169. Volcanic rock
"If you have any objection, it's time to say it now."
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When I opened the artificial board wardrobe, the owner's hand brushed over a row of clothes hangers. I paused on yesterday's new outfit, but it still fell on an ordinary T-shirt and jeans. Today I went to the inpatient department of a public hospital, not for patients, there was no need, there was no reason, and there was no intention to wear expensive new outfits.
Take the clothes to the bathroom to change them. When washing, your eyes accidentally fell into the corner of the mirror: a gray square female bag lying quietly on the table. In the messy and homely environment around it, it doesn't seem special, and it doesn't seem to be worth the overly expensive price.
Her apartment is not worthy of these gorgeous clothes. These luxury goods make her life look shabby. In this area of S City, for a monthly rent of five or six thousand, she can only rent a barely reasonable soho. She has been in the house for more than ten years, and has a basic decoration. The living environment will be better than the old man’s house. But if it is neat and elegant, it is a bit too much to compare with a five-star hotel.
Should I change to a house? This thought flashed through and I couldn't help but smiled mockingly: This is human vanity. For a pair of shoes, buy a bag, buy a car, and desire. It expands endlessly. Perhaps, when she lives in a luxury car, she will consider villas and private yachts.
However, unlike ordinary people, she does have the confidence to imagine that the hundreds of thousands of dollars spent last night is not enough to shock Hu Yue: her new salary standard has come out, and the job of the Sixteenth Hospital alone has already earned a lot of money, with nearly 70,000 a month being the least - if she doesn't have so many, the Sixteenth Hospital really can't keep the current plastic surgery doctor.j\'s. Although she is a part-time job, Mr. Luo also opens high. Even if she doesn't have any performance, she just has a certificate and has a basic income of 40,000 to 50,000 a month. Hundreds of thousands are just two months' salary.
This is just the beginning. After working for a few years and accumulating experience, if a senior plastic surgery doctor has connections, he can easily get investment. He opens a clinic for business. If the original hospital wants to keep it, he will also give shares. The clinic is well managed and the income of tens of millions a year is not a luxury. Although it is not as good as a wealthy person with a net worth of tens of billions, the luxury life that ordinary people can only think of is not far away for her. Shi Ji is the best pioneer. In ten years, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes. Now, he has just entered the ranks of senior deputy chief physicians in terms of professional titles.
It sounds so good, it's like a dream, just at your fingertips, but it's like a dream, full of shattered feelings and cannot be thought about. There are thousands of concerns in your heart. In fact, why do you need so many? Just one sentence is tough enough-
After all, she is not a plastic surgeon for such a life.
Hu Yue brushed her teeth, sat down at the desk, opened her two makeup bags and looked at them, sighed, and zipped them up again. Last night's events were like a dream that had not yet woken up, too stubborn, like the shadows in the corner of the room, gradually spreading, and eating a corner. She was no longer the same as she was when she first came, and sometimes even felt strange to herself.
But, dreams are dreams after all, and she has not been completely confused yet.
After buying so many cosmetics, her hands were stable enough to draw beautiful makeup, but she still only painted eyebrows today.
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"Dr. Hu."
"Doctor Hu early."
"Hello."
Early in the morning, the hospital needed a cheerful air. Hu Yue always smiled when he joined the rounds brigade. It was a little later today. The division director was already in the team. The two of them touched their eyes and separated. Hu Yue could feel Shi Ji's eyes passing by her, and only sank a little and then moved away: If you have any objections, you should say it now, but even if you keep silent, it doesn't mean she has no other thoughts.
Without explicit explanation of her reply, he naturally knew that Shi Ji had transferred the decision to her. Both of them knew this, and Hu Yue knew that it should not be delayed for too long, but it was difficult to give an answer to this kind of thing every day.
"Did you feel uncomfortable when you wake up this morning?"
"Didn't fall asleep all night last night? It's normal. Now your nose is inconvenient to breathe, so you can only rely on your mouth. If you are used to shutting up your mouth, it's normal for you to sleep. It will be fine in a few days."
"Is the urine volume normal? Have you tested your blood pressure?"
It is too difficult to understand these problems, but it is very simple to escape. When I packed my daily work, I was so busy that I had no time to think about it. I set up a file to see a doctor in the morning. The attending physician would not be easier than always in hospital. Hu Yue also had to arrange the operation schedule for Shi Ji. A few days ago, Ms. Zhu had an operation and had to adjust Shi Ji's surgery schedule in the 16th Hospital. Now there are two patients who have not had the surgery, so I have to find a time to complete it. She also had to re-arrange herself into Shi Ji's surgical team. She is still an ordinary attending physician and still does not have the qualification to perform comprehensive nasal surgery independently. She can only share part of the work under the guidance of a superior doctor. Who else can this superior doctor besides Shi Ji?
