i love you alive(1/2)
At that time, the lights were on, and the place where the hotel was located was relatively lively, with lights everywhere.
He looked at her, his black eyes were deep and his smile faintly.
Su Ling couldn't stand this kind of gaze and asked him: "What are you doing here?"
Qin Xiao missed her very much. It has been almost a month since the last time he sent her back at the airport. As the end of the year approaches, the company is very busy. He often finishes his work in the early morning. When he is exhausted, he misses her even more with the warm yellow light downstairs.
But he couldn't come to find her. Without a reason, he would be like a perverted stalker.
Qin Xiao noticed Su Ling's change in attitude. She used to be frightened and disgusted with him, but since her grandmother died, he accompanied her back to L City, restrained his incorrect thoughts and pretended to behave, Su Ling became softer when she looked at him.
He was actually just Christmas, he just didn't care about it. However, celebrating the festival was the only reason he could think of getting close to her.
She asked this, and he had no choice but to answer with a smile: "Cheer the holiday, I'll say Merry Christmas to you."
Su Ling felt that he couldn't hold on to this reason, but she didn't have the habit of exposing other things. She nodded and replied softly to him: "Merry Christmas."
Qin Xiao came after he was ready: "I brought you a gift, but in my car, now we will go back to get it?"
It was already dark, only the dim street lights were on. Su Ling did not trust him. Qin Xiao's character was very unreliable. She shook her head: "No need, thank you."
She was also particularly afraid of his gifts, and if she kept holding anklets or something...it would be terrible to think about.
Qin Xiao raised his eyebrows: "Ah, I'll give it to you tomorrow."
She had just breathed a sigh of relief, and he smiled again: "We are acquaintances after all, right, Lingling."
He consciously set the scope to a level that she could accept. Su Ling hesitated and nodded. As long as he was not a lover in his heart, it would be fine.
He smiled a little badly: "Then why do you give me something, so you can exchange gifts. You think, are you too stingy if I always give you something?"
There are two things that Su Ling gave him, a pink doll rabbit worth two dollars and two coins worth two dollars.
The total value is four yuan, and he still saves it like a treasure.
Su Ling said, "Can you please don't want yours?" She didn't want to exchange it, so Qin Xiao wouldn't give it to her, and she didn't have to give it to him.
Qin Xiao was a little helpless, but his eyebrows were smiling: "No, I've waited for you for the middle of the night, are you so cruel?"
Su Ling felt a little soft-hearted when she thought of his cold hands just now. She wanted him not to come in the future. However, Qin Xiao would definitely not listen. She didn't feel suffocating now. Except for the sadness that her grandmother passed away, the rest of her psychological pressure was gone.
Su Ling didn't want to force the ruthless and selfish Qin Xiao back in one sentence.
She thought carefully: "But I'm not prepared." Although she couldn't say she was poor, she really didn't have any gifts.
"Then can I give it to you tomorrow?"
He knew she had nothing, and his voice was low: "Is it okay now? I have to leave early tomorrow morning, and there is still something to do with the company."
Su Ling couldn't deny that she was happy to hear him leaving and breathed a sigh of relief.
It was easy to say anything else, she said softly: "But I was not prepared."
His eyes were filled with smiles, and there was a desire for strange light. Su Ling inexplicably understood his eyes.
Qin Xiao was about to say, "Why kiss me?"
As a result, Su Ling quickly turned her head and took it out from her small bag.
Then she took out an apple and stuffed it into Qin Xiao's hand, looking at him with a gaze: "Then, then give this to you." She was actually doing bad things. This apple was given by Dong Xu wholesale, and everyone in the crew had a share. Her face turned red and her heartbeat was faster.
But she only has this one.
Qin Xiao: "..." He lowered his head and for a while, Su Ling whispered: "I heard that eating apples on Christmas Eve can bring peace and safety in the future."
She felt guilty and had a moist light in her eyes. She turned her head and didn't dare to look at him. Her ears were also red.
Qin Xiao's eyes warmed up: "Okay."
Su Ling felt even more guilty. Naturally, he didn't know that it was Dong Xu's. If he knew, it would be over.
Su Ling finally did something bad and was a little uneasy: "Then I'll leave."
