There are too many concerns in my heart. Jianjia always wants to wake up in a dream, but she can't wake up. Suddenly, a stinging pain spread in my heart, Jianjia suddenly opened her eyes.&1t;/p>

Jianjia shook her head, which was still in chaos, and sat up with fatigue. As a sleeping god, she never knew that sleeping was so tiring.&1t;/p>

There was a faint fragrance of medicine floating in the room. Jian Jia rubbed her temples that were still hurting and said vigorously and unyieldingly: "Old man, why didn't you let me wake up?"&1t;/p>

Emperor Shennong Yan appeared in a misty figure from the nothingness, walked to Jianjia's bed and said, "You shouldn't have woken up."&1t;/p>

"I'm not at ease with them." Jianjia wanted to get out of bed and walk out, but as soon as she stood up, she felt a sense of weakness under her feet. She quickly supported the bed and said, "Old man, take your medicine away."&1t;/p>

"You have been waking up by force, and you have consumed a lot of spiritual power. Let's take a rest before going out."&1t;/p>

"Rest again, you are going to drug me again. Old man, I have too many concerns. No matter how difficult it is, I will force myself to wake up. If you add medicine again, it will only hurt my soul." Jianjia sucked out a handful of mint, took a deep breath from her nose, trying to wake herself up.&1t;/p>

"The war between the two of them is still going on. When you wake up, you can only be in a dilemma and will not play any role." Emperor Shennong Yan waved his sleeves to remove the fragrance of medicine in the room, and had no choice but to hide his figure.&1t;/p>

"Who is the war between them?" As Jianjia asked at the disappearance of Emperor Shennong Yan of Jianjia, the figures of Haoyu and Yang Hu immediately appeared in his mind, "Is it my senior brother and Haoyu?"&1t;/p>

"Yes, it is also a war between the heaven and the demon world. After fifty years of fighting, all sentient beings in the six realms are not at peace. The medicine I gave was enough to let you sleep for sixty years, but you woke up ten years earlier. It seems that fate or fate is unchangeable. How can I rest assured if I ask this..." Emperor Shennong Yan floated in the hut, condensing the long worries that would last for thousands of years.&1t;/p>

"Father, please don't worry about me anymore. It's been more than two thousand years, enough..." Jianjia whispered softly outside the house, wearing two lines of clear tears.&1t;/p>

It turned out that she had a dream for fifty years, and Yang Hu and Hao Yu had also fought a war for fifty years. The war continued, which means that they were both still safe... Was Yang Hu refined the demon king Xu Wei's soul? Does Hao Yu still hate her?&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin, who had been guarding the door, saw Jianjia walking out unconsciously like a wandering soul, and almost stepped on the air. He hurried over and helped her, "Jianjia, are you awake?"&1t;/p>

"By the way! The soul of the emperor and the empress!" Jianjia suddenly thought about the soul of the empress, and turned around and walked into the house, not paying attention to Xu Shixin's existence at all.&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin saw Jianjia walk in quickly, and soon walked out as weakly as a wandering soul. He had seen the soul of the emperor and the empress not long ago, but it was still a wisp of residual soul that seemed to be scattered. Jianjia pressed her hope of reconciliation with Haoyu on this wisp of residual soul. She might have put her hope on her child.&1t;/p>

"Jianjia, look!" Xu Shixin put a bulge in front of Jianjia and smiled. "I've been waiting for you to have nothing to do during this period, so I'll make some small toys for the children in your belly. Is it okay?"&1t;/p>

"A toy made for the child?" Jianjia rubbed her stomach woodenly, feeling the child kicked her hand, and her expression gradually became clear.&1t;/p>

"In a short time, your child will be born." Xu Shixin pulled Jianjia to the eaves and said with joy. "Look, I made a small bed, a wooden horse, a cart, a crossbow, a wooden sword... Did Jianjia have any children to be born, and have they made all their clothes and bedding?"&1t;/p>

Jianjia was stunned and said, "I'm not ready yet..."&1t;/p>

"It's okay, I'm ready for fabrics and other things. I just want you to wake up and do it." Xu Shixin pulled Jianjia into the house.&1t;/p>

Jianjia followed Xu Shixin for a while, and when she was about to enter the door, she stood still and said hesitantly: "But... my senior brother and Hao Yu are fighting."&1t;/p>

"They have fought for fifty years, and that's it! You can't help even if you go, and it's even more impossible to get them to truce. You might as well just ignore everything, take care of yourself and plan more for your children."&1t;/p>

Jianjia stared at Xu Shixin and said, "How can this be done? This war is all caused by me, and all sentient beings in the six realms will not be at peace because of this war..."&1t;/p>

"This war was not caused by you, it was the evil of the previous generation!" Xu Shixin saw the self-blame in Jianjia's eyes and said anxiously. "What are you planning to do? Are you planning to stand between the two armies and let them step on your body to continue fighting? Go and help Yang Hu or Hao Yu?"&1t;/p>

"Yes! I can't do anything!" Jianjia smiled sadly and turned around and walked towards the place where the peach blossoms were blooming. Xu Shixin followed silently behind her, watching her clumsy body walking deep and shallowly, and he always felt that she seemed to be almost crushed by sadness.&1t;/p>

"Haoyu..." Jianjia suddenly stood still, stared at the grassland, and whispered. "Haoyu, have you ever been to Shennong Mountain?"&1t;/p>

Even though Haoyu believed that she killed the emperor and empress, he hated her to the core. The child was innocent, no matter how he did, he should have a look at the child? After a dream for fifty years, she thought of him like crazy. Is he thinking about her or hating her?&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin stared at Jianjia's thin back. Her thin shoulders had admitted so much pain. If she added a little more, wouldn't she be unable to bear it?&1t;/p>

