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Chapter 431 If you lose control of life(1/2)

"So as long as a psychotherapist has a smooth tongue, he can be invincible?" Fang Ming complained coldly.

"I can't say that, but I have to say that what you said is not wrong. However, language itself is an art and a science, such as "Linguistics", "Semantics", and "Pragmatics"

, "General Linguistics", "Cognitive Linguistics", "Language, Truth and Logic", "Phonetics and Phonology", "Syntax" and Chomsky's "Thoughts and Ideals", "Chinese Morphology"

Science", "Representation and Meaning", "Statistics in Language Research"

Fang Ming looked at Muchun, as if this was an infinite loop player. If he didn't press the pause button, he could keep talking.

"Okay, okay, I admit defeat." Fang Ming raised his hands above his head in a gesture of surrender. "I admit it, and I discovered that I am really a person who can't talk."

After Fang Ming finished speaking, he sighed.

Muchun also stopped, walked behind Fang Ming and gently closed the door of the clinic.

"You can't be so cautious," Fang Ming laughed, feeling a little better.

"Well, I think before listening to a rising surgical star in Haihai City talk about his concerns, it is best to isolate himself and not let others listen. In case a patient passes by and hears a surgeon

He has so little confidence in himself, and maybe he will also lose confidence in his own treatment." After Mu Chun finished speaking, he also made a cup of coffee for Fang Ming, thinking that Fang Ming might need it.

"Thank you." Fang Ming stretched out his hand to take the coffee. He didn't know whether it was because the cup was slightly hot or something else, but Mu Chun found that Fang Ming's hand was trembling slightly.

"Fang Ming" Mu Chun blurted out.

Fang Ming realized that Muchun was talking about the problem of his hand shaking, and quickly shook his head, "It's okay, don't worry, it's just a problem in your heart."

"That's right." Muchun said.

Looking at Fang Ming's thoughtful face, Mu Chun could also imagine what was going on.

Fang Ming blew on the coffee again and again, trying to speak several times but then swallowing it back.

Obviously Fang Ming wanted to talk, but didn't know how to speak.

When patients talk about their desires but don't know how to start, psychosomatic therapists can definitely help them.

Mu Chun generally knew what Fang Ming was worried about recently. Fang Ming had already told Mu Chun about it after receiving patients at Zhinan Affiliated Medical Center last time. Now what appeared in Mu Chun's mind were all difficult to let go.

Words that make people relax, [pancreatic cancer], [professor], [time is tight].

Muchun decided that he would jump into the topic directly, so he said, "Has there been any change in the professor's situation?"

Fang Ming glanced at Muchun gratefully, "I didn't expect you to still remember, I thought..."

Mu Chun smiled slightly, and Fang Ming also smiled. Mu Chun sighed, "Anyone who hears about that matter will be worried, so I remember it, even though I don't remember it very clearly, it's been a few days.

,How is the professor's current situation?"

Fang Ming shook his head, "There is no such thing as a miracle. Our work is so unreasonable. Although there is no such thing as a miracle in medicine, most of the time we always know very well that the condition will

How to develop, right?”

Muchun nodded, surgical work indeed requires this kind of certainty.

This kind of certainty is needed when formulating treatments, diagnosing conditions, and performing surgeries. If everything is uncertain, then where does treatment begin?

There are some exceptions in the psychosomatic department. Sometimes the entire process of treatment for many things, from the beginning to the end of treatment, may be constantly changing, lacking obvious certainty, but this does not mean that treatment cannot be carried out.

This cannot be the case in surgery. If there are indications for surgery or there are no indications for surgery, we should not be confused about whether there are indications for surgery or not. Everything must be as clear as possible. Doctors should be clear, patients should be clear, and family members should be clear.

Only then can we ensure that the surgery is reasonable, the treatment is meaningful, and the family members take care of the patient in an orderly manner in a way that is useful to the patient's body.

"Doctors should really know how the disease will develop. Basically, they should have a clear mind," Mu Chun said.

Fang Ming turned the cup and said, "But sometimes patients may not be able to understand. Although the professor himself was once a doctor, he still has some luck with this matter."

