Chapter 335
The memories of the past were gradually accepted as pain gradually invaded Beth's body. The original resistance was gradually forced to accept. She had never had any experience in teaching, and she didn't know what to do to teach others spells, but during that time, An indeed learned the spells on Beth's body. During that time, An not only learned half of the spells on Beth's body, but she learned almost all the spells on Beth's body, even more powerful than Beth. Beth had no extra thoughts about An becoming more powerful, nor did she care at all. She only cared about when the Cenku Kingdom would be destroyed and when Garness would die.
Of course, there is no need to worry about these Biss at all, because An will fulfill her promise. Of course, if An does not fulfill the agreement between them, Biss doesn't matter, because for her, she only has one wish, that is, the disappearance of Cenkuguo and Garnis. If this wish cannot be fulfilled, it doesn't matter whether she can still live.
On the night when An was about to go to Cenku Country, Biss met "Janice". To be precise, Biss met "Janice". Biss didn't expect to meet "Janice" at this time, but there was nothing strange about it. After all, this was what she asked, but she didn't expect that An would really agree to her request that had no meaning.
That was when "Bis" returned to the palace of Cenku Country again since her death. She had never wanted to come back because this place carries too much pain and it was also this place that destroyed everything she had. She actually didn't understand why she had to return to this place that brought her so much pain at this time, and she didn't understand why she had to meet the person who abandoned her.
An took her and hid in the darkness. No one stopped them, and no one discovered their existence.
‘Bis’ was in the darkness, looking at ‘Janice’ and ‘Qion’, she watched ‘Janice’ hug ‘Qion’ and ‘Qion’ and kept comforting her, as if tomorrow’s disaster would not come and everything would not happen. ‘Bis felt something to snatch out of her eyes, and despite this, she still did not cry. She just looked at the harmonious and beautiful sisterly love in front of her, sad alone, and increased pain alone.
"An, tomorrow, you must kill Garnis. I will watch her die with my own eyes!"
"Okay. You hate your sister. I know that when you see such a scene, everyone will be sad. Don't watch it!" An patted "Biss" on the shoulder and comforted her.
However, "Bis" took away An's hand and said coldly, "She is not my sister. Such disgusting sisterhood has never had anything to do with me!" When she said this, her heart was bleeding, crying, and suffering. Bis could feel it, but she did not show it.
"What about your sister? Can you kill it too?"
An's words made 'Bis' stunned, "Qiongsi, please save her life!"
"good!"
"After tomorrow, I will find a place to hide, and I will not come out again. This world is no longer important to me!"
"Okay, after I hand over the Medicine Spirit to me, I won't care no matter what you do!"
"As long as you destroy the Cenku Kingdom, the Medicine Spirit will naturally belong to you!"
"Okay! I will destroy this country in front of you!"
‘Bis’ didn’t speak anymore. She stood in the darkness, looked up and played with the sky. The things that had been suppressing in her heart made her suffer and hatred numbed her other senses. She thought that when tomorrow comes, everything will be solved, and as long as tomorrow comes, everything will end.
But this tomorrow came a little late for "Biss". She sat in the woods and counted the leaves all night, counted the leaves on the tree in front of her, over and over again, unable to count any number, but she still counted the sunshine of tomorrow. An was by her side, without saying a word. She seemed to understand her pain and her behavior, so she did not say anything, nor did she say a word.
An appeared in front of the gate of Cenku Country at the agreed time. Her appearance caused panic to everyone in Cenku Country. She did not break her promise. She crushed everyone with her absolute strength. The entire Cenku Country was not worth mentioning in her eyes. "Bis" did not expect that An was so strong and the strength of the semi-spirited tribe was so strong. However, this fact also made "Bis" more convinced that the fact that Cenku Country was demise.
With her absolute crushing strength, An killed "Janice" in front of everyone. In front of "Qionnise", in front of "Bis", in front of all the people who depended on "Janice", in front of "Bis", in front of all the people in the Cenku country who depended on "Janice", but she kept her body, which was what "Bis" asked.
The death of "Janice" did not weaken the pain that had been suppressed on "Biss", and even "Biss" did not get any relief. Even if it was her that caused "Janice" to die, she did not feel any happiness.
Even after the complete destruction of the entire Cenku country, "Bis" did not feel anything. It seemed that from the moment when he saw "Janice" die in front of him, everything had no meaning.
"Bis" numbly handed the medicine spirit that suddenly appeared in her hand to An, and then let An send herself back to the valley she used to. She didn't even notice the white figure suddenly appeared in front of Qiongsi's eyes, and even the white figure took away the body of "Janice". However, An did not deliberately remind her, but Bis, who had been staying in "Bis"'s body, noticed it, so she realized this.
Some details that were forgotten in the past were once again presented to Bees's eyes, and the truth behind the fog gradually became clear.
