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Chapter 55 Plush Toys

Qin Songmu saw it before dawn knew it, and couldn't help but stretch his long and stretched his body, very pleased that he had finally survived this night.

"Xiao Fang, it's dawn now. You don't have to be afraid anymore, right?"

He said, as he looked like he was going out.

Fang Xiaowan quickly stopped: "Stop!"

Qin Songmu had a clever body and had to turn his head: "Girl, what else do you have?"

"What I asked you just now, are you pretending to be indifferent to your ears?"

Qin Songmu looked down at his watch, and then explained to Fang Xiaowan: "Although it's dawn, it's still early. I want to go back to the next door to take a rest. So, I won't go out with you anymore."

Fang Xiaowan snorted in her nostrils: "I advise you to lie here to rest, but you didn't buy my account and even said you were on duty. When they still need you, you gave up on others."

When Qin Songmu saw that she wanted to continue pestering her, she smiled and joked: "If you need me to accompany you in your morning exercise, you may be seen by your colleagues, right?"

"Who said that I went out for morning exercise?" Fang Xiaowan quickly explained, "I don't have morning exercises. I usually just a girl with a lazy bed. I want to ask you to drive me out."

Qin Songmu said curiously: "Where are you going so early in the morning?"

Fang Xiaowan asked first: "Do you know a morning market three or four miles away from us?"

Qin Songmu shook his head blankly.

Fang Xiaowan then introduced: "That morning market has been established for a long time, and there are many street stalls selling cheap department stores. And the products are also very complete."

"Are you going to buy clothes?"

When Qin Songmu asked this, she thought to herself that her clothes didn’t look like something from street stalls.

Fang Xiaowan shook her head gently: "I bought clothes there. However, I want to buy some toys this time."

Qin Songmu almost burst into laughter: "You are such a young child, do you still need toys?"

Fang Xiaowan's cheeks suddenly turned red: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm buying toys for others."

"Oh, who needs toys?"

"Did you forget the new little girl from Ward 2?"

"You mean the little girl named Lily?"

"Um."

Qin Songmu saw that she was still thinking about the child, and she couldn't help but feel a little moved. Fang Xiaowan had a gold-like quality for the patient, which was enough to interpret the professional role model of the doctor's kindness.

He had no reason to refuse and nodded immediately: "Okay, I'll take you to that morning market."

Qin Songmu took Fang Xiaowan away from the ward. Because Fang Xiaowan was about to start work when she came back, she put on a dress she often wore when she worked, which made her look much more elegant.

When we arrived at the bustling market, Qin Songmu's car could not continue to move forward.

Seeing this, Fang Xiaowan had to tell Qin Songmu: "Songmu, you drive aside and wait for me. I will come in and buy the toys and come out to find you."

Qin Songmu didn't expect that it was still so early, so many people gathered here. It seemed to be a real morning market. After he put Fang Xiaowan off the car, he drove aside.

Qin Songmu also got out of the car at this time and watched Fang Xiaowan squeeze into the back of the crowd, and ripples appeared in her heart. Now she no longer called herself "Director Qin", but "Songmu", and she did not regard herself as an outsider. Given her performance last night, it also showed that she regarded herself as her guardian god. Perhaps she just needed to reach out and pull her hand and she would fall into her arms and become her prey.

Qin Songmu had this idea in his mind, and then he thought of Chen Lijuan. Isn’t that noble female mayor easy to take advantage of? Has she experienced a series of unlucky things, and now she is a blessing in disguise and has the luck of love?

Qin Songmu was so angry that he quickly came to the conclusion - that is, to have a natural relationship with Chen Lijuan. As for Fang Xiaowan, it would be better to set aside a little distance.

He has his own reason to think like this. As a man, if he wants to fall into two women at the same time, it will cause a torn pain. He must never do anything that harms others and himself. Although Fang Xiaowan can touch his heart, Chen Lijuan seems to need him more. Besides, her husband has to take some responsibility after all for such a thing. Therefore, he has the obligation to help Chen Lijuan take care of the unconscious Li Jianbing together. Of course, this premise is that he will never wake up.

