Feng Shu patted his back. Kuangsha.com

"So, just let it pass slowly. Why do you have to get entangled with me?

Our life disrupts the rhythm that should be due to children. This is a destined thing for heaven. There is no way to stuff the children back into our stomachs. We can only accept it and do our responsibilities as parents.

In fact, there is no need to go further. We now trust each other. For children, we have the foundation to be a good pair of parents. Although due to the lack of objective conditions, we always stay away from children and cannot participate in their lives too much, but it will not cause greater harm to children. He also knows that we all care about them and like to be with them. It is a great comfort to make them confirm this.

Children need a good environment to grow. As long as the material supply is in place, there is no need for more. Only irreplaceable. If we don’t give, they will be eager for this for the rest of their lives, like a black hole, which cannot be absorbed enough, and will always feel scarce.”

"You are telling me now that in your heart, I am the last one, right? Your master and senior brother and donkey rolling are ranked first, and I am not as good as that. Feng Yun, Feng Shengzhe and the current Feng family are closely behind. In addition to grandpa and the others, the Xiao family siblings, as your friends, cannot be on the list. As long as I can have a position in the back, I should be grateful."

He spoke with self-deprecating words.

Feng Shu smiled slightly.

"It's not good to make you the finale? The candidate who is in charge requires absolute trust and tacit understanding. If it is on the battlefield, you are the key to victory or defeat, and the bearer of life and death.

I have never been treated like this by my grandfather. Although my father begged me to learn martial arts, my grandfather also thought I had a talent for martial arts, but because I was a girl's family, they never really hoped me. After leaving the family with his master, he and his senior brother always treated me as a child, hoping that I could live a delicious, delicious and fun life, and be able to live in the mountains and rivers, be free and unrestrained, and make achievements.

When the donkey rolls, he always protects me under his wings. Whenever he is at the side, I don’t have to worry about being hurt and not facing the wind and rain. I am a dodder, and he is the big tree that is getting tighter and tighter by me.

After I came here, I had two people at the beginning. Although I also unconsciously depended on you, we still lacked time. At that time, trust was based on the existence of children. Later, I returned to the Feng family in the inner realm and received the protection of my elders. After the great-grandfather and the great-grandfather knew that I was the soul of another world, they thought I was the son of destiny, so they had high hopes for me. After solving a big incident, they were confirmed by the soul stone, and finally made me the young master of the Feng family.

You see, after all, it doesn’t matter which one we rank in the hearts of others. As long as we have a clear idea in our hearts, we can’t ask others to respond as we hope. If there is something, we will be happy, if there is nothing, we will be encouraged. As long as we trust it, there is no need to demand anything else, and those are not important."

Junlin finally turned around.

"I know you are afraid, Feng Shu. I am also afraid, even more afraid than you. You have already had experience, you have experienced sweet peaks, and you have experienced the trough of despair, but I have not. I am still hung in the air by you, not up or down, I don't know what we will face, and I don't know where we can finally go.

The unknown is the most terrifying thing, and it is also the most fascinating thing, and you are my unknown, Feng Shu.

I may be a demand for you and a trouble that I avoid, but for me, it is very important for me. It is a new world that I want to explore all my life, which can inspire me to keep moving forward and become better."

The expression on his face when he said this was both serious and gentle, and in an instant he fell into silence because of his words.

Feng Shu suddenly heard each other's heartbeat.

"I didn't ask you to make a promise now, nor did I ask you to come to me, Feng Shu.

After learning about my own past with all the people I can contact, to be honest, I don’t really look down on myself. Before I lost my memory, I seemed to have been escaping. I also fled from my family. But your appearance obviously changed me, no, it made me change involuntarily. I know very well that it was not the birth of a child, it made me change in that way. It was your appearance, it was this person who finally gave me a trace of yearning for a stagnant life. You made me rekindled hope,"

Junlin was silent for a while, and said with a little difficulty, "You made me feel that I am still alive and can still reap happiness.

In the past, I never felt that I would fall into the Internet for a day, nor would I feel that I would become the father of a child. But you made me fall into the Internet, you made me the father of a child, and now I am about to become the father of a second child.

I hate going back to Jun's house. That home is no longer home in my heart. Although my grandfather never explained it to me, I know where the problem lies. Not to mention that after talking to you, I know more clearly that even if my memory does not fully recover, I will not go back in the future. I am a member of the Jun family, but I cannot live in the Jun family.

If I hadn't met you, if you hadn't brought me this change, Feng Shu, I would have wandered in the starry sky until I died, and I would not return to dust. Axuan told me that I had joked several times before I died, and that I would not even leave my ashes, and it would be perfect for me to disappear completely. He knew that I was not just kidding, and I also knew that I said such words before I lost my memory, and that I was not kidding.

But you appeared, Feng Shu. You made me want a home of your own. You made me want to be buried in a grave by the children and your corpse after death."

Speaking of this, he closed his eyes, as if he was very tired.

She felt that this was acceptable. After a person died, all the grievances during his lifetime disappeared. Funerals such as burial were actually just for the sake of future generations. At that time, she had disappeared from the world and was erased by the rules here, and she would not have any thoughts about the funeral. As long as the children felt it was good, that's fine, after all, it was just Huangtu. What's the importance of who to be buried with? It's even better, just like him, it's clean and environmentally friendly.

