Now when I think back on some of the words and deeds of the Certification, I feel very suspicious.

Once, Xiaofeng lost weight and went to the gym every day. However, she couldn't stand the soft and hard sprinkle of her certificate and was taken to eat hot pot for five days.

Another time, Zhaozhao went to participate in a club election. The certificate called the teacher in the dormitory and said that Zhaozhao was cheating. That time, Zhaozhao was disqualified from the election.

Yuexia hated her past, and concealed the matter and did not inform Zhao Zhao in time.

Pingping is always sneaky. She and Zhaozhao are both students majoring in English literature, and many of them are the same.

Zhao Zhao said before that in the first semester of her freshman year, she had a total of five courses, and she had four courses.

She asked the teacher, and every teacher said that it was because she never handed in her homework or papers. Zhaozhao cried to me at that time, she obviously handed in to Pingping with her every time.

Zhaozhao's expression is easy to make people unable to understand, and the teachers do not intend to listen to her explanation. This semester's computer class did not have ordinary grades, and she only did half of the questions, and everyone had done simulation questions. She must have failed.

Tianhai University's humanities major is a first-class subject and has very high requirements for students. In addition, in the past few months, rumors about Zhaozhao's unhealthy heart have been spreading in the literature department. In this case, Zhaozhao will be dropped out of school.

I also doubted whether Pingping had tampered with Zhao Zhao's homework and papers at that time, but when I saw that Pingping was so kind to me, I believed Pingping.

At that time, he comforted Zhao Zhao, saying that her homework might have been taken away by other people with ulterior motives. He did not take Zhao Zhao's affairs to heart anymore.

Looking at it now, it was obviously Zhao Zhao who was framed by Pingping.

The remaining two roommates are actually not bad people, they are just poor people who depend on Pingping and the certified ones.

The reason why Xiaota spread rumors that I had a background was to protect me. Some people, such as Certificate and Pingping, have very different personalities from me. With their sinister personality, they must hate me very much.

If they knew my family background was average, they would treat me as much as Zhao Zhao. I am afraid I would be as miserable as Zhao Zhao. No, I would not be as sad as Zhao Zhao, because I still have Xingyue and Xiaota, and they would always protect me. Poor Zhao Zhao, only I am a sincere friend, but I didn’t really care about her pain. There is also Fei Nuan. Yes, that bastard Fei Nuan, I want to call him and ask him why he broke up with Zhao Zhao!

"Dududu...hello? Yuexia, what's wrong with you?" The voice on the other side of the phone was obviously very impatient.

"Fei Nuan, if you recognize me as a cousin, tell me why you broke up with Zhaozhao?"

"Okay, let me tell you. Zhaozhao has no friends, and girls don't like her very much. Generally speaking, girls who don't have many friends must have a bad character and many spare tires. I heard that she hasn't returned to the dormitory for three days? I really didn't expect that her life was so inconsistent."

"Enough! Zhao Zhao is dead. When she is most desperate and helpless, you are not by her side! Also, why do you say she is not decent? Why do you say that she has a bad character and has many spare tires?"

"Because Pingping told me! And not only Pingping, but other girls also told me that girls who have no friends must be like this. If she is really a good girl, why should all girls stay away from her?"

"You! It's hopeless! Is it true that what others say is? Do you have no ability to think logically? I wish you and Pingping to grow old and don't harm others anymore!" Yue Xia's face turned blue with anger. She didn't want to say another word to Fei Nuan, and she just hung up her phone.

To be honest, Yuexia does not believe that Zhaozhao is a girl with a rough life. Even if she doesn't know how to live in the dormitory, it doesn't mean that she is unpredictable. The rumors about her must have been deliberately spread by someone.

Yuexia wanted to know about Zhaozhao's mobile phone first.

Yuexia rings the counselor's office.

"Yuexia, I still want to find you. Oh, I'm afraid that this happened." The counselor comforted Yuexia.

"Teacher, I just want to get Zhao Zhao's things back now."

"Oh, on the top floor of the library, we found her schoolbag. However, you can't take these things away, you have to wait for her family to take them away."

"Teacher, Zhaozhao asked me to take the charger. Can I get it back?"

"Hmm? There is no charger in her schoolbag."

Yuexia felt dizzy in her head. It turned out that Zhao Zhao did not reply to the text message at that time because she was unable to charge her phone. She did misunderstand her.

Later, she obviously returned to the dormitory, why can't she care about her much? It must be a roommate who stole her charger. Her charger was very special and difficult to borrow, poor Zhaozhao.

"Teacher, I may have remembered it wrong." Yuexia left the office. She didn't want to tell her teacher that Zhaozhao had not lived in the dormitory for three nights. Zhaozhao was not a local, and no one knew where she lived. If Yuexia said it, the counselor would also have suspicion of Zhaozhao. Yuexia firmly believed that even if Zhaozhao really did something unpredictable, her essence was pure and kind.

So, where will Zhaozhao live?

