Author: [Solar Shadow of Heaven and Earth]

Comment: Haha, I found that there are quite a lot of people who like the character Chen Qiaoqian among mortal book friends. There are many comments about this female character. This fan's description of Han Li's inner thoughts is very good. I hope I can develop in this aspect in the future!

Every late autumn, when the chrysanthemums are in full bloom, I will think of someone. She once liked me very much. I can't help but think of the scene when I went to the capital. When I was enjoying the flowers on Baiju Mountain, she said to me: "Junior Brother Han, after the war is over, I'm afraid I'm going to get married! The other party is a direct disciple of another immortal cultivator, and a monk who has just built a foundation for a while! I have met several times and the person is not bad. If nothing unexpected happens, he will become my dual cultivation partner from now on." How can I not know her mind? Since she guessed that she killed someone named Lu and had a skin-loving relationship with her.

After I was the mysterious monk, I became more and more in love with me. When I heard that I had killed more than a dozen foundation-building masters and showed my supernatural powers in the Yue Kingdom Palace and turned the tide, she was very sure that I was a potential stock that pretended to be a pig and ate a tiger, and she loved me even more. Although she said she was going to marry someone else's wife, I could tell from the lines that she wanted me to take her away and followed me willingly. But for some reason, maybe because she had touched her by someone surnamed Lu and saw all the body, I always had some concerns about this woman, so I gently refused.[]

At that time, I thought that I was in danger and was wandering around. If I brought another woman with me, I would definitely be timid and sluggish when doing things. In addition, this woman is not a beautiful country, and with the affairs of Senior Brother Lu, I did not accept this relationship after all. After that, I lost news about her, and I don’t know if she is really married. But there is one thing I know, that is, she was completely disappointed with me. I also completely hurt her. But I think that love is like this. If you like me, I have to be with you. Aren’t I also abandoned by Nangong Wan?

I always thought that the people in the world of immortal cultivation were sinister and were all selfish, and no one would really be willing to give for others. Until I met the low-level couple Qi Yunxiao and Xin Ruyin, whose true feelings changed my previous views. However, I know that the deeds of such loving love like them and rather sacrifice everything for each other are very few in the world of immortal cultivation today. Although I am a person with a strong selfish heart, I have always been looking forward to the arrival of such love. I went to pay tribute to Qi Yunxiao when I accidentally passed away. When I saw the five big words "Husband Qi Yunxiao" written on the spiritual position, I was completely shocked. I knew Qi Yun.

When Xiao died, he did not get married with Xin Ruyin, but Xin Ruyin was so affectionate and took the initiative to marry the dead, and had fulfilled Qi Yunxiao's long-cherished wish. When Xin Ruyin looked at Qi Yunxiao's spiritual position indifferently, I saw the four words "to die as if you go". At this moment, my heart was so shocked that it was both envy and jealous. For this reason, when Xin Ruyin asked me to kill the Fu family in the future, I agreed to it as my own secret oath. I was thinking that if there was a woman who could treat me like this, I would definitely sacrifice myself for her and share the joys and sorrows with her.

I have never had anything to do with the world in my life. Every time I go, I always meet women of all kinds, Yuan Yao, Zi Ling, Wen Siyue, Mei Ning, etc. in the Chaoxinghai. Maybe I have seen too many beautiful female cultivators. Gradually, I don’t value women’s beauty so much. After all, I have been in contact with Zi Ling, the peerless woman who harms the country and the people. During my escape career in Chaoxinghai, although I was in danger several times and almost died, I have been through hardships. In my foreign land, even a cultivator like me cannot help but feel homesick. Whenever I think about my days in Tiannan, I will think of the two women, Nangong Wan and Chen Qiaoqian, as well as Han Yunzhi, who are the younger sister next door.

Every time I think of Chen Qiaoqian, I would touch the blue shirt on my body inadvertently. I clearly remember that at that time, I was in Yuejing, until I went to the imperial palace to encircle the evil cultivators of Yinshamen, I wore a yellow shirt from beginning to end. Maybe because I saw that my clothes were worn in a rather worn, Chen Qiaoqian took out a gorgeous blue shirt on the spot and handed it to me, saying, "Junior Brother Han, I saw that you wear this yellow shirt all day long. Although it was neat, it didn't match you very much. If I didn't mind, I had a blue shirt here, which also matched the wood-attribute martial arts you majored in, and it would definitely make you more energetic when worn." I was stunned. I didn't expect that she cared for me so much that it was difficult to refuse, so I accepted it happily.

Since Bai Jushan rejected her, although I had no affection for her, I had put on the blue shirt she gave me by chance. Unexpectedly, after I put it on, I never changed it. A blue shirt has become my eternal habit, and a green rainbow has become my special logo from then on.

After returning to Tiannan to form the Nascent Soul, I still couldn't help but worry about Chen Qiaoqian and Nangong Wanlai. I always thought about these two women, one who once hurt my heart, and the other who hurt each other's heart. But at that time, I still had more feelings for Nangong. But because I was busy with it, I didn't ask about Nangong's whereabouts. Later, on the way back to Tiannan by Master Cangkun's secret treasure land, I met the people from Huangfeng Valley and the Yanyue Sect in the past. After some greetings, I couldn't help asking about Nangong's recent situation. When I learned that Nangong was about to marry someone else's wife, I was so confused. I originally wanted to inquire about Chen Qiaoqian's whereabouts, but I finally held it back. I wanted to bury this relationship in my heart so that people will never know, and I was the only one who shared it silently.