"It's human nature to be lucky," Mu Chun said.

"Well, I know, I think I know, I just didn't handle this matter well." Fang Ming said with some annoyance.

It happened last night. The professor invited Fang Ming to have dinner with him. He said that since they hadn’t seen each other for a long time, he should not just focus on his illness, but also talk about other fun things, such as what fun things happened at work and whether he had any plans to study abroad. The professor said

He can help arrange everything.

But whenever he talked about topics related to the future, the professor's good mood would stop abruptly. Then seeing Fang Ming not saying a word, he began to comfort Fang Ming, "It's okay. Look, theoretical physicist Richard

De Feynman was also very remarkable in his life. Not only did he achieve great results in theoretical physics, but he was also a pioneer in the field of quantum computing. In addition, he also helped investigate the Challenger space shuttle accident. He was also a keen to educate the younger generation.

The imparter of knowledge who imparted the joy of physics wrote the "Feynman Lectures on Physics" which influenced generations of students.

I remember that I once taught a student. In the first class of the semester, the student raised his hand and asked me, "Is medicine more amazing or physics?"

I really couldn’t laugh or cry at that time.”

"Yes, I remember." Fang Ming certainly remembered that student. He was also sitting below in that class. The student who raised his hand to ask the professor a question was named Wang Hao. This question was not a weird one. This Wang Hao was

The most amazing thing I did during college was to use a bunch of materials from the laboratory to make a high-energy electromagnetic gun in the dormitory, and also made the high-energy electromagnetic gun sing an ode to joy.

In the end, classmate Wang Hao's dream came true, he gave up medicine, and passed the IT exam with his terrifying intelligence and admirable physical strength. He may still be studying for a doctorate now, which is probably the fifth year of his doctorate.

Fang Ming understood why the professor mentioned Feynman's example. One day after Feynman retired, he followed his friend's example of running. After returning home from the run, he found something was wrong with his body and there was a very obvious lump in his abdomen.

Feynman was very calm and sensitive. He went to the hospital for examination the next day. The story with the professor was somewhat imaginary. He noticed something was wrong and went to the hospital for examination immediately.

The test results were not satisfactory. The physicist who became a household name after Einstein and Bohr suffered from cancer.

Even more unfortunately, Feynman suffered from two rare cancers in his later years, namely liposarcoma and macroglobulinemia. Finally, after fighting cancer for ten years, Feynman passed away in Los Angeles at the age of 69.

The professor's story about Feynman actually focused not on the two cancers he unfortunately contracted, but on the fact that Feynman lived for at least ten years.

Fang Ming chose a Chinese restaurant. The professor had not returned to China for many years. Although there were Chinese restaurants abroad, the Chinese food tasted more authentic when he returned home.

When the professor has a good appetite, eating some food he likes is an important purpose that Fang Ming can think of for the two of them to have dinner together last night.

The professor indeed ordered a lot of dishes, including shredded eel in oil, sweet and sour pork ribs, boiled prawns, taro with scallion, braised pork with pickled vegetables, braised crucian carp, shepherd's purse tofu soup, white chopped chicken and a little warm rice wine.

"Is it too oily?" Fang Ming asked.

"Well, it is indeed very oily, but this is Yuanhai. This is the kind of dish that is made in Yuanhai. It is rich in oil and red sauce, and the deliciousness is unforgettable." The professor said.

It seemed to Fang Ming that the professor's eyes were very bright, because he had not yet suffered from severe jaundice, so the professor's skin color was not much different from that of a normal person. If he hadn't been told that he was a seriously ill patient, other people in the restaurant probably wouldn't have been able to tell.

"Let's eat today. If we have any competition, we'll talk about it tomorrow." Fang Ming raised his cup and poured a sip of hot rice wine from the teacher's small wine flask into his own transparent cup.

"Ah, yes, I also want to ask about other students' subsequent situations. You should all have good development." The professor seemed to be in a good mood.

In Fang Ming's impression, the professor has always been very insightful, a person who is powerful, decisive and able to implement many ideas based on his own ideas.

Such people are not only suitable for the scientific research circle, but also are very comfortable in the business world even if they are engaged in business.

