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The first thousand one hundred and sixty-five chapters inner battle

It was very tiring and fulfilling to have fun on this day. Since the time of Mingzhu, Fan Xuexi has never wandered around like this for a whole day. She also bought a lot of gifts from big bags, which were all given to her by Chen Kangjie. Basically, as long as Fan Xuexi values ​​it, Chen Kangjie pays for it, most of them are clothes and some small accessories.

Fan Xuexi knew that Chen Kangjie was a "big guy", so he didn't mind his spending money. Perhaps he vaguely felt that it was not the boyfriend's boyfriend who was still paying some money. In the past, he would bring some gifts when he went out.

After shopping, the two men with sore feet and exhausted bodies found a private restaurant to eat Huaiyang cuisine.

The feast was over and it was already past ten o'clock at night. It was the bright night of the metropolis of Mingzhu. Looking at the quiet small garden outside the restaurant, Chen Kangjie was a little confused and hesitant, while Fan Xuexi was holding a glass of water, and was a little nervous.

The whole day of activity has ended, and now I am facing the next step. Chen Kangjie is entangled and hesitant about whether to advise her not to go back to school. To be honest, the two of them have been together so relaxed for a day. Chen Kangjie felt very excited. Fan Xuexi's delicate and lively and gorgeous warm fragrance really attracted him further. When she was smiling and circling in front of her, when she leaned gently on her shoulders, when she changed into a new dress and tried her best to show her gracefulness and beauty in herself, Chen Kangjie would have an inexplicable impulse.

Fan Xuexi is now like an elegant orchid. When she chuckled, she always feels his tenderness and fragrance, like the flowing water of mountains and rivers, fresh and pleasant. Sometimes she is like a bright peony, fiery red and warm, and it is irresistible to people, like the red sun, making people feel nervous.

From the development of the times and the real interaction between men and women, Chen Kangjie should keep her. This is not only a kind of tenderness and need of love, but also a kind of emotional sublimation practice and the most direct measure to strengthen the relationship between the two parties. In the 1990s, the great liberation of social and cultural forces has completely destroyed the old thought of men and women not being close. In adult interaction, it is normal for men and women to have intimate relationships, and many people will not feel that it is inappropriate.

Chen Kangjie believed that if she spoke politely, she would not refuse. This was not entirely a confidence in the charm of her identity. If she was an ordinary person, Chen Kangjie believed that her identity was enough to make many people fall into her arms. Then he did not use this standard to measure her, but was based on the emotional grasp of her for so many years. Both of them understood that as early as junior high school, the strong love had actually appeared. Later, although he was separated from two places, this emotion did not become unfamiliar because of the expansion of geographical distance, but became more sincere and full of expectations.

Chen Kangjie still remembers that when he first entered college, he called Fan Xuexi and she started to whimper when she heard his voice. Her lost voice was filled with sadness and fear of uncertainty about the future. Yesterday, when it was confirmed that Chen Kangjie came to see her, she actually lost her composure and cried. Later, she threw herself into his arms regardless of the image of a lady. All this proves that if Chen Kangjie needed it, she should hand over herself.

However, Chen Kangjie was really hesitant and entangled. He could not make decisions completely according to his likes, dislikes and desires. Chen Kangjie has never thought he was a very dedicated person, but he would not go to the other side of being very promiscuous. A fickle young man can only consider his own needs and not consider the feelings of others. In the way of dealing with such a person, as long as he can win, it is a victory achievement. Even if the result will bring tears and blood to the other party, it is still unswerving. Chen Kangjie has not yet reached that step, and it will be difficult to get that step in the future. Confucius said that "doing his words first and then following it" is a gentleman, and if Chen Kangjie really does first and then speaks, it is not a gentleman.

Although Chen Kangjie is usually a free and unrestrained person, he has always adhered to a cautious and cautious attitude towards "happy but not lustful" in such things as men and women. At the beginning with Lin Ling, it was a fearless ignorant after being drunk, but now he is sober. He doesn't know what if it really happens and Fan Xuexi knows that he can't be the only one. Whether he is sad or sad or compromise or accepts it happily, he still can't be sure about these things. The two have never talked about these things positively. "Don't worry about not knowing others, but worry about not knowing others." Chen Kangjie is now stuck by this problem.