Later, I secretly broke into the Yanyue Sect and saw Nangong, whom I had longed for and had a husband and wife with me. Unexpectedly, she never forgot about me and was willing to marry me. From then on, I called her "Wan'er". I knew that from this moment, I had to treat Wan'er wholeheartedly and be worthy of the word "husband". From then on, I buried Chen Qiaoqian silently in my heart, preparing to let the years obscure all this.

Later, Wan'er was planted with the forbidden magic technique by an elder of the Yinluo Sect. In order to remove the ban on Wan'er, I decided to go to the Demon Valley to make a trip, because only the inner elixir of the fire toad in the Demon Valley was of great help to Wan'er. Demon Valley, a place that makes people scared, has too few monks who can leave the valley alive from ancient times. Even though I am far better than the same-level monks, I am not sure whether I can come back alive for such a zodiac. For Wan'er, I have to gain something once. But for some reason, I was always restless before entering the valley. Could it be that I had gone there without returning this time? Although I am not a person who is afraid of death, I naturally don't want to lose confidence like this. When I think about the uncertain future, I can't help but think about what regrets there are in this life.

As a result, somehow, I suddenly remembered Qiaoqian, the woman who loved me in the past. Before entering the valley, I suddenly wanted to know if Qiaoqian is safe now. I don’t know if it was God’s intention to arrange it or what happened. When I miss Qiaoqian, I really met a disciple of Huangfeng Valley. So I stepped forward to drink the disciple of the Yuling Sect who was fighting with Huangfeng Valley. Then I greeted Huangfeng Valley, the monk Jiedan, but I didn’t expect that it was Chen Qiaoqian’s brother. I couldn’t help but be surprised. I stopped asking nonsense: “Is Chen Qiaoqian okay?” Chen Qiaotian looked embarrassed, and I felt that the situation was a little bad, but he still said something that shocked me.

: "My sister is not a monk named Jiedan. She died in a strange disease a hundred years ago." I was stunned. Chen Qiaoqian's beauty appeared in my mind, and recalled the scene of parting in Baiju Mountain. Then I asked again: "My sister said she was going to get married, but later the demonic way invaded. I don't know what the wedding date?" My sister was not married back then. The family that wanted to marry our Chen family suddenly changed to the demonic way. Naturally, our Chen family could not marry Qiaoqian again. Later, the seventh sister became taciturn and became single to the end." Chen Qiaotian hesitated for a moment and finally said the truth.

Then I found a place where no one was, thinking about what Brother Chen Qiaoqian said before. After about a stick of incense, I couldn't help but smile bitterly and murmured: "Hahaha, I died of a strange disease, haha!" Others don't know, don't I know yet? She had any strange disease, it was definitely a disease caused by longing! People who cultivate immortals are inherently ill. Unless they are like Xin Ruyin, they will not say that they are sick! It seems that she has been thinking about me.

I never forget that I actually fell in love with me, and I cut off my great future in cultivating my immortality! I suddenly remembered Xin Ruyin. This fierce woman also regarded death for Qi Yunxiao, but she could not live for a long time because of the dragon roar. But Chen Qiaoqian, a woman with a great future, even though she never forgets me, she fell in love with me, and cut off her path to cultivating my immortality, and finally died of depression. I don’t know if she was resentful to me before she died. No matter what, I will be ashamed of this woman in my life.

In this way, I entered the state of meditation for three days. I thought I would cry, but I didn't expect that I didn't have a single tear.

It’s not that I’m ruthless and unrighteous, but at this moment I finally realized that there is no greater sorrow than death in my heart. It was not until this moment that I truly felt the feeling of heartache.

I once said secretly, "If there is a woman who can sacrifice her life for me, I will definitely sacrifice herself for her, share the joys and sorrows with her, and love her for the rest of her life." I didn't expect that I really met such a woman, but I was let go of her. I knew that Chen Qiaoqian liked me, but she didn't expect that she was so loyal. She lived for me without a companionship, and she died alone for the rest of her life. She retained her best chastity before her death. At the best time, she could not be with her beloved, and I knew she died with resentment.

If I could do it again, I don't know if I would reject her, but if she could wait until my career was first completed, I would definitely marry her. Although Wan'er was very nice to me and was willing to give for me. But I knew she was not as good as Chen Qiaoqian. Before that, Wan'er had thought about killing me twice. If it weren't for my rapid advancement, I would have died at Wan'er's hands. It can be seen that Wan'er's vision is still not good and she doesn't like me. Only Chen Qiaoqian had already been early

I foresee that I am an extraordinary monk, a person with great potential, and I favor me. When I was still poor, I was willing to follow me and share the joys and sorrows with me. Although I missed me, Wan'er finally forgot me for more than a hundred years after I went to the Chaos Star Sea, which shows that she did not love me so deeply. Since Wan'er called me "husband", I think this is the name I love to hear the most. But at this moment I really want to hear the three words "Junior Brother Han".

From now on, I will never forget a woman in my life. The three words Chen Qiaoqian are buried in my heart. After the end of the Demon Valley, I returned to Huangfeng Valley again. In a weedy land, I found Chen Qiaoqian's resting place. The setting sun shines on a newly erected tombstone, with the letter "Dead Wife Chen Qiaoqian". Standing in front of the tombstone, I remembered for a long time, and then murmured: During my lifetime, I failed to cherish this feeling, rejected you, and made you suffer for a lifetime, and ended in depression. After you die, I will definitely want you to be my wife to achieve your unfulfilled wish.

It also expresses my true feelings for you. Maybe I am a little selfish. I rejected you before you died, but I made a wishful request after you died.
Chapter completed!