Xue Gao wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Some things are useless to say.

The light darkened again, and the scene of the past emerged again. This time, he did not speak. He stood quietly beside Xue Gao, hiding in the darkness, watching everything in the past, those established facts that had already happened.

It was still the same place, and the two people, but the light around them was brighter, brighter than many times before, and even the light was radiating from both of them.

Xue Gao felt a little strange. He wanted to ask him, but when he turned his head, he saw his eyes following Jianis. Xue Gao could see love from his eyes. He is part of Maijike. If Maijike loves Jianis, he also loves Jianis. However, Xue Gao didn't understand why he was unwilling to admit this love, why didn't he be unwilling to admit it? He was also Maijike?

...

"I didn't say that if you dare to come again, I will definitely kill you this time?" Maijike said harsh words, but there was no murderous intent when he looked at her.

However, Garnis ignored him, as if there was no one in front of her. She stepped into the library on her own, but she did not go far, and she didn't even get close to Maijike. She just stood by the window, stood in the library, and looked at Maijike without saying a word.

Maijike had never seen her like this before. He had only seen her twice, but he just felt that she was different from others, and that something was the same as himself.

At this moment, time was still, no one spoke, and no one said anything.

Until tears fell from the corners of Garnis's eyes, destroying all peace.

"Kill me! I'm fed up with all this." There was a hint of firmness in her crying voice. She was determined to die, but she didn't let her go.

The reason why Garnis appeared in this place again was because she wanted to die. She wanted to give up everything and leave. She had enough of everything. She no longer wanted to endure the pain anymore. So she appeared here. She thought Maijike would definitely kill her. She always believed so firmly. But Maijike changed and everything was different. She never thought that Maijike would not kill her. She could not guess that Maijike would leave her. She never thought that Maijike would actually ask her what was wrong?

"What's wrong with you? What happened?" Maijike walked towards her carefully.

Garnis did not expect it, so she subconsciously took a step back. In the face of Maijike's show of kindness, she was more incredible than being shocked.

Garness kept shook her head, as if doing so would make herself more awake, and as if such actions could make those false ingredients disappear.

"Kill me!" Garnis shook his head and begged Maijike. But Maijike was still indifferent. He did not take action, and he did not even have murderous aura.

"Why didn't you kill me?" Garness had tears in her eyes, but those tears did not fall. Her tone was no longer the same as before, she just begged, and more of a puzzlement and surprise.

However, when Maijike faced her surprise and doubt, he just smiled, "Why should I kill you?"

"Because... because you said that if I come again, you will definitely kill me." Garnis lowered his head and said nothing more. He seemed to be waiting for something, but compared to what she said before, what she was waiting for seemed to be leaving, or, it should be said that it was Maijike's attack and Maijike's death.

"If you want to die, you can die no matter what. Why do you want to come here? Just because I said that you will kill you again, I will kill you, so you come to seek death. To die, come here again. You are thinking too well. If you want to die, will I have to let you die? If you want me to kill you, will I have to kill you?" Maijike sneered, with anger in his words, and even his actions were a little aggressive, but he would not kill her.

Garness saw that he would not kill her. She lowered her head in disappointment and murmured in a low voice, "But I have had enough of this, I have had enough of all the pain, I want to leave, I want to give up everything, I need, die, and need death."

Even though Garnis's voice was very small, Maijiko still heard it without missing a word. He looked at her in surprise, with a very obvious aggression in his words, and even a hint of mockery, "If you want to die, you can die no matter what. There is no need to stay with me. As long as you want, you can."

Garness still didn't raise her head, but tears in her eyes fell uncontrollably.

After a while, she spoke, "Yes, as long as I want, I can always do it. But I can't, I can't."

"Why? Since you are determined to die, why can't you?"

"I can't die, I can't just leave like this. I can only bear those pains, bear those sins, and watch myself become unrecognizable little by little." Garness smiled bitterly, and then continued, "I should have died long ago. This body, this identity, and even me should not be alive, but I cannot settle myself, and even I cannot leave selfishly. I can only bear all the pain, do things that I don't want to do but have to do, and I will never be liberated. Do you know why I have to come here? Do you know why I want you to kill me?" Garness raised her head and looked at Maijiko, showing a sad smile.

Before Maijiko asked a question, Garnis continued, "Because I can feel at ease only here. From the beginning of this, only here can make me feel at ease. I think if I die at your hands, it might be a kind of happiness! At least when I die, I will not be what I hate, at least when I die, I can still be Garnis, the real Garnis."

Maijiko approached the direction where Garnis was, but he was still keeping a distance from her, but the atmosphere between the two had changed at this moment.

"Why do you say such words? What have you experienced?"

Garnis staggered Maijiko's eyes, her hands trembled unconsciously, as if she was working hard. She tried to make her tone sound normal and calm, but no matter how hard she tried, her words were still trembling.

"Today is my sister's day of worship. My sister died at my hands, and I killed my sister with my own hands. I love and I have always protected her."

Maijiko looked at Garnis. He wanted to say something to comfort her. He only said something to his mouth, but he couldn't say anything. Finally, he turned around and said coldly: "If you want to stay, stay!"

