"Yes, that's true. It applies to both the elderly and children. We in the bureau often call each other teachers. The word "teacher" does not distinguish gender or age."

Liu Yiming tried to understand.

"Yes, this is probably the biggest reason. I preconceived the appearance of the person on the forum at the beginning. Then after I learned that this teacher was at Jingyi University, I went to listen to a few classes of Teacher Muchun.

Although it is a club course open to the public, his image and the image of the person on the forum naturally fit together as the same person in my mind.

Then, I became more and more convinced that it was the teacher! The person who helped me was Teacher Muchun! I almost had no doubts."

"Wait a minute, on the forum nine years ago, you found a teacher on it and got help. Sisi, you were in middle school at that time. What would you need help from a teacher in the physical and mental department?

"

Liu Yiming thought that he had known Chu Sisi since he was a child, and there was nothing he needed to hide from each other. He was a person with no secrets in front of Chu Sisi, or even in the Chen family. Perhaps Jiang Feng was his biggest secret.

Well, now Chu Sisi knows about it and has become Chu Sisi’s friend~

But what about Chu Sisi? Listening to what she said tonight, she should have known Mu Chun in middle school? No, she had sought help from a psychosomatic doctor in middle school.

Oh my god, Chu Sisi, your lofty and carefree middle school life is what many girls dream of.

There are drivers to pick you up and drop off when you go to school, there are professional athletes to train with you when you learn tennis, you have personal guidance from music school professors when you sing, and your painting teacher is Professor Zhang Yang from the Academy of Fine Arts. They wear the most expensive clothes and eat the best food. The Chen family is a real place to talk and laugh.

Hongru, there are no white people in his dealings.

Why does Chu Sisi still have any problems that need the help of a psychosomatic doctor?

Liu Yiming couldn't figure it out. Not to mention that Liu Yiming was completely confused after knowing about this matter. I'm afraid if the two fathers, Chen Weiwei or Chu Xiaofeng, knew that in addition to them, their daughter also wanted a third father.

~You can vomit blood face to face.

"Have you ever asked Uncle Chu about this matter? Whether it is the forum founded by Mu Xiao or Mu Chun, since they are both students of Professor Chu, he may be very aware of this matter."

Chu Sisi shook her head. Her illness had always been a secret. It happened secretly and was cured secretly. Only she and the teacher knew about this process.

No one at home can know.

Family members are the last people to know.

"My father may or may not know, but I really didn't ask him. Until I asked my father for help in getting into a psychiatric internship, my father didn't ask me the reason.

Dad is a person who understands the world around him very well. Yi Ming may not be familiar with my father, a professor. Dad has a special temperament. He always seems to understand very well, and will not tell the truth or say anything unnecessary.

If so, this kind of understanding is particularly gentle and generous.”

"I~ probably understand."

Liu Yiming really didn't understand.

"So my father listened to my idea and agreed. At that time, there was no particularly good choice. I couldn't let me go to a large hospital like Jingyi Affiliated to work with my father, so it was natural for me to come to Huayuanqiao Hospital and follow Mu

Teacher Chun learned the psychosomatic treatment method. During the whole process, I never doubted that the person in front of me was not the same person as the person on the forum. Although there have always been some weird things occasionally, I would explain it as because of myself.

I never said it was the girl who asked for help on the forum."

"You thought you were in the dark, that you were hiding part of the truth, so there was a reason for some of the weird situations on the teacher's side, such as when you mentioned the forum and he didn't understand what you were talking about at all.

The reason is that the teacher does not know that you have asked him for help on the forum.

The real situation between the two of you is that you both believe that treatment is a very private secret that should not be discussed with others, so you both pretend not to know."

"Yes, I have always thought so. I even told the forum story several times, but the teacher still didn't respond. He hid it too well. At that time, I thought that the psychotherapist was too secretive in keeping secrets. Harsh and serious.

Now that I think about it, I may have made a mistake that I ignored at the beginning, and then this mistake lasted for nearly ten years.

It’s not a matter of keeping a secret at all, it’s Teacher Muchun who probably doesn’t know about this forum at all, and that email address doesn’t belong to the teacher, and the person who helped me through emails during that time is not Teacher Muchun at all.”

"It sounds like this does explain everything. It even explains the disappointment and frustration you sometimes feel towards Teacher Muchun. In his opinion, it may be completely inexplicable."

"Yes." Chu Sisi admitted.

When she thought about all this in the attic of Jiang Feng's house, Chu Sisi felt sad and sad, as well as a lot of shame and regret.

How could such a mistake be made.

But now, she felt a sudden sense of clarity, just like when a car comes out of a tunnel and sees a vast sea in front of her.

"Let's go for a drive along the coast." Chu Sisi suggested.

Liu Yiming nodded happily, as long as you are happy.

"Actually, I feel very good now, and Dr. Mu's treatment is really brilliant, and the people on that forum are really awesome."

"Why did you say that suddenly?" Liu Yiming asked.

"I guess Dr. Mu knows part of me. Maybe it's what he mentioned in his notes before. Patients transfer their desires to the doctor. For example, I may have transferred my expectations for my father and teacher to Teacher Mu Chun. "

"Is this the expectation you have for your father and teacher?" Liu Yiming asked timidly.

"Yes, of course, you can't tell. I am clearly a girl who has the happiness that many people desire but can't get, but I am still so dissatisfied. I even pretend to be a teacher and a father. It is really a disgrace to people's hearts. It’s not as good as a snake swallowing an elephant.”

"No, no, it's not that exaggerated. What everyone wants in their heart may not be exactly the same as what the world gives them. I don't know anything about psychosomatics, but I understand intuitively that it may be like this. We think What we want may not be commensurate with what is given to us.”

"Are you saying you don't like the girls who chase you?" Chu Sisi suddenly joked.
Chapter completed!