After An sent "Biss" back to the valley, he left. "Biss" stayed alone in the valley and thought about a lot of things. I don't know if it was because of the environment. "Biss" remembered many beautiful things in the past and the lives they had before they arrived in the country of Cenku. They were so beautiful and so happy. But almost whenever "Biss" wanted to forgive "Janice", the picture of "Janice" walking towards him step by step with a knife, without
With a little hesitation and no hesitation, she just wanted to kill herself. Every time at this time, "Biss" would tremble without exception. She never slept well for a day, even if this place was the place that made her most at ease, but she still couldn't sleep well, and she never slept well for a day. She always had nightmares, always dreamed of those terrible scenes after another, and the most dreamed of "Janice" killing herself. She was always in pain and could not be relieved. Until one morning, An appeared in front of her.
There seemed to be a person standing beside An, but neither Bees nor Bees could see the person. The person was wrapped in a ball of black fog and could not see anything clearly. However, Bees felt a little familiar when he looked at the ball of black fog. It was a pity that no matter what Bees thought, he could not think about where he had seen this ball of black fog. Although she had seen it not long ago, she had no impression of it.
The arrival of An and the black fog allowed "Bis" to be freed from that painful environment. She forgot some of the emotions, the emotions that made her so painful that she was about to make her crazy, the emotions that made her nervous at every moment, and the emotions that made her have nightmares again and again.
An and Hei Wu didn't say much to "Bis", and naturally they didn't tell her what she would encounter later. But when they left, Bis was no longer the painful Bisce before. She became the strongest life mage recognized by the Magic Association, a carefree and carefree man in seclusion, and a creature tribe who had no concern about the demise of the Cenku Kingdom. She lived alone without any restraints.
It is precisely because of this that when Maijiko appeared in front of "Biss", "Biss" did not feel unnecessary. Even at Maijiko's begging, she promised to rescue Janis, even if Janis died because of her, even if she watched Janis die with her own eyes, even if she hated Janis so much, so hated Janis.
Of course, with the ability of "Biss", he could not save Garness. As for what happened later, Beis knew that Beis had not been lost, so he always remembered that what she had forgotten was about the previous things.
Although Bees later remembered some memories and also remembered her hatred for Garnis, the memories were still missing and the emotions were also missing. Now that seeing these past memories again and experiencing the past emotions again made Bees fall into chaos. There were too many things in her head and too messy, and she couldn't figure out her thoughts.
Bees had already left the body of "Bees". She was curled up alone. She was trembling. There were too many memories and emotions in her head, which almost filled her head. She felt very messy and uncomfortable. She didn't know what to do. She was in pain, uncomfortable, and desperate.
"Have you found the answer?" A familiar voice suddenly appeared around Bees.
Biss did not raise her head, nor did she dare to raise her head. She always maintained that position, dared not move, and kept shaking.
"Depending on how you look, you haven't found the answer you want!"
"You, why do you, why do you let me experience these pains again? What is the use of this memory to me, to me, except to make me suffer, why, why? Why do I remember these things!" Biss hugged her legs tightly, she was still trembling, she had no way to restrain the emotions that wanted to swallow her. She couldn't even say clearly, what could she discover in this way?
"You didn't think of everything, and you still didn't think of everything. You were still controlled by your own emotions and ignored the most important things. What are you escaping? What can you get if you do this? What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of being abandoned? What is the use of being afraid of? A long time ago, you were abandoned and abandoned by the person you love!"
"No, no, no, she has her own difficulties, she is forced, those who are not real, there is no way, there is no way, she has no choice but to force her, she has no, no, no, she has not abandoned me. No, no, they have not abandoned me! It was those bad guys who are forced, those bad guys who are harming, none of them are real, none of them are real!" Biss tightly covered his ears, as if he was fighting with something, and he argued loudly, and then murmured.
"Why do you have to deceive yourself? Are you sure you have been abandoned?
Biss raised her head suddenly, she wanted to roar at the person who said this, she wanted to explain and argue, but the moment she raised her head, all her ruthlessness disappeared, she saw nothing, she saw nothing, nothing, there was nothing around her, nothing, like what she had experienced in the past, she was alone, in the darkness. The sound of the words was soft and soft, and she seemed to be murmuring: "No, none of those are real, she didn't, she didn't, she didn't abandon me, because that person, if we hadn't, we wouldn't have become like this, that person was dead, and the things that had been hindering us disappeared. But... But why, we still can't go back? Why can't we still go back? Why can't we still become like this?"
"You remember everything, right? Actually, you have already remembered everything, you have remembered everything, you have remembered everything, right? Since you remembered it, why should you continue to deceive yourself?"
"Hahaha--"
"Hahaha--"
“Hahahahahahaha——”
“Hahahahahahaha——”
Biss smiled so hard that tears came out, "Yes, I remembered everything, everything, and what I had seen, about Garnis and Maijiko."
"Did you seal my memory? Why? Why do you want me to forget, and why do you seal those memories? If I hadn't forgotten those things, I wouldn't promise Maijiko, nor would I take action on the side of Gianis. Gianis was killed by me. How could I spend my energy to save someone I hate to the core, and how could I save someone I killed? So, why? Why do you want to forget those things, why should I eliminate my emotions? "
"It was you who asked me to do this, what you asked, whether you want to remember those painful things. You want to start over, you want to forget all the pain and start over, and live as the strongest life mage again, and you have made a deal with me, so I will help you eliminate the memories that make you painful."