Garness looked up at his back in surprise without answering.

Time is still, everything stops at this moment.

This time, the picture did not disappear, and the light did not dim.

He walked to her side and looked straight at her. When he saw the tears at the corners of her eyes, he even reached out to wipe the tears for her. But his hand couldn't touch her. She was just a scene in the past, not really her. He knew it, but when he saw the tears at the corners of her eyes, he still couldn't help but stretch out his hand.

Xue Gao looked at his actions and asked softly: "Even if that's the case, are you still unwilling to admit that you love her?"

He didn't look back, his eyes kept staring at her, as if he wanted to imprint it in his head before he could stop, but he had imprinted her appearance in his mind a long time ago.

"So what if I admit it? What can I change? My love has no meaning to her. She doesn't know my existence, and I can't help her. I can never do anything. I can only hide in the dark and look at her, looking at her and him. It was like this in the past, and now it is like this. It can only be like this forever. It is just like this. This kind of love is not important or meaningless to her." He smiled bitterly, "Look, I can't even apply tears to her, but he can't see her tears. Even if he sees it, he doesn't know how to apply for her, and I can't touch her, and I can't touch her."

"But you love her, right?"

"Yes! I love her, I even love her more than him. Therefore, I hope she will die. She longs for death, she longs for liberation, she has had enough of everything, she is no longer her, she is tired of that self, since that is what she wants, why can't she satisfy her? I can never understand why he doesn't want her to die, why he has to resurrect her. Why can't he have no choice but to resurrect her because he can't live without her, why because she gave him hope, she has to resurrect her. She is so painful, she is that pain, why don't she help her, why don't she let her be free? Why? Why? Why?" He asked loudly, but there was no response around him except his questioning.

No one could answer his question, and no one could answer her answer.

After a while, he calmed down.

He looked at Garnis and murmured to himself, "I can't help you, and I can't stop him. I tried it, but I still failed. He was unwilling to kill you, nor did he let you go to die. In the end, I could only let him miss the best time to save you, but, but, I still couldn't stop him from saving you, and I still couldn't stop him from saving you."

Xue Gao looked at his appearance and felt a little reluctant to tell him the truth.

The scenes of the past dissipated little by little, and the figure of Garnis in front of him faded little by little, and finally disappeared completely.

Strangely, the light around did not disappear, but he stood in front of Xue Gao without moving.

Xue Gao felt a little strange, so he walked up and touched him gently, only to find that he had no reaction, as if he was frozen there.

This scene seems familiar.

Sure enough, the next second, a sound appeared in the air.

"Xue Gao, you have been staying for too long."

"Who are you? Who is there?"

"You don't need to know who I am? You just need to know how to get out of this place. Those memories and scenes are not important to you. That is the inner demon of Maijike, that is Maijike's obsession, and it has nothing to do with you. All you have to do is leave this place."

"Who are you? Why should I believe you?"

"You may not believe me, but have you forgotten Mu Zhen? Is Mu Zhen's life or death no longer important to you?"

When Xue Gao heard the name Mu Zhen, he suddenly became excited, "What's wrong with Mu Zhen?"

"Don't be excited, she's not so much yet? But if you continue to do this, you might be able to do it."

"Then how do I leave here?"

"It's very simple, relieve the inner demon and break the obsession. I think you already know what the inner demon of Maijike is!"

"His inner demon is Garnis."

"Yes, Maijike's inner demon is Garnis. You are very smart, I look forward to you going out soon." After saying that, the voice disappeared.

"Hey, wait, I know that Maijike's inner demon is Garnis, but I don't know how to break his inner demon!" Unfortunately, the voice had completely disappeared, and Xue Gao's question was not answered, so he could only find a way by himself.

And in the darkness that Xue Gao could not see, the two figures kept paying attention to the movements on Xue Gao's side.

"Where did you throw Kai Haote and that woman?"

"Don't be so excited, this Kai Haote is not that Kai Haote."

"I'll ask you, where did you go?"

"Don't be nervous, Shadow. I just made them faint and threw them in front. As long as Xue Gao walked out, he would naturally see them."

"Qinghui, just say that, he will really understand that he can really go out? It's useless to say that!"

"What's important is not what he thinks, and what Maijike thinks. No one can help the inner demon except to come out by himself."

"Since that's the case, why did you ask me to say that? If he doesn't work, then our actions will have no meaning."

"Shadow, have you ever had something you particularly want, and have you ever had a thought that you must do anything. If you have, you might understand."

"There is too much life to ask but not get it, and it is useless to think about it."

"Is it impossible to ask for something? Yes! There are so many things that you can't ask for something. Don't worry, he can definitely take it. I won't make a mistake in this step. This third act of memories will determine everything."

"Qinghui, sometimes, I really can't understand you."

"Is that right? I can't understand myself either."

Sometimes, if you don’t force yourself to a dead end, you will never understand what you want. You have to move forward all the way, and only when you have no way to retreat will you wake up.

"Shadow, you just need to remember that Maijike cannot die yet, and this memory situation must be broken."
Chapter completed!