Feng Shu's mind flew very quickly through these unknown thoughts.

"If we don't divorce until we die, we will of course be buried by Saints and the others. We will do whatever we want, and I have no objection to it."

Junlin approached her and held her in his arms again, his eyes not opening.

"I don't care what the children think, what they will do in the future is their business. We don't care, nor do we want to care. I only care about your opinion, but you only care about the children's opinion. Feng Shu, the person in front of you is me, and the person who wants to spend the rest of your life with you is also me. You can't comfort me, even if it's just a moment. Now you are only looking at me and only thinking about me?"

His voice was full of fatigue, and Feng Shu suddenly remembered that this person was seriously injured.

"Are you tired? Go to bed, let's talk about something when you wake up."

"Don't change the subject."

He raised his hand and patted her head.

"I'm not a child. Feng Shu. I know very well what I want. You are not a child either. I know very well whether what I said is true and whether my feelings for you are true. You say you have experienced it. If you really like that man very much, then you should know that I am now like you, especially you."

Feng Shu didn't speak, but just listened quietly to his calm and powerful heartbeat.

"Why don't you give me a chance? Don't say anything like being afraid of me being hurt, I don't believe it. Don't say it's because you are too timid, because you have been hurt, so you don't want to experience it again. You won't be so scared of what you have experienced. Even if you are afraid, you will have the courage to face that limited unknown. You should have more confidence than me to face this situation.

Even if you have a little bit of affection for me now, you will be like me, a fool who knows nothing about it and only trembles at a loss."

"Ninety-nine percent of the first love ends without success, Jun Four. The remaining one percent, 0.999 is a loss of both sides, and 0.001 is the final marriage. But even if the couples in the end of their marriage, there will be some who will not be able to get the end. The donkey rolls around and belongs to each other, and joins hands for ten years, but at the end of life, even if they are still together, they still cannot escape resentment."

Feng Shu also closed her eyes.

"I am now relieved, but before I let go, I blame him and I hate him. The more I looked, I was so resentful. Because of that anger, I once thought about destroying Feng Shengzhe who was still a fetus, I once thought about killing the innocent Feng Yun, I once thought about killing you, and even after losing my memory, I was sent back to the Feng family in the inner realm. I also really wanted to end my life at some point.

Even in the Feng family in Yizhou Prefecture, I was ignored and rejected by my family since I was a child, and I never seriously considered committing suicide. Whether it was my family or my master, I never despaired that I wanted to commit suicide.

But the sword that the donkey rolled and the sword that pierced my heart made me think of suicide from time to time in the years after my rebirth.

It is easy to stay together, and it is even more difficult to live together for a long time. Even if you finally do what you wish, I will come to you one day, and you will still be with me at that time. We are deep in each other and deep in the world. So what? Will you not change your mind until death? What if you don’t change your mind? Is it so sweet all your life? Even if you really do it, respect each other for a lifetime, death will separate us.

Nothing is eternal. Your sense of me will not be eternal. The so-called eternity is just that time is not long enough. With a long enough time, we can change any person, any thing, any civilization. For the universe, we are really too trivial."

Sending mayflies in the world is a grain of water. Life is too short, why bother to be serious? Too serious will only bring harm.

Junlin was silent for a long time, and Feng Shu thought he had fallen asleep before he heard his answer.

"We are humans, Feng Shu. If we are humans, we will have joy, anger, sorrow, and ambition. You have also said before that I made you realize the fact that you are still a woman. What does this mean? Maybe you can think carefully about what I mean to you."

Feng Shu did not avoid it, "What are you hinting at?"

Junlin said bluntly, "It's not a hint, it's your words that gave me a little confidence. The feedback you gave me means you are responding to me. Feng Shu, you are responding to me. I am not doing it myself. Although your answer is very slow, and you are even constantly denying and doubting this possibility, you are indeed responding to me."

He was slowly stroking her back.

"I am a very impatient person, but I am quite patient in determining things. Maybe in the future, I will want to urge you, really urge you, and constantly beg you to see me, but I won't really force you to like me. There is no way to force you. If I can force you, I will definitely pinch my favor for you as soon as I start."

Feng Shu thought that if she could force herself, she would pinch off the seedlings as soon as she realized her favorable feelings for the donkey rolling.

"What the hell do you like me?"

"A lot of it is difficult to explain clearly. If you follow the world's standards, your appearance is not beautiful in the eyes of the world, but it is the best in my heart. Your temper is not good in the eyes of the world, but in my heart, it is the most sincere. Your strength is not as good as in the eyes of the world, but in my heart, it is far from my imagination."

"Is this a parallel sentence? Talk well."

"What I said is true. I like you, there is no reason. I like you for reasons, but I like myself."

Junlin laughed out loud after he said that.

Feng Shu smiled helplessly, "You know what you said is funny?"

"It's funny, but it doesn't mean it's a lie."

"There is no perfect person in the world. I am not as good as you said. The reason why you think it is good and like it is actually just to cast the strange image you like to me."

"No, I like you, not an illusion. I'm old enough to tell the difference between these two. Feng Shu, I'm not a child, don't look down on me from the perspective of my elders, of course, don't treat me with the attitude of my elders. We are people of the same age. We are just right, no earlier or a second later, and enter each other's life..."
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