"Then why did they come to me after I lost my memory, and why did they appear after I let it go? There is no problem with this, I think no one would not believe it! What are you thinking about?"
"Why don't you ask another person?"
"You mean An?"
"Or you can also think about the parts you deliberately hide. Maybe there will be answers there, but this process may be a bit painful? After all, that memory will hurt you too much, which will cause you, even at this time, you are still unwilling to recall some of them."
"If you can't remember, you will never get the answer you want. If you are still unwilling to face it until now, it will be difficult for you to break through this situation. Some things in the past exist in your mind, but existence is another thing that you remember. Always avoiding it cannot solve the problem or solve it." After this sentence was said, the voice disappeared.
Bees was still shrouded in darkness, and after the sound disappeared, the surroundings seemed a little quiet. In the quiet environment, Bees calmed down a little. The man was right. Bees was indeed escaping something. She was not that she could not remember those things, but that she refused to accept those memories.
Now that Bees is alone, she is in much better condition than before, she begins to try to think about what the person said before. "Do I want the answer? I don't even know what the question is, how can I know what the answer is?"
Bees also understood that it was meaningless to escape. She always had to remember and always accepted the past.
So she closed her eyes in the darkness and tried to accept the memories that were sealed by her. They were the things she had secretly seen by her side in the past, about Garnis and Maijiko.
Before seeing those, Bees still firmly believed that Garnis had difficulties and did not abandon herself, but when she saw her smiling so happily beside Maijiko, there was no pain on her face, her own death was just a small thing for her, a small thing that she could forget casually, and Garnis really forgot them all.
She was neither sad because of her death, nor even she remembered her death. Bees became the object of her sacrifice, and she did not feel any unbearable. It was also at that time that Bees realized that she was meaningless to her, and that her behavior that had defended her for so long was just a joke. It was also at that time that Bees hated her deeper, so deep that she wanted her to die.
The statement of hardship has no effect on Bees anymore. Without managing the reasons, Garness has hurt Bees. This is a fact, something that has indeed happened.
At this moment, Bees's confused head suddenly became clear, and all the fog had dissipated. She seemed to understand what the most important thing was? She decided to go back and help them find the Shushu Building, but she did not want to save Garnis, but to kill her with her own hands.
It is not impossible to experience these pains at all, but if you can avoid these pains, Bees still doesn't want to experience these. After all, this process is really uncomfortable and really painful.
The light slowly fell from Bees's head. Although Bees was already suppressing her emotions at this time, her hatred for Garness was too deep and everything she had suffered in the past was too painful, and she still couldn't control her tears.
Until the light shines completely on her, she still cannot get out of the situation where pain and sorrow are intertwined.
"I still don't understand why you gave me this memory? Since I chose not to do anything, why did you still have to give it back to me?" The surroundings were still quiet, no one answered Bees's question, and the voice did not appear again.
Bees looked around, waiting for the answer, but no matter how long it had passed, there was no sound.
When darkness was completely replaced by light, Bees sighed. "I think, maybe I have touched a situation that shouldn't be touched! Since you didn't answer me, then I'll think that what I'm thinking is the correct answer!"
As soon as he finished speaking, all the light shining on Bees disappeared.
When the darkness hit again, the familiar sound came again in the quiet environment.
"It's not just because you think about it yourself, but the most important thing is that you are blocking my way. However, you don't need to know these things. As a pawn, you just need to know the information you need to know, and nothing else is important."
"Next, it's time to watch the show! It's almost time for the show to be performed here, it's the twins' turn!"
"It's really interesting? I'm a little curious. Why don't you choose to trade with me? If you trade with me, you will have a lot of chance of winning!"
"So do you want to trade the most with me? Lord Demon!"
"You are so cunning! Don't worry, I won't interfere. This time I'll only watch the show. You'd better think about how to deal with those two gods! If you need it, I don't mind joining the battle. As long as you want, you can make a deal with me at any time. For your interest, I can give you priority!"
"Thank you first, but I won't trade with the demons, no matter what happens!"
"Even if you lose, you don't want to trade with the demon? Then you are not smart!"
"If I can't do it, then can Lord Demon really do it?"
"I like such a conceited attitude, but I hate it. You will lose like this!"
"If even I lose, then you have no chance of winning!"
"You underestimate us, these three external forces. One day, you will regret it. I look forward to that day!"
Biss woke up. Obviously she didn't know how long she had been in a coma, and of course it didn't take long. At most, it was only one night, but it was hard to say whether it was at night. After all, they couldn't see what was happening outside, but Xue Gao and Mu Zhen both rested for a while.
When Bis woke up, he happened to look at Xue Gao, and Mu Zhen slept beside her, but she had not woken up yet.
Chapter completed!