"Xu Shixin, you just say it's okay. The situation is so bad, it's nothing to be worse." Although Jianjia said calmly, her hands subconsciously clasped.&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin sighed lightly, took out a dozen letters and a golden silk belt from his arms, put them in front of Jianjia, and said, "This is what he called Shihu. The letter is delivered every once in a while. You have not woken up, so I have kept it on your behalf."&1t;/p>

When Jianjia took the belt over, tears blurred her eyes. She stroked the embroidered words on it and chanted: "Even if I don't go, Zinny will not come? The golden characters are still there, are the former alliances already covered?"&1t;/p>

"Jianjia, when the child is born, Haoyu may think about the child's separation, and slowly let go of the hatred in his heart, so as to forgive you." Xu Shixin couldn't bear to listen to the sadness in her words, and spoke out.&1t;/p>

"For the sake of the child?" Jianjia smiled bitterly, put her belt in her arms, wiped away the tears from her eyes, and walked to Taolin with the letter. She never wanted to keep him with her child...&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin was still following her step by step. Maybe she didn't care, but he hoped that his existence would make her less lonely.&1t;/p>

Jianjia sat down on the swing in the peach forest, looked up at Xu Shixin and said, "Why don't you ask if I have killed the emperor and the empress?"&1t;/p>

"Why do you ask? It doesn't matter to me whether you kill the emperor or not. I just need to take good care of you and protect you. What does the life and death of the emperor and empress have to do with me? Even the war between Haoyu and Yang Hu is too lazy to ask about it." Xu Shixin said for granted.&1t;/p>

Jianjia nodded and said, "Maybe in the end, you are the only one I can rely on."&1t;/p>

There are many right and wrong around her. But Xu Shixin is not in these right and wrong, but just exists purely for her. At this moment, she is really grateful to Dongfang Xihe for creating a Xu Shixin for her.&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin was stunned for a moment before saying in surprise: "This is my honor."&1t;/p>

Jianjia pulled her mouth and wanted to smile at him, but she really couldn't laugh at this moment.&1t;/p>

"Do you want to read the letter?" Xu Shixin didn't want Jianjia to force herself to laugh, so she asked her to focus on the letter. After accumulating the letter for fifty years, maybe Haoyu's energy has almost disappeared, and there may be content on it that makes Jianjia happy.&1t;/p>

Jianjia said "um". She opened the letter and immediately cried when she saw it, and her hands holding the letter were trembling slightly.&1t;/p>

Seeing that Jianjia was always watching the letter and she burst into tears, but she couldn't resist the worry in her heart, Xu Shixin stretched out her head and looked up on the letter - "Give me the jade pendant back." There were only these four words on the letter.&1t;/p>

"This letter is all the same. Maybe he was writing it in anger at that time. If you look down, maybe he changed his mind later?"&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin received the letter and opened it one by one. What disappointed him was that each letter was urging the reeds to return the jade pendant, and in the end he added the word "".&1t;/p>

After taking the letters, Jianjia took the letter and looked at it, holding it tightly and leaned on the rope of the swing, and said with a slight smile: "Roll! It's been fifty years, and it's so urgent to urge each other!"&1t;/p>

Xu Shixin couldn't think of anything to comfort Jianjia for a moment, so he could only stay behind her silently and let her calm down.&1t;/p>

It was still early in the morning, and the flowers were dancing slowly in the light rain and smoke. But... the person she was waiting for would never come to her in front of her with colorful auspicious light, stretch out his hand to her, pull her into her arms, and give her the deepest embrace. Maybe next time he meets again, he will only give her endless hatred, right?&1t;/p>

Jian gently stroked the familiar handwriting. His words used to express his longing for her, but now they have written letters of love. How could this be a great thing for the word "sad"?&1t;/p>

The light rain and smoke dissipated, and when the morning light came, it shone through the shadows of trees everywhere. Her heart was full of holes like the mottled shadows of trees. When she thought of Haoyu's hatred, she was so painful that she could not breathe.&1t;/p>

A black dot appeared in the blue sky, and Jiangui quickly came down from the swing, walked from the shade of the tree to the sun, waiting for Haoyu to appear without hope. But she watched the tiger slowly approaching, but as she expected, she did not see the red figure of longing.&1t;/p>

Shihu seemed very happy to see Jianjia, and kept wandering around her.&1t;/p>

"Thuhu, hurry up and stop and give me the letter from your mouth." Jianjia said anxiously. She was actually afraid of seeing this letter because she knew another letter urging her to ask for a jade pendant. But she was afraid that it would not change Haoyu's hatred of her. If... if this letter was still urging this, she would return the jade pendant to Haoyu, as he wanted.&1t;/p>

After the tiger stopped, Jianjia frowned and looked at the letter in its mouth. She was afraid to reach out to get it. She finally mustered up the courage to get it, but she couldn't open it to read it. It was not until the tiger bit her trouser legs that she gritted her teeth and tear it open the letter to read it...&1t;/p>

Sure enough, another letter urged the jade pendant. Jian Jia pulled off the jade pendant with tears, put it on her lips and kissed her lightly, then half-kneeled down and tied the jade pendant around the tiger's neck, and then hugged the tiger and started crying.&1t;/p>

In this way, her love with Haoyu has been cut off, and all she left was his endless hatred for herself. From now on, she would have to take her children and live a life without Haoyu, and from then on, her heart began to wander and helpless.&1t;/p>
Chapter completed!