Alvin looked inside the "Cradle of Life" and poked out two pencil-thick probes.

This thing spits out some kind of nanomaterial like a 3D printer, quickly repairing the damage in Yelena's body.

It is not simply "printing" flesh and blood, but using some advanced technology to deceive human cells into treating nanomaterials as "same kind".

Although in the end the body tissue is still replaced with some kind of plastic-like thing, there will definitely be no rejection reaction.

Although this thing will completely destroy the skills of masters like Lin Shaoqing, for ordinary people, it is definitely a life-saving artifact.

The only flaw is that Dr. Zhou has not yet found a way to completely replace human internal organs, and can only perform simple flesh and blood repairs...

Seeing that the "Cradle of Life" was beginning to take effect, Alvin nodded with relief, then walked to the pool and washed his bloody hands.

Natasha's state was very strange. The super agent seemed to have been hit hard and completely lost her usual sense of ease.

Alvin washed his hands, then walked to Natasha, hesitated, and said: "This little girl survived..."

If she is my sister or something, you can rest assured!"

As he spoke, Alvin looked at Natasha who had recovered slightly, and he frowned and said, "Tell me what's going on?

Even if she is your sister, you look too bad now!"

Natasha acted like a fragile woman at this time. She stared with red eyes and said a little absently: "We came to find me!"

As she spoke, Natasha, who was sitting on the chair, raised her head and glanced at Alvin. As if she was lost in memories, she said in a straight, numb tone: "I used to be a member of the 'Red House'.

We believed that by dedicating ourselves, we could bring peace to the country!

We voluntarily become "tools" and completely dedicate ourselves...

I have killed many people, deceived many people, and hurt many more people...

Until I received a mission to go to Budapest...

It was then that I realized that many of the things I had done in the past were just fighting for the rights of certain specific people.

What those want is not a clear-headed agent, but a killer who obeys orders.

I killed Doctors Without Borders because he was the enemy of the Soviet Union...

I detonated a bomb in a building because there were enemies of the Soviet Union inside...

It wasn't until they ordered me to destroy an orphanage that I realized those people never wanted peace.

When I was about to be executed, it was Hawkeye who saved me...

She told me that I could do something right!

So I joined S.H.I.E.L.D. and was doing the same job as before.

I work hard, try hard to protect the world, and try hard to forget the dark past.

But the 'past' still came to visit..."

As she spoke, Natasha looked at Alvin, who had a baffled expression, and said with a wry smile: "I used to think that everything I did was right...

But as I fell deeper and deeper into it, I began to feel that life shouldn't be like this.

Isn’t it ironic that Black Widow wants to be a ‘good guy’?

Even now, I dare not face my past...

Because I’m not sure whether everything I did at that time was ‘right’ or ‘wrong’.

My professional instinct tells me that these are what I should do...

But I always wake up from nightmares...

So I betrayed my past self!

Just because my heart is no longer peaceful!

It was Hawkeye who helped me find a new target, and SHIELD gave me a place to stay.

I feel like I have found my family..."

After hearing this, Alvin shook his head in confusion. He could not understand Natasha's feelings.

From what she said, she seemed to have some strange feelings about the "red house".

This is not surprising, after all, she is a super agent who came out of that place.

But her conflicted and overwhelmed look made Alvin feel a little incredible.

It's obvious that Natasha doesn't need to be afraid of the "Red Room" now, but the fear she shows is very real.

This is not the emotion a super agent should have...

The current Natasha made Alvin suddenly think of Lin Shaoqing, who single-handedly destroyed Kunlun.

However, although the man was struggling internally, he was not lazy at all when he was working.

Looking at Natasha with tears streaming down her face...

Alvin frowned and thought for a long time, and then he realized that the "red house" was actually "home" to Natasha...

It's the place where the dark, numb self lives.

She betrayed her "home" because of her little kindness!

And it was precisely because of the kindness in her heart that Natasha hated her past experiences.

That way of not daring to face her past is very consistent with her behavior of escaping.

Betray your family, break away from your family, find a new job...

If this was a person with a cold personality, it would be impossible for him to feel pain for what he had done in the past.

Alvin suddenly realized that he seemed to have been wrong about Natasha...

Wrapped in a veneer of force and cunning, is actually a kind soul.

It's just that she "disguised" so well that she even forgot her true appearance.

At this time, Alvin began to realize that Natasha was not just a cunning and changeable super agent as he thought.

She also values ​​her family...

After SHIELD was disbanded, Natasha had many other options.

But not only did she not give up on Nick Fury and the others who were like street rats, she also acted as a liaison officer.

Gave them the most important intelligence support...

She is dedicating all her strength to those who gave her warmth when she was confused.

This female agent who looks strong and cunning actually has a warm side that ordinary people can't understand.

She left the side of herself that she least wanted to face in the "past"...

Now her "past" comes to visit...

Alvin is not Natasha. He has not experienced it, so he cannot truly understand Natasha's complex emotions now.

Just like a child from a family of thieves, he has made a living by stealing with his parents since he was a child, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong with that.

But one day, the child stole a patient's medical expenses and caused the patient to die in pain.

A little kindness is awakened in the child, and a well-meaning person convinces him to break away from his past.

So the child cut off his connection with the "past" and forgot that he was once a disgusting thief.

Until the "past" comes to the door...

Face the "past" and admit that you were once a disgusting "thief"...

These are actually not easy, not for anyone.

The most ironic thing is that only good people feel pain because of their "past".

Compared to the old executioner in "Church" who has no sense of guilt at all...

Black Widow is actually a good person?

Alvin suddenly shook his head in a funny way and said: "It's hard for me to imagine that Natasha Normanov would become like this!

I was originally going to ask you to help me carry out a mission in Moscow...

If you are really that afraid of the ‘Red Room’, forget it!”

As he spoke, Alvin looked at Natasha who was covering her face and didn't know what she was thinking. He smiled and said: "If the 'past' makes you feel painful, you should smash it..."

Especially when your ‘past’ is actually Hydra!

Sometimes it's hard for me to understand you agents.

Because your sense of right and wrong is very vague, those trainings made you forget that you are actually a ‘human being’.”

Natasha hugged her arms and said softly: "I'm not afraid of the 'Red Room', I'm not even afraid of death..."

What I’m afraid of is the past me!

Everyone will know what kind of person Natasha Nomanov was and how many disgusting things she did.
To be continued...