Chapter 188 Put it in your heart and save your expectations
Bai Chenxuan sat in a restaurant on the long street, holding his wine glass with his hands, thinking hard to break. In the past, he loved this position the most and looked down at the market. At this moment, he felt that nothing could touch his mind.
I accidentally recalled that when the little girl came to Fuguan, they had sat here. At that time, she was still very naive and naughty!
If you move, you will make him angry!
Now that I think about it, I love being angry with her too much!
Youqing turned to sit opposite him, looked at his stiff face, and couldn't help but sigh again.
Over the years, seeing him like this, he no longer knows how many times he has sighed.
"How? But have you seen her when you go back?" Seeing that the junior brother couldn't reply immediately, he had to hold up a cup and moisten his throat first.
After a long time, Bai Chenxuan dropped the cup beside his mouth and replied softly, "I saw it! But not in the mansion, but in the "Chonghan Temple"!"
"Can she enter the temple? I remember once, you pulled her by the arm and even more violent than her because of this!"
He raised the corner of his mouth with a self-deprecating mockery. It was more than that time that he had raped her over the years!
It's true that she took her away!
I suddenly remembered what he said to her when the Feng family was in trouble.
"Senior Brother~ Can you still take back what you said? Can you still keep the hearts you have hurt?"
"That depends on the other party, how he views it!"
She lowered her cheeks and had a very solemn expression, "Senior Brother! There must be a reason for you to say that you marry my elder brother! I have always told myself this way! But ~ she has always become my sister-in-law! The distance between us is farther than before!" If she wanted to marry someone else, he would definitely pull her back! Even if she had forgotten him, he would say everything and fight for it for the last time! Unfortunately, he had no chance to say it! "I'm very scared,
She gave up on me! I was hurt! That was why she decided to marry my elder brother! In order to make me regret it for the rest of my life!” In front of my senior brother, there was no need to hide it. He frowned, his eyes turned red in an instant, his lips and teeth were tugging, and his heart was so heartbroken, "Actually~ I hope it is like this! At least she hated me! I blamed me! But I was afraid that she was stupid because she fulfilled my senior sister and I were married! If this were the case, I would never feel at ease in my life!"
"I think no matter how stupid the Feng sister is, she will not use her marriage as a joke! If so, why didn't she choose Han Feng? You and I know how much Han Feng likes her very well! Why did she go to Fuguan to marry your elder brother?"
Since ancient times, the authorities have been confused and the bystanders are clear. Poor, the junior brother who has always seen through everything has also been trapped by love!
He couldn't understand this matter, so he was very surprised that day!
She took away the "Kong Yuanjing" because she was determined to save her second sister Feng Zhining, but why did she marry into the Bai family so suddenly?
"I can't figure it out! I dare not think about it either!" I felt my head exploding, as if I was poisoned, and my mind was surrounding her.
"I think you should ask your elder brother!" I really couldn't stand his appearance now. If it were someone else, he would have said, "If I had known this, why would it have been the case?"
But looking at him, I feel very distressed~ I'd better forget it!
After thinking for a while, Bai Chenxuan finally shook his head and turned to curl his lips, "Wait until we come back from the Domain!"
"The task assigned by Master is for me! I didn't ask you to follow me! You don't have to..."
"This trip is very dangerous, how can I let you go alone! If I still have the life to come back, I will ask my elder brother clearly! Just think it's~ to give up sooner!" He raised his hand and picked up the wine pot, filled the empty cup, put it on his lips, but stopped for a moment, "This is also a wish for me. Maybe when I encounter danger, I can hold on until the end."
Youqing raised his eyebrows and sighed helplessly, "Why do you want to torture each other like this? You obviously care about each other! But you can't get together?"
"It's just my fault. It's too late to turn back~" He pulled his eyes sadly, raised his head and drank the glass of wine. He was afraid that he would shed tears, which made the guests in the restaurant look at him making fun of him.
And he himself, in fact, had already made fun of himself countless times in his heart.
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Mo'an City
Su Qingci stood under the willow tree in the yard, staring silently. Suddenly, he heard footsteps coming from behind. He did not turn around, but still raised his head with his hands behind his back.
"This tree was planted by your mother by herself back then! Now it's already so tall."
"I still remember that my mother took me here to water it."
"Jinci..."
"My name is Su Qingci!" Su~ is A Niang's surname. Over the years, he has become accustomed to this name, and it may be difficult to change it again~
Although he accepted his father again, he still decided to forget the past.
But there is still a little gap between the father and son.
Two years ago, he only lived in this house for a few days before returning to Lingyun Sect.
They ~ have never had a good conversation.
"I know! You call me dad because you are filial! You are still angry with me~ I didn't take you home back then! You are not angry with me because I didn't go to find you! But you are angry with me. I know you are in Lingyun Sect, but I pretend not to know." How could I not understand my own son! Feng Jinglin slowly moved to his side and sighed, "I am very happy to know that you are in Lingyun Sect! But at that time, I recognized your master at one glance, the person who killed your mother back then! Remember! You were by my side when he hurt your mother."
"..." How could he forget that Ah Mother took him on the barren mountain and dodged everywhere.
At this moment, he seemed to understand that he had blamed his father for the wrong years.
"I think he also knew your identity and accepted you as his disciple. I don't recognize you, just because he was afraid that he would find your two sisters in accordance with your relationship!"
"It's me~ I blamed Dad for the wrong thing!" After hating for so long, it was not easy to change his words, but he still tried to slowly pull his mouth and whisper.
"You kid, you always hide your thoughts and look like your mother!" Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh again, "I thought ~ the mother is like me! I speak out in a blunt way and never keep things in my heart, but now, I realize that she is the one who looks the most like your mother!"
Yes! He also felt this!
Don't say anything else~ just talk about... her love for Bai Chenxuan.
...
A cool breeze fell outside the window, and Feng Feng sat in the carriage and blew a chill.
Bai Zhiqing, who was sitting beside him, turned to raise his hand and pulled the cloak on her shoulder for her.
Looking at her eyes, she still saw that she was quiet and had no expression.
Over the years, she has changed a lot. She was originally a playful and cute little girl, but now she has more sadness and less words in his eyes. She is calm beyond her age.
"Let's go back to Feng's mansion and just act in front of outsiders. Your elder brother Qingci has already arranged it, and we can go to the realm together tomorrow."
"Okay!" He twisted his lips lightly, leaving only the sound of breath flowing.
Chapter completed!