She just touched the handle, and Qin Xiao narrowed his eyes, with a bit lazy tone: "Lingling is so good to me? Have you prepared an apple long ago?"
Su Ling: "..."
Qin Xiao understood, he smiled and looked at her playfully: "Who gave you this to me, so perfunctory?"
Su Ling wanted to cry, but she didn't dare to say it was Dong Xu. It was quite terrible. She wouldn't give it to him if she had known it. She didn't dare to look at him and lowered her head: "Tang Zi gave it to him."
He lifted her chin with one hand and said, "Let me." His cold fingers touched her warm skin.
Su Ling doesn't mean him.
Qin Xiao chuckled: "Su Ling, blushing."
She didn't say anything, feeling ashamed and annoyed.
Qin Xiao's tone was lazy: "Tang Zi, huh?"
Su Ling didn't dare to answer him anymore.
His cell phone turned around in his hand, and there was Tang Zi's message in it, and there was also a phone call. A innocent little girl like Su Ling would not even lie. He could easily expose her, but he could not, because Su Ling would not like him to control everything around her.
If she finds out that she is by her side, she will inevitably hate him again.
But it is not difficult to guess who gave it to Apple.
He spoke lazily: "Did Dong Xu give it?"
She raised her eyes and looked a little embarrassed and pitiful.
Fuck! It's true.
Qin Xiao wanted to throw this thing away, and he felt a little angry. However, he pretended well and did not reveal any emotions he shouldn't have.
Su Ling looked at him nervously for a while, and found that Qin Xiao was lowered and did not look like he was still alive. He breathed a sigh of relief.
She said softly: "I'm sorry, I only have this on me. If you mind, I'll make it up for you in a few days."
Qin Xiao sneered in his heart, with his hand pulled back, and his tone was calm: "Don't mind."
He put the apple casually and said, "Go back to sleep."
She nodded and got out of the car.
The car window lowered, and his cold side face showed up, chasing her back. Qin Xiao suddenly asked, "Lingling."
She paused and looked back at him.
He asked her without arguing, "Do you really want me to be safe?"
She was stunned for a moment, for some reason why he suddenly asked such a question, Qin Xiao sneered: "I know myself. In fact, is it better for you if I die?"
Her fingers tightened.
In fact... when she hated him the most, she had hoped that he would die. She had no idea of living at that time. When she hated this person to the extreme, she wanted him to disappear from this world.
In her two lives, almost all the strongest feelings were given to him, even if it was hatred.
But when he asked this, she suddenly felt sad.
Qin Xiao really did nothing in his life.
He even kept helping her, and Su Ling had a clear smile in her heart, clearly writing about his good deeds.
She knew he was trying to change.
She finally answered him: "No.
Qin Xiao smiled, his tone soft: "Lingling."
His eyes were facing each other, and his eyes were gentle: "I know I'm not good, I have nothing, and my temper is bad. But I can change it. If you dislike me, I'm not as talented as Dong Xu, I have time to learn slowly. I can change my temper. If I really get better, will you like me at all?"
The lights are warm and yellow, and they are dotted on her body.
She suddenly felt a little helpless.
Qin Xiao said: "If you don't want to answer, you don't need to answer. It doesn't matter if you want me to die. If I live, I will love you well." He smiled, "It doesn't matter if I die, it doesn't matter. At least it will be a good thing for you."
Live one day, love you one day.
So in fact, although he is indifferent to life and death, he still wants to live well. When she is there, the world is sunny.
He loves this sunny world.
Her eyelashes were trembling violently, and she finally ran back to the hotel in panic.
Qin Xiao had a long time, and finally glanced at the apple. His eyes were dim and unclear, and he didn't die so easily. He could only regret that he could not help her fulfill her wish.
At six o'clock the next morning, Su Ling received a call from Qin Xiao.
"I'm going back to City B. Now I'm around the corner of the hotel. I'll give you the gift. Will I be able to come down?"
Su Ling didn't have the habit of sleeping in, so she got up.
"Wait for me."
When she went downstairs, the surrounding bun shop had already opened.
City m City is barren and has a wide terrain. It snowed all night last night, and a thick layer was accumulated on the ground, and the world was covered with silver.
The breakfast shop is steaming.
To be continued...