You are escaping, you dare not admit it! You know in your heart that you like me!"

Zheng Yu was stunned as if he was struck by lightning.

Although he had analyzed the many possibilities between himself and this woman more than once and repeatedly strengthened his judgment, he never thought about what his feelings for this girl were like.

From the beginning, he was using this girl.

The emperor's eyes and ears, spies from the General Intelligence Bureau, and such a complex identity made him always win over the girl with a half-true attitude, and even used big killers like Jin Yong and Qiong Yao. With trust, ambiguousness, persuasion, and emotion, he was always rationally and calmly controlling his every move, and gradually pulling the girl aside, and eventually becoming his right-hand man.

When he and Aju were lingering, when he and Sophie kissed me, and when he and Fengfei were playing the piano and discussing theories, the girl was silently traveling for him, wandering in the light of swords and swords, under open and hidden arrows.

But I don’t know when he has been used to this figure who silently accompanys him.

He couldn't even imagine what kind of scene it would be like when this figure suddenly disappeared from his life.

Looking at this pretty face with pear blossoms, and looking at the assistant director of the Bureau of Investigation, who was once called the iron-fisted ice beauty, at this moment, he removed all his disguise and turned into an ordinary girl, a poor man who was once abandoned by his closest relative. When he learned about his parents' identity, he found that they had already died, and the extremely hard shell outside his heart finally opened a few cracks.

He hugged the girl hard, allowing her to kick, scratch, step on her feet, and twist, but he just hugged her, without saying anything, and without letting go.

"Rogue, bastard, liar! Let me go!" Qin Mingyue struggled hard, but was completely out of order. She seemed to have forgotten all the killer moves strictly trained by the General Intelligence Bureau, and just used brute force to try to get rid of Zheng Yu's arms. "Men are all bastards! They are all liars! Qin Guang is an old bastard, you are a little bastard! You are all the same!"

Qin Mingyue cried and fought, entangled with Zheng Yu. After a while, she seemed to be tired, and maybe she had almost vented. Zheng Yu felt that the woman in her arms gradually became less and felt the various severe pains coming from everywhere. She smiled bitterly: "Hey, after all, I am the emperor, so it's not good..."

"I care about you!" Qin Mingyue was like a furious little female wolf at this moment, biting Zheng Yu's hand in one bite, causing Zheng Yu to let go of his hand.

Qin Mingyue looked at Zheng Yu with red eyes, and looked at the exposed skin on the other party's hands, covered with red marks and blood. The neat dress was messed up by herself, and she was still hanging on her shoulders. She was a little embarrassed for a moment, and then her eyes turned red and she burst into tears.

"I have seen through you men, and they are not reliable." Qin Mingyue said gritting her teeth, "In the future, I will only rely on myself... Whether it is hardship, tired or hurt, I will bear it myself. I will not rely on anyone..."

"Mingyue..." Zheng Yu looked at the girl's gritting teeth and felt ache in his heart, "What's wrong with you? Even if Director Qin has something to be sorry for you, even if I have something wishful thinking, not all the men in this world can't stand you..."

"You two, one of you has harmed my life, and the other has used me for so long and has to take over him and continue to arrange my life. How do you let me trust the men in this world?" Qin Mingyue said, "Are we women born to be arranged, used, and deceived... It is not enough to deceive once, but we have to continue to deceive; it is not enough to deceive one person, but we have to be deceived by more people."

"I only have a truth." Qin Mingyue stared at Zheng Yu with red eyes, "Do you like me?"

Zheng Yu looked at the girl and was silent for a long time. Finally sighed: "Mingyue, I don't deny my favor for you, but I must confess that I don't think you and I am really suitable to be a couple. I am the emperor... I have my considerations for my partner. I like you and pity you, but I hope you have your own happy life. I think you should be able to understand me..."

Qin Mingyue lowered her head, her shoulders swayed slightly, and a low sob came. Zheng Yu took out the handkerchief and handed it over silently. Qin Mingyue took it without saying a word, carefully wiping the pretty face that was tearful.

"You will definitely find a good man who is willing to sacrifice everything for you... Mingyue, you must believe me."

"Who said I want to marry you?" Qin Mingyue raised her head and said in a cold voice, "Your Majesty, have I said it?"

Zheng Yu was stunned. After a while, he rubbed his forehead and nodded with a wry smile: "It seems... I was wrong."