Yuexia carefully recalled the scene when she saw Zhaozhao. This morning, she saw Zhaozhao, her hair looked a little oily, so she went back to the dormitory to take a shower. It was obvious that she hadn't taken a shower for several days. And her original intention was to take a shower. This means that she could not live in a hotel outside.

So where would she sleep? If I were myself, I could not live in the dormitory or in the hotel, where would I sleep?

"Ah! By the way, you can sleep in the hall of the dormitory building!" Yue Xia exclaimed

However, if Zhao Zhao slept downstairs in our dormitory, she would know classmates to discover it. Since no one knew about this, it means she was sleeping downstairs in other girls' dormitory.

I asked all the girls' dormitory buildings.

The aunt in the dormitory building on the east side looked at Zhaozhao's photo: "It's this girl. She has been sleeping downstairs in the past few days. I feel embarrassed to ask why, so I only gave her a blanket. Alas, they all have their own difficulties."

After getting the answer, Yuexia felt even more uncomfortable.

When he returned to the dormitory, the others were not there, Yuexia hugged in the quilt and cried, "Zhaozhao, what did those people do that make you so scared? I would rather live in the hall than sleep in the bed? Your rumors must have been spread by them. Fei Nuan, that bastard! I would rather believe them than you."

Recalling that when she first arrived at the dormitory, Zhao Zhao was so lively and cute. Indeed, she was as simple as herself, and she was straightforward in everything she did. She didn't understand the sinister nature of people, couldn't protect herself, and she could easily fall into a trap.

After all, she is different from the people around her, and I am gradually moving away from her, so she must be very scared.

That day, when she saw Fei Nuan and Pingping together again, she must have understood everything and suffered a big blow.

On weekdays, when I was away, Certificate and Pingping must be very bad for her.

She took a shower before jumping off the building and must have wanted to leave cleanly.

In her subconscious, she wants to live well. People who want to live and are not used to being alone will have no way to support themselves once they feel completely isolated and have no room for counterattack.

The real fear is not the fear of everything around you, but the desire for a bright future but seeing the darkness in front of you. The feeling of disappointment and powerless struggle is the real fear.

Yuexia woke up again, tears soaked in the corners of her eyes.

I found myself lying in the princess's room, covered with a warm duck down quilt.

When I walked out of the room, I saw the Nuannuan stove. In front of me was Curry and the old woman. They were playing two-player games, and they were also afraid of hiding in the corner to draw circles.

"Teacher Yue, you're awake. You'll have three days to sleep." Curry said, but he didn't put down the game console in his hand.

"What? I've really slept for three days?"

"Yuexia...you...do you understand what the feeling of fear is?" The God of Fear still turned his back to them.

"It turns out that there are fears everywhere in life. As long as they are different from everyone or their desires are threatened, they will be feared. The strong will be feared, the weak will be feared. Good people will be feared, and bad people will be feared. The degree of fear can be deep or shallow, and it is also related to their personality. However, once someone finds that he cannot change the status quo and has no way out, he will completely lose the motivation to live. This person may seek death and may live a life in a daze. Fear is not a fear of something, but a desire to have hope but can no longer feel the gap in hope. It is like in a herd of cattle, a bison is seriously injured by a lion, becoming a burden to the herd of cattle. At the beginning, other bulls will save it, but once the lion's offensive is too fierce, other bulls will use their horns to push the injured cow to the lion and completely give it up. The injured cow is the most feared."

“Is there any more?”

"Also, we cannot believe others' evaluations at will. We must look at a person from an objective and subjective perspective. We must not hurt the people around us because of rumors. Because many people clearly see through things, but believe in things that they should not believe for their own interests. For example, many people know that Zhaozhao is a good student, but they are isolated and even humiliated her with words, just to avoid being bullied. Some people can't understand anything. Not only can their eyes only see benefits, but the balance in their hearts also tilts with interests. For example, some people see others saying that Zhaozhao is not good, and they also say them together. In fact, their interests are maximized on isolation Zhaozhao, so they regard isolation Zhaozhao as a moral thing, which is something that those people cannot detect, and it is even more terrible."

Fear nodded: "Very...very...very, Yuexia, you...you really understand."

"Fear, why did you open your eyes again?" Yue Xia tilted her little head and looked at her eyes with fear.

"Oh, hate it, don't be so close to me! I have eyes cannot be closed syndrome."

“…”

"Okay, next, it's the God of Sadness. I...I'm going back, change the God of Sadness, people...I want to play games, oh oh oh."

"Gods, can you give me a few days to breathe? I'm really tired these days, as if I've lived for a century." Yuexia collapsed to the ground.

"Okay, let's relax you once." The old woman said while playing games, "Do you want to know what happened to your cousin and Pingping?"

"Think!" Yuexia suddenly felt energetic, "Let me see what they end up with now!"

"Okay, I won't let you down!" Yu Long Sleeve, and a big screen appeared in front of him, staged the story of Fei Nuan and Pingping.
Chapter completed!