In fact, Fang Ming himself is such a person, brave, powerful, decisive, with good control and perseverance.

Medical students originally need to be more tolerant in their studies, study hard, and have good physical fitness to cope with the overburdened hospital work after internship and first entering the hospital.

It can be regarded as heroes cherishing each other. Fang Ming admired the professor's qualities from the bottom of his heart.

The two chatted about some memories of their school days and how deceptive the layout of the school's restaurant was. Fang Ming said, "Has the professor discovered that our school's restaurant is really unique? When I went to the cafeteria for the first time,

Someone told me that our school has a Western restaurant. I was very happy. I thought that I would eat a piece of steak because I had to work so hard. If I start dissecting, I might not be interested in the bloody meat anymore. It is better to replenish my physical strength before that.

Then I went to look for the Western restaurant. I walked all the way to the small auditorium in the east but still couldn't find the Western restaurant. I went back to the dormitory unhappily to question my roommate. My roommate made a joke and I said, eh? Fang Ming, the Western restaurant.

How do you go east? Of course the western restaurant is on the west side of the school, behind the western basketball court.

The next day I walked honestly to the Western Basketball Court. I walked for a while carrying a thermos bottle and saw a Chinese restaurant. I thought, our school has good food. There are several restaurants with a lot of Chinese and Western flavors.

, then I walked for a while and saw a very small restaurant called Nan Restaurant.

At that time, I panicked, wondering if there was an east restaurant in this Chinese restaurant, a men's restaurant, then this western restaurant might not be a place to eat steak at all, but a restaurant on the west side."

The professor laughed heartily after hearing this, and he could not tell that he was a patient at all.

"I'm just like you. I was very troubled when I first arrived at medical school. I was young at that time and liked to eat Western food. So I walked and walked and saw the North Restaurant. When I saw the North Restaurant, I understood. That Western food

The restaurant must mean Western, but the mutton steamed buns in the Western restaurant taste pretty good. I really want to try it. Do you think there is a chance to go there in the future? Let’s go to school for a walk next time. It’s too cold now, and the school is also

It’s time for vacation, let’s wait until late autumn to see the ginkgo trees all over the ground. It must be very beautiful, and the golden campus will make people nostalgic.”

After hearing what the professor said, Fang Ming probably understood what he meant, so he said in a strange way, "Ah, there are no absolutes in everything. Maybe there will be a chance."

Fang Ming didn't notice anything at that time, but he seemed to vaguely hear the teacher sigh for a moment, and then the conversation between the two stopped for a while.

Only then did Fang Ming realize that he might have said something wrong. The professor was a doctor and he knew very well what the doctor meant. The professor must have thought that Fang Ming meant that this disease should be insurmountable.

The professor later asked Fang Ming if he had read a book titled "When Breath Becomes Air". The author of this book, Paul Callanish (pl), was no longer alive when the readers read his book.

.Paul received double degrees in English Literature and Human Biology from Stanford University in the United States, a master's degree in history and philosophy of science from the University of Cambridge in the United Kingdom, and a doctorate in medicine from Yale University in the United States with honors. He will soon be appointed professor of surgery at Stanford School of Medicine.

And ran his own research laboratory. That year, Paul, who was about to reach the peak of his life, was suddenly diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. Since then, he began to record the rest of his life as a doctor and a patient, reflecting on the relationship between medical treatment and

human nature.

The professor said that Paul did not give up life, nor his work as a neurologist. He lived hard and strong until the last moment, and wrote down all his feelings and insights.

Like Feynman, Feynman once said that in those painful moments, when helping someone solve their mathematical difficulties, he would devote himself wholeheartedly to thinking about the problem, what disease and what pain during that time,

He had forgotten all his fears.

During that time, Feynman was a completely normal and extremely normal person.

Why did the professor tell these stories, why did he invite Fang Ming to the restaurant for dinner, and why did he ask Fang Ming if we would go back to campus together in the fall to see the fallen ginkgo trees.

After returning home, Fang Ming tossed and turned in bed, feeling more and more uneasy. He always felt that his answer might be too imprudent, but he didn't know how to answer at that time.
To be continued...
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