At this moment, he felt a little disappointed in his heart. He secretly cursed himself as a slut, calmed down, and said sincerely to Qin Mingyue: "Mingyue, don't worry, since you don't want me to interfere in your life, I will not mention these things again, everything is subject to your wishes..."

"Even if you don't want to rely on others, if you ask, I will still help you." Zheng Yu said, "If you make the decision, I just follow your instructions."

"You must be really good for me," Qin Mingyue said coldly, "just agree to my request."

"What are the requirements?" Zheng Yu was stunned, looking at Qin Mingyue with a faint warning, "If I want me not to marry someone else, I will not agree."

"This requirement has nothing to do with others." Qin Mingyue said firmly, "and you can definitely do it."

"Don't think I'll force you to marry me." Qin Mingyue raised her chin, "I'm not that...you can't even think about it."

Zheng Yu nodded with a wry smile.

Qin Mingyue stared at him for a while, walked up to help him tidy up his clothes, but his face was still tense.

Zheng Yu looked at the maverick girl in a daze, and felt chill for no reason and shrank his neck slightly.

"Don't worry, I won't let you do anything wrong."

Qin Mingyue sorted out Zheng Yu's clothes, nodded with satisfaction, and suddenly printed on Zheng Yu's lips like lightning, and then took a few steps: "This is considered a deposit."

Zheng Yu looked at Qin Mingyue in amazement.

"It's not a waste of doing things for me." Qin Mingyue raised her chin, "If you don't give you some deposit, how can you do things well?"

Zheng Yu was already confused at this time, and he was even more distracted and thoughtful. He quickly covered up and smiled: "That's not bad...haha."

Qin Mingyue stared at him for a while, then suddenly turned around and left.

“…You haven’t said your request yet?”

"I owe it first." Qin Mingyue didn't look back, but just waved her hand, "When I think about it, I will naturally raise it... Your Majesty."

Zheng Yu looked at the man with a dizzy look, and the guard who had just pushed the door in and stared at him for no reason.

"Xiao Ding, ask you something?"

"Your Majesty, what's the matter?"

"You said women... could be that not human?"

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Hokkaido.

In the steaming hot spring, Qiu Haiyang leaned lazily against the edge of the pool, with a towel covering his head, and his expression was extremely comfortable.

Zhou Xiaoyu in her arms turned over lazily, found a more comfortable position, and gently stroked her husband's chest.

"According to what you said, Your Majesty and Mingyue are really nothing." Qiu Haiyang's expression was a little strange, "It makes no sense... Such a great beauty, based on my understanding of Your Majesty..."

"Don't say bad things about my brother." Zhou Xiaoyu twisted hard around his waist, "What other people call respect, do you understand?"

"Respect?" Qiu Haiyang sneered, "Facing with a woman who loves you so much, she still doesn't take action after two years. This is the greatest disrespect, which will seriously undermine the woman's self-esteem."

"I said it to an unmarried man." Qiu Haiyang saw that his wife looked wrong and quickly said flatteringly, "I swear that when I saw Zhou Xiaoyu at first sight, I was already thinking about..."

"Men are all hooligans, liars, and bastards!"

"I'm not, my wife..."

"You are the biggest one..."

"Okay, since that's the case... Then I'll show you the rogue!"

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Black bulletproof sedan drove through the long street.

Driver Liu Yifei saw Qin Mingyue in the back row in the endoscope and saw that her eyes were red and swollen, and she muttered to herself that it was Assistant Qin who was scolded by His Majesty?

Although he was a confidant around Qin Mingyue, Liu Yifei still couldn't help but think of the long-standing rumors in the upper circle of Beijing: two or three things that must be said between an emperor and an assistant to the director.

Qin Mingyue looked at the car window quietly.

Due to the reflection of the night, the beautiful face that appeared in the car window was faintly visible, with a bit of weird charm.

Qin Mingyue gently stroked her lips, and there seemed to be another shocked and at a loss in front of her.

The emperor, who looked like a god to outsiders, was just a young man who was a little narcissistic and beautiful. It was obvious that he had a strong attraction to this person, but the other party was deliberately suppressing him, trying to hide this impulse deeper.

But at that moment, what burst out from those eyes...** was enough.

This war is still very long.

In dealing with such a calculating, suspicious and calm opponent, simple reason will obviously only move away from that goal more and more, while simple sentiment is destined to become a vassal and victim of the other party.
To be continued...