She was busy all day long, either communicating with old customers such as Rong Tai to make an appointment, or using Xie Zhizhi to gossip about the latest personnel trends in the courtyard. Hu Yue often picked up her phone and unlocked it to the WeChat interface when she was idle. She didn't know who she wanted to talk to or whose information she was waiting for.
The communication list was pulled back and forth, but in the end it was still there. He was busy, and she was busy, apart from occasionally throwing a few interesting links to each other and not talking to her for time. She knew that he would notify her if there was any news, and she knew that they had done the best they could do, and the case had been moved forward, and compared with ten years ago, there was some progress in the end - but it was also possible that they would be stuck here for the rest of their lives and never go down again. She also had to be prepared to never find the answer in her life. Think about it, if she could never find the answer, how should life continue and how to arrange it.
Over the past ten years, she has reached today with her passion and courage. Her understanding of the world is getting deeper and deeper, and she is becoming more and more successful in the secular sense, but inevitably becomes more and more realistic. She has never considered what to do if she cannot find the truth. But now, Hu Yue found that people change, and her thoughts seem to be no longer as pure as before. She also wants some secular material comfort, and she will also be moved by the interweaving emotions. She wants more things than before, but her hands are so hesitant.
How should I tell Shi Ji? Of course he didn't know, but if... she had to think about it first, not to mention that her questions were far from answered. The medical records she had read, the hands that extended to her at critical moments, and wanted to put down these, would be equivalent to letting go of the whole life and all the stances of seeking. But she couldn't let go and couldn't bear it, and hung in the air, of course she was in a state of mind and was confused and helpless.
Or, just ask Shi Ji directly, let it go, let him give him an answer...
This thought suddenly crossed my mind, just like I wanted to eat ice when it was hot, and I saw a piece of cake when I was depressed, full of harmful temptation, the frosting was shining, and the dreamlike glitter was decorated with a faint light: Will she believe the answer given by Shi Ji? Will he accept everything she told him?
These were all questions without answers. Hu Yue exhaled, and she thought, in order to get the information she wanted, was there no other way except to promise Shi Ji - this was a decent excuse. After two or three years, she never knew that Shi Ji actually had a positive view of life, and she did not dare to boast that this was influenced by herself. Shi Ji was like a gift with exquisite packaging, untied one layer and another layer. She didn't dare to say that she had a good idea.
It is also very likely that even if he is a pillow, he will not get the answer at all. If he believes that the truth does not require more people to know, he will get a harmless lie after asking. Hu Yue felt that he was sitting next to a volcano, but he really didn't know how to dig it. She shook her head and pressed the caller, "Next..."
After a glance at the screen, she stood up and welcomed the patient in, "Sister Song, you are here."
"I've caused you trouble." Mrs. Song's opening remarks are always this.
This is actually true. If you want to make a 3D head mold for your child, you can only come to the Sixteenth Hospital. Even if it is on the 19th floor, the 3D printing system can't make a head mold, but if you want to go to the imaging department to shoot a movie, you need to issue a checklist first. If it starts in the future, this will be the handle for Hu Yue's illegal operation. So Hu Yue deliberately banned her the last number of today. There should be fewer people in the imaging department now. The inspection is on Mrs. Song's side. If she takes it over in person, she can still shoot a movie for her little sister.
"What kind of friendship do you have with Teacher Teacher? You are talking about these heretics."
The two of them exchanged some greetings and took the child to the imaging department together. Hu Yue told the girl, "Sister, don't talk after you go in later. Doing this does not hurt is a little panic, because if you want to enter the machine, it will take a long time, but in fact it doesn't hurt at all. Just lie there, don't be afraid."
Mrs. Song herself also has a good understanding of medicine. It should have been explained to her daughter before. The girl nodded silently. Hu Yue could see that she was a little scared, but she still cooperated with her because of her personality or her mother's determination. She sighed slightly in her heart, but she just didn't show it. She straightened her waist and exchanged a look with Mrs. Song, but found that she looked a little clear, probably because she saw her feelings and returned a complicated smile.
