A month later, Li Xiaoxiao resigned and stayed at home all day without going out. Li Xiaoxiao's mother started to get really worried. Seven aunts and eight aunts came to the door, but she could only ask Li Xiaoxiao to stay in her room and not go out.

Although she was in the room, Li Xiaoxiao could clearly hear the conversation between her mother and relatives in the living room.

To put it bluntly, Shen Ming was promising, and Xiaoxiao's job was probably found by Shen Ming.

It is better to get married later. Your daughter can spend more time with you. You are so lucky.

When Li Xiaoxiao just broke up with Chu Shenming, she didn't feel that there was anything difficult to live with. On the contrary, the next week she went on a short trip with her new boyfriend and posted a message that only Chu Shenming could see.

As a result, Chu Shenming seemed not to notice it at all and completely disappeared from her world.

Although my new boyfriend also likes Li Xiaoxiao, within less than half a month, he feels that Li Xiaoxiao treats him as his previous boyfriend and buys clothes and bags. The boyfriend probably can’t stand it anymore, so he looks for Li Xiaoxiao.

I broke up with an excuse.

Since then, Li Xiaoxiao went to bed at midnight every day and didn't get up until noon the next day, ate something casually and continued sleeping again.

Did you come to Huayuanqiao Hospital because your mother said you should either go find Chu Shenming? If you don’t want to go, can your mother go and beg him for you?

How can such a thing be asked for?

When two people are together, they naturally like each other. If they are no longer together, there is no way for their mother to ask for help. Let alone her mother, Li Xiaoxiao herself has never thought about asking Chu Shenming.

But something went wrong. She was immersed in the habits of her past life. When she saw something delicious, she thought of eating it with Chu Shenming. When she saw a nice new bag bought by her colleague, she thought of sending a message to Chu Shenming.

When the movie came out, I wanted to ask Chu Shenming when he would go see the movie.

I wanted to weed the new restaurant, so I couldn't help but pick up my phone and send Chu Shenming a message.

In the past ten years, it has become a habit and dependence. On weekdays, it is just like taking the subway to and from get off work. I don’t pay too much attention to it. But suddenly one day the subway disappeared and I felt that I was not used to it. Gradually, Li Xiaoxiao thought of it again and again. After being forced to forget, he turned into Li Xiaoxiao who is now sitting in front of Muchun.

"Xiaoxiao, can you look at me and talk?"

Muchun stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Li Xiaoxiao a few times. Xiaoxiao's hair looked like it had not been washed for many days and was hanging greasy on the scalp. The eye circles were a little swollen, but the skin was very dry. There was some peeling at the corners of the mouth, which looked like vitamin deficiency.

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"Xiaoxiao?"

Muchun shouted again.

"Ah, Doctor Mu, I was distracted just now."

"Would you like anything to eat today?"

Muchun handed over a piece of soda cracker.

Li Xiaoxiao started eating.

"How is your diet lately? Do you overeat a little or stop eating at all?"

Xiaoxiao shook her head, "Sometimes I don't feel hungry at all, but if I eat, I can keep eating. Keep eating."

"Is there anything in particular you want to do?"

Li Xiaoxiao shook his head.

"How did you feel after taking the medicine last time? I want to prepare some nutritional supplements for you, nerve-nutrition and other medicines."

"Okay, the medicine from last time." Li Xiaoxiao paused for a while.

"You didn't eat, did you?"

Li Xiaoxiao nodded.

After returning home, Li Xiaoxiao forgot about taking the medicine, or she didn't remember prescribing the medicine at all.

"Do you want to discuss it with Chu Shenming?"

Li Xiaoxiao's eyes suddenly flashed with sadness, and then dimmed again.

"No, I guess I'm just used to it and can't get out of it."

"I'm glad to hear you say that."

"Eh? Why are you happy?"

Li Xiaoxiao looked at Muchun blankly.

"I'm going to ask you a few questions next, Xiaoxiao. You know very well that you and Chu Shenming have passed, right?"

Xiaoxiao nodded, yes, she knew very well, and she had never thought about starting over. After all, they were separated, and she also had a new relationship, which started suddenly and ended suddenly.

"Are you not motivated or interested in doing anything?"

"Yes, basically."

"If you use [0 points], [1 points], [2 points], and [3 points] to represent [not at all], [occasionally a few days], [many days], [almost every day], you can understand what I mean.

Do you mean it?"

Xiaoxiao thought for a while and nodded.

"Have you ever felt down, depressed or hopeless?"

Xiaoxiao counted 1 point with her fingers.

"Trouble falling asleep, restless sleep, or excessive sleep?"

Xiaoxiao scored 3 points.

"Fatigue or lack of energy."

3 points.

"Loss of appetite or eating too much."

3 points.

"Feeling bad about yourself or feeling like a failure or letting yourself or your family down."

3 points.

"Trouble focusing on things, such as reading a book or watching TV."

2 minutes.

"Moves or speaks too slowly for others to notice, or on the contrary is irritable or restless, moving around more than usual."

1 point.

"The thought of dying or harming yourself in some way."

0 marks.

Muchun breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Very good, Xiaoxiao, you did a great job."

"Really? I find it interesting and frustrating to hear these questions."

"Can you tell me more specifically? Xiaoxiao, I hope you understand that I am very happy and grateful that you can come here to see me."

"Why did the doctor say what? Don't you think I'm here to cause trouble? Because of Chu Shenming's matter."

"I care more about your feelings, Xiaoxiao. If you have a knot in your mind about love, I will accompany you to slowly untie it, okay?"

Xiaoxiao burst into tears. The tears blurred her vision. She turned her head and saw her tears dripping on the dark green dress, turning into a deep mark.

"I must have relied on my past life."

"Everyone depends on a certain kind of life, even a life with a certain person."

Muchun spoke very slowly, trying to make his voice neither too loud nor too soft.

He spoke slowly at a volume that Li Xiaoxiao could hear clearly, without too much emotion and without appearing too calm and indifferent.

Sound is sometimes a weapon, like a knife, that can cut through people's protective layers, and everyone has his own protective layer.

That is the skin outside the skin, which is transparent, colorless, invisible, and odorless. But everyone is different. If this protective layer is violated, the person inside will feel uneasy, panic, resist, or escape and retreat.

No matter which one it is, Mu Chun doesn't want it to happen.
Chapter completed!