Chapter 717
Chapter 725
More than twenty years...
Back then, she just told the old housekeeper that the child was like jade and said nothing else. This was the first time she had said that past story in full. She felt relieved and felt even heavier in her heart...
Su Ruhua looked at Ruyu who was covering her eyes, and her heart was also tangled together. She couldn't help but hug Ruyu, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
Ruyu never cried.
Even though she thought her child was dead, she thought she and Mo Shitian had deceived and betrayed her, she had never cried. She had never seen Su Ruyu cry for so many years since she was a child.
Su Ruyu was stiff all over, her mind was confused, and she was very drowsy, as if she was floating on the sea, and the poor man couldn't find the direction, tears kept flowing down her fingers...
Back then, she loved Mo Shitian deeply, her family deeply, and her sister deeply, but they all gave her a fatal blow. When she was confused, helpless and full of hatred, no one pulled her, but pushed her further...
Now that the truth is revealed, why do you cry?
For their sisterly relationship for so many years, for Mo Shitian's joy of not betraying her, or for the child's failure to call her mother's grievances for so many years... Su Ruyu can no longer tell the difference.
Su Ruhua burst into tears and felt even more ashamed of her.
"Xiaoyu, my sister has nothing to say, as long as you feel better." Su Ruhua's purple eyes were filled with tears. For so many years, she dared to shed tears of regret only when there was no one at night.
A thought-provoking mistake again and again caused irreversible consequences. She didn't know how to make up for all this. Ruyu was not dead and could not get her forgiveness. She even had no face to meet her parents.
Therefore, I have been wandering around for so many years and I don’t even dare to go back to my home.
Who can understand the pain and pain in her heart? But Su Ruhua also knows that she is committing her own fault and has to bear everything herself, but Ruyu...
Su Ruyu wiped her tears and pushed Su Ruhua away, "Don't touch me."
"Ru Yu..."
"Why didn't you say it back then? Why didn't you say it back then?" Su Ruyu's face had not dried up, and she couldn't help but shouted angrily, "If you said it back then, would the next thing happen? Why didn't you dare to face me? If you want to leave, why didn't you go far away? Why didn't you disappear in front of me forever? Why did you still be found by me? If you want to hide it from me, why didn't you go far away..."
Su Ruyu didn't know what she wanted to express. Her mood was ups and downs, her nose was sore and red, and she could hold it in her throat in one breath, unable to swallow it or exert it.
She looked at Su Ruhua, who was also in tears, and was even more angry... but instead, there was a little pity and... pain.
Back then, she pushed her like a flower...
If it weren't for her pushing, maybe she wouldn't have given birth prematurely and the child wouldn't have died.
Su Ruyu turned her face away, and her tears fell even more anxiously. Her heart was colder than anyone else. When she became ruthless, she really refused to recognize her relatives. She was even more cruel and wanted to die with Mo Shitian, but she never forgot the mistakes she made without intention.
"Xiaoyu, you blame your sister alone. Mo Shitian doesn't know anything. He doesn't remember what happened at all. It was his sister's greed and made a mistake." Su Ruhua said, almost kneeling in front of Su Ruyu, begging for her forgiveness.
Su Ruyu suddenly stood up, wiped away the tears on her face, and gritted her teeth and said, "I won't forgive you, no... Su Ruhua, our family of four, because of you, for more than 20 years, if it weren't for you, Shi Tian and I wouldn't have had so many misunderstandings, he wouldn't have been so crazy, and his parents wouldn't have died, that pair of children... Is that pair of children the same? Did you see them looking at me? It's hatred, it's hatred..."
"No, no..."
"Why isn't it? Am I a fool? I can't see clearly this?" Su Ruyu said angrily, "All this is caused by you. My husband's ion has been dispersed for almost twenty-seven years. I have never enjoyed the pride of being a mother for a day, nor have I given the child any care. I don't have to think about it, and I know what life they lived by Shi Tian. Just hit the eyes of the second brother, and he would not be good to the child. Su Ruhua, who caused the pain of the four of us? If you want me to forgive you, how can I forgive you, ah, sister..."
Su Ruhua raised her head, tears slid down her cheeks...
Sorry, these three words seem too pale. She knew that Ruyu was talking about the truth, completely the truth. The pain of the four of them was caused by her...
Su Ruyu took off the hand that Su Ruhua kept holding her wrist, one finger, one finger, and one finger, spread it out...
"Xiaoyu..."
Su Ruyu turned a blind eye and turned away. Outside the garden, everyone was waiting. They could not hear what their sisters were saying. They could only hear Su Ruyu's roar just now, and also heard Su Ruhua's crying, and could not hear anything else.
Mo Shitian looked at the tears on Su Ruyu's face that were not dry, and his heart was like a knife, "Ruyu..."
She smiled coldly, Mo Shitian, you fucking... a hell of a genetic disease! Should she be angry? Should she be angry? He doesn't remember anything, no wonder, she asked him, but he said he didn't know...
No, he couldn't not know. He didn't remember what happened to him and Su Ruhua in those days, but he always knew that he would get sick when drinking, and he didn't tell her truthfully back then.
"Master, are you okay?" Eleven, Ye Wei and others looked at her worriedly, and they had never seen Su Ruyu like this before.
Mo Ye and Mo? brothers rushed into the back garden like a gust of wind. Su Ruyu looked at their backs, and the tears that had just stopped almost fell... Her children...
This is her children! She should be happy. They are still alive, so they should be happy, but why does it hurt so much in their hearts?
Although they are her child, their mother is Su Ruhua... The person they respect is Su Ruhua. She gritted her teeth tightly so that she did not let tears fall...
As a mother, although she has never been with them, she has forgotten the past twenty years. For her, these twenty years have been blank. In her memory, it seems that she gave birth to a child, and then the child suddenly grew up, and her love for the child did not disappear... She thought that when the child died, she felt so sad...
Chapter completed!