Maybe she felt distressed too - such a young girl was going to join MRI, which mother didn't feel distressed? But Mrs. Song also had her own difficulties, and Hu Yue didn't agree with it, but she could understand it. Her thoughts naturally reflected on her face. Mrs. Song also felt something, and there was a hint of sincerity in her smile.
With a little sister here, naturally I won’t talk too deeply. Hu Yue asked them to wait outside the imaging department and went in and said hello, “Doctor Niu, I want to trouble you. I have a little patient here, I am less than old, but I have some demands to do a 3D printhead carving…”
She didn't say it very clearly, so Dr. Niu didn't ask, and gave it easy, "Then do it, just pay the fee."
"Thank you Dr. Niu, I have the opportunity to have a meal together..."
Soon, the little sister changed into clothes, checked her whole body, and took off all the metal objects. In fact, the mri inspection was indeed not scary, but the child was a little afraid of this complicated ceremony. The little sister didn't say anything, but she grabbed the corner of her mother's clothes and pulled the shirt a little deformed.
"It's okay, it'll be fine in a while." Mrs. Song hugged the child and pulled out her shirt. "Don't cry, remember what my mother told you? no
“……no gain.”
It can be seen that Mrs. Song educated her daughter very carefully. The little girl had a pure English accent, but she didn't have many children's innocence and joy on her face. Instead, she was a little panicked. Before being led by the nurse to the examination room, she kept looking back and finally couldn't help saying, "Mom..."
However, before the words were finished, the door was closed. Mrs. Song stared at the closed door. Her expression frozen for a long time, and the corners of her eyes gradually turned red. After a while, she suddenly woke up and wiped it down, "It made you laugh."
She had a heavy nasal voice, "Maybe a bit pretentious, but... although it was my own arrangement,... it was the most uncomfortable moment in my life."
Hu Yue didn't say anything, and the comfort at this time was a bit pretentious. After all, just like Mrs. Song said, this was her own arrangement. She sighed with Mrs. Song, and the two stood in the corridor together, looking at the hazy scene behind the frosted glass.
Sometimes language is powerless, just like Hu Yue and Mrs. Song. They didn't say anything, but they communicated no less than tens of millions of words. When Mrs. Song spoke again, her tone was much closer than before. "Actually, I recognized Mr. Yuan that day."
They knew each other, and Hu Yue knew this, but Mrs. Song did not know her, and might have some of her own considerations. At that time, there was no need to show that the two knew each other, and they were too busy, or they didn't want to explain to Mr. Yuan why they had already had contact, but they never knew that their husband and wife had a daughter. Just as Mrs. Song didn't ask her why she had to explain her relationship with Mr. Yuan loudly, everyone has their own considerations, and not everything must be explained clearly. Hu Yue said, "Mr. Yuan is very gentleman."
He is indeed a gentleman, who cooperates with both women very well and maintains a decent silence. Mrs. Song smiled, "Yes, others are very good and very graceful. I didn't expect that he would choose overseas medical intermediary investment. If he had known, he would introduce his sister to him."
"Mr. Yuan and I have a good relationship. If you need it, Sister Song will tell me at any time."
He knew the elegant meaning when he heard the string song. Hu Yue didn’t know what Mrs. Song meant, so he immediately expressed his opinion.
"Thank you then." Mrs. Song looked at her and smiled. She always seemed to have a good impression of Hu Yue, and now she is naturally better. "Really, I have been bothering you--you have a good temper and Shi Ji is blessed. I think you are better than the other one."
She directly exposed another thing that neither of them had mentioned: Sure enough, she saw it, but she was silent at the time and pretended not to know.
This other one should be about Mr. Luo. Thinking about it, they did know each other at least, and the time they had overlapped with Shi Ji's side, Hu Yue pursed her lips and smiled, shook her head, did not admit it or deny it, but instead had a little complaining, "The only other person in the teacher's temper can bear it."
Mrs. Song couldn't help but smile, "Indeed, Shi Ji has been like this since before."
Although she had known it from many ways, this was the first time she admitted to Hu Yue. "When I was studying, I had a friend with his brother, and at that time, he had almost the same temper."
This is probably because his daughter still needs Hu Yue to take care of her later, so she intends to make friends and specifically points out her identity, so that Hu Yue doesn’t have any grudges, but this is how they jumped off their relationship after coming to Shanghai.
Hu Yue pressed this suspicious point and refused to pursue it. He endured the accelerated heartbeat, seized this rare opportunity as if nothing had happened, and brought the woman's natural gossip and curiosity, "Oh? I heard that Teacher Teacher's younger brother, he..."
Chapter completed!