Chapter 827 Night talk in the ward (3)
Chapter 827 The Ward Night Talk (3)
"I've heard of a disease called post-war psychological syndrome. This person should have a disease like this."
Gu Yanzhi whispered: "People with this disease will have a major change in personality, emotional separation, insomnia, excessive alertness, and frightened."
"I am a top student at Peking University, and I know a lot."
"Stop mocking me."
Gu Yanzhi urged: "Continue to talk."
“He trembled and opened the eighth letter, the last letter.
Brother Jindewu: Today is July 10th. Do you still remember July 10th ten years ago? I believe that you and I will never forget this day. I said retribution, and today is the day of retribution. Back then, we guarded Kunzhou, and there were only 5,000 soldiers and 20,000 people in the city. We had sufficient food preparations, but we didn’t expect that the Anshi rebels were more fully prepared.
Finally two years have passed, and we ate all the food in the siege, including all the mice, cats, dogs, and even war horses. We ate all the food we could eat. The whole city was hungry. In this way, in less than ten days, Kunzhou City would be destroyed without attacking and Suiyang was already lost. If we were finished, the rebels would march straight into the Yangtze and Huai areas, and the Tang Dynasty would be over.
We will never forget that I cooked a pot of meat for you that day. You were all surprised where the meat came from. I didn't say it, but just let you taste it first. You ate it, you ate it very fragrant, you said it was the best meat in your life. Finally, I told you that it was Yuexiang's meat. You all vomited, and then, you all cried, and you big men shed tears like women.
Yes, I killed Yuexiang with my own hands. The moonlight was bright that day, Yuexiang was still beautiful and charming. Although she had not had a grain of rice in three days. I held a knife in my hand, and I stood in front of her and looked at her for a long time, but I didn’t have the courage after all. My knife fell to the ground, I gave up, and I decided to die with her.
But the extremely smart Yuexiang saw my intention to hold the knife. She said to me softly, "Kill me, women are useless to war, kill me, eat my meat, I will starve to death. It's better to die in the hands of my lover, let my body enter your body, and let me become a part of you. From then on, we will never be separated. Come on, do it, like a man, if you are still my husband, do it."
No, I couldn't do it, but Yuexiang snatched the knife and she stabbed the knife into her own heart. She smiled and died at me with a smile, with the knife still stuck in her chest.
At that time, I was in great pain and really wanted to die, but in the end I still couldn't control myself. I went crazy, and that night I was really crazy. I thought of the oath to guard Kunzhou to the death, and I dismembered Yuexiang.
I said, I went crazy that night, I loved her, so I dismembered her, and this is the reason, you will never understand this reason, because you don’t have that unforgettable love.
Her meat is full of fragrance and natural fragrance. She is a peerless beauty. Even if it turns into a pile of meat in a pot. I cooked her meat several large pots and ate one pot myself first. It tasted so beautiful. Then, I distributed the other pots to you. There are many ways to love someone. In that special situation, I think this is the most reasonable way.
Brother Jinde, you are next. After you finished crying, you immediately returned home, killed your wife and concubine, and cooked them into a pot of meat. So, all the generals and officers began to eat the meat of their families. Later, we simply locked up all the women in the city, with a total of about 10,000 people. We ate thirty every day, but none of the men in the city opposed it.
In order to support these women, we also arranged for women to eat them. Of course, they didn't know what they were eating and thought it was pork. So we survived nearly a year by relying on this method. Kunzhou was a terrifying world this year. Finally, we waited for reinforcements and Kunzhou was defended.
Ten years have passed, and I finally said these words. July 10th, today is July 10th, and I think this should be the last day of my life. Our sins are unforgivable. Oh my God, I saw Yuexiang, it was really her. She came with a smile. She came to take me out of this world. Brother Jinde, if you can receive this letter, it must be Yuexiang brought to you. Please don’t be afraid. Take care of it, Jinde, you must be careful - the revenge of the ghost."
Gu Yanzhi was stunned. She finally understood why Chen Liang just said that this script did not conform to the core values.
She could almost imagine that tragic scene.
"The sky gradually became brighter. After reading the letter, the man sat in a daze for a long time until the sun shone over the room and drove away the smell of the Tang Dynasty. He then rushed to the institute where his cousin was located.
My cousin had been waiting, and my cousin told him: Kunzhou did exist, Qian was a man and Kun was a woman. As the name suggests, Kunzhou was a city dominated by women. In the tenth year after the Anshi Rebellion, a huge disaster suddenly occurred in the whole city, and almost all men died. So the city became a dead city and was abandoned. Now there are only a pile of ruins in the fields, and no record has been left in history books. In fact, cannibalism happened in the besieged cities more than once in history.
Cousin, then, is there really a ghost?
No, there is no ghost that the secular considers at all. It is indeed the imagination of the governor. He has always felt a strong sense of guilt and has repented alone for ten years, his heart is filled with pain and longing for his lover. So spiritually he has hallucinations. The so-called ghost is actually himself, his alter ego.
Due to deep love, he and Yuexiang are both physically and spiritually integrated into one. Therefore, he said that Yuexiang is still alive by his side, but in fact he is himself. His spirit has been divided into two, which is the so-called dual personality. After writing the last letter, he died, and the cause of death is unknown. But for him, this is the best liberation.
So how did he die so many cats he raised? Is it also an illusion? And his comrades, including our ancestors, and men from all over Kunzhou, why did they die?
In the dark, there is a mysterious force that is manipulating, but it is not the ghost of revenge that we generally understand. Perhaps those cats were killed by themselves, and they were driven to repeat the terrifying behavior of that year through their subconscious mind. This is a typical case of dual personality. His normal personality when he wrote a letter was completely unaware of his behavior."
(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!