Fan Xuexi saw Chen Kangjie staring out the window without blinking, and vaguely figured out what he was thinking. No one was a child. When he was in the dormitory, he held a "night meeting" at night. Most of the girls talked about these topics, especially girls with boyfriends or girls who were about to have boyfriends. Fan Xuexi had heard the so-called precise experience analysis of roommates in the dormitory more than once - as long as the boyfriend made an appointment and did not take the initiative to send it back very late, he was basically "indisciplined" in his heart. Everyone knows what the so-called "indisciplined" means. Moreover, there are already two girls in their dormitory who boldly admitted that they are not virgins.

Gradually, Fan Xuexi's cheeks turned red and felt hot. Her slender legs wearing cold leather shoes felt a little restless. She always felt that she couldn't calm down no matter how she put them, and her heart was even more thumping. She was expecting Chen Kangjie to really speak and keep her, but she always felt that she was not ready.

When it comes to giving herself to Chen Kangjie, Fan Xuexi actually has nothing to hesitate. He is not afraid of the behavior itself, but will be curious and satisfied. However, there has been a problem that she has not made a decision yet.

She knew clearly that besides her, Deng Min also deeply liked Chen Kangjie, and Chen Kangjie did not hide his affection for Deng Min. The two good friends also competed secretly for a long time. It was not until more than a year after Chen Kangjie transferred to school that the silent competition subsided. When he was visiting the park today, Chen Kangjie clearly told her that he would go to Jinling to visit Deng Min next week. When she heard this news, she was a little jealous from the bottom of her heart, but she could not object.

For a long time, Fan Xuexi had a struggle and hesitation in her heart. In fact, she was not sure whether she should give up on her affection for Chen Kangjie, but she might as well say that she could not be sure whether she could share a man with others. Perhaps in the consciousness of some girls in the star-chasing tribe, this was not a problem at all. They would feel that as long as the man they dreamed of could accept him, the sky and the earth would fall.

But Fan Xuexi cannot. She is not such a star-chasing person. When she fell in love with Chen Kangjie, he had not yet become famous. He was just an ordinary smart and handsome boy. The emotions based on this foundation are much purer and more sincere. At the same time, he also requires that the judgment of the ending be more rational and consider the problem longer. Especially for girls who are smart themselves, they will not really simply pursue "just seeking to have it once, not for eternity", rather than ignore it by being hot-headed. That is the act of a stupid girl. Fan Xuexi has always claimed to be a smart girl, and he believes that if she is not a smart girl, she is not worthy of Chen Kangjie.

Since getting along with Chen Kangjie, Fan Xuexi has felt that her actions and behavior are quite correct and wise. At least, she did not make unreasonable or ignore other girls because Chen Kangjie also liked other girls. She knew very well that if she really did that, then they would not be able to sit together face to face so kindly today. Chen Kangjie's personality is not very good enough to tolerate girls with a "shy" tendency. This is due to personality and his career. That kind of girl not only will not help him, but it is due to great trouble and unstable factors.

This kind of hesitation and hesitation are still fighting each other in her heart today. She needs to think carefully for a while and make a decision carefully. Based on this, she will be both expectant and nervous, curious and worried.

In just a short time, both of them were thinking about their thoughts excitedly, and all kinds of thoughts came one after another.

"You've finished drinking, huh, your face is so red." Chen Kangjie turned his head and saw two big red apples hanging on her face.

Chen Kangjie thought about it over and over again, and his brief silence calmed him down and decided to wait. When he came to see her for the first time, he yelled at such a temptation, which would make her feel that there was something wrong with her character, at least she was not a complete gentleman, even if it had nothing to do with a gentleman or a gentleman.

It should be his own, but he can't escape. If it is really not his own, he shouldn't have hurt himself in the name of love. While calming down, Chen Kangjie also decided to find a way to drive away the uneyed boy from Japan. That kind of person can do anything, which is much more threatening than those admirers in China. He doesn't want Fan Xuexi to be under the dangerous wall.

After Chen Kangjie asked so abruptly, Fan Xuexi was stunned for a moment and became even more shy. She thought that Chen Kangjie had seen through her thoughts, and her face became more blushing and hotter. "Is there any? Maybe it's because it's a little hot here."

"Hot, well, Mingzhu's summer is really hot, and my shirt is soaked today." Chen Kangjie didn't see through just now. Chen Kangjie, who had been through it, has really noticed it now. Fan Xuexi dared not look at him, but in order not to make her more embarrassed, Chen Kangjie pretended not to know.

"Then let's go out, the wind is cool outside, next... do you have any other arrangements?" Fan Xuexi wanted to make herself look normal as much as possible, but she was already throbbing and then took it back immediately.

"It's so late, what else can I make? Let's go, I'll take you back to school," Chen Kangjie looked at his watch and stood up and said.
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