However, when he made such a decision, he couldn't help feeling sad again, that was, he could not let go of Fang Xiaowan in front of him, especially her dependence on herself and frequent goodwill, which was almost an temptation that a normal single man could not resist.

An unconcealable melancholy invaded his expression. He couldn't help it, so he approached the street stalls around him, hoping that his conflicted mood would be released with pride.

However, he stared at the dazzling array of goods on the street stalls, and he could not lose Fang Xiaowan's graceful figure and voice and smile in his mind. He had to keep warning himself not to touch her, but to be a girl (he subconsciously thinks that the word "girl" needs to be quoted). If he only treats her as a girl, he must not cross this moral bottom line.

After a while, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Fang Xiaowan walking back with a bunch of plush toys in his arms. Although the toys were not heavy, they were still quite large. It was quite difficult for Fang Xiaowan to carry them through the gaps of the abortion.

Seeing this, Qin Songmu immediately rushed forward to meet him—

Fang Xiaowan saw Qin Songmu coming to pick her up and was overjoyed: "Songmu... Help me quickly... I'm almost exhausted..."

Qin Songmu looked at Fang Xiaowan who was panting and took the plush toys from her arms in a quiet voice. At this time, he could see more clearly that these plush toys were all cute animals, such as giant pandas, small bears, small dogs, etc.

"Xiao Fang, you actually sold so many toys toys to Lily?"

"Ah." Fang Xiaowan's hands were liberated and wiped the sweat beads on her forehead. "I don't know what animals Lily likes. When she saw that these toys were very cute, she might as well buy one."

"Ha, you're so generous. These toys cost you a lot, right?"

"It's okay. I bought a lot, and they gave in a lot of money. It only cost 200 yuan in total. However, this also consumed my half-month meal expense."

"Hey, you spent only 200 yuan and returned home with a full load. It's really good."

"Go to you, this is a street stall after all, I don't know if Lily likes it."

"These toys are fresh and of good quality. I'm sure Lily will like them."

"But when these toys are fresh, will she still like them?"

Qin Songmu felt a sank and actually said, "I hope she will get bored of them."

Fang Xiaowan looked up at him in surprise: "What do you mean?"

"Because she is tired of these toys, it means that her life has passed the freshness of these toys."

Fang Xiaowan couldn't help moistening her eyes after hearing his meaningful words.

After Qin Songmu stuffed the toys into the trunk of the car, he pointed at Fang Xiaowan at the food stall that had just been set up nearby: "Since we're out, let's have a meal here, right?"

Fang Xiaowan looked at the food stall and couldn't help but curl her lips: "You can't use this to repay the promise you missed me last night, right?"

"How can it be?" Qin Songmu quickly shook his head, "I won't use this snack to fill my promise to you. I will compensate you for a big meal when I have the chance."

Fang Xiaowan smiled at this time: "This is almost the same."

At the food stall, Qin Songmu ordered two beef noodles and accompanied Fang Xiaowan to sit on a table.

While waiting for beef noodles, he tentatively asked Fang Xiaowan: "Do you like children very much?"

Fang Xiaowan asked back: "Why do you think so?"

"I can tell by your lily that you like Lily so much."

"Is that so? Do you don't like Lily?"

"This is OK, but it's not as good as your care for her."

Fang Xiaowan was silent for a moment before saying calmly: "Maybe we girls are more emotional and have a natural understanding of children. In addition to being likable, Lily is also her experience that makes people worry."

Qin Songmu felt aroused and asked with the flow: "Oh, does the understanding of the child's nature refer to the nature of maternal love?"

Fang Xiaowan gave him a blank look: "Is this the best? Only mothers can be worthy of the 'maternal nature'. Can girls like us who have never been mothers involve this?"

Qin Songmu originally wanted to test whether she had the privacy of an illegitimate child, but she was speechless when she refuted her words. However, he also had a gain, that is, the girl in front of him did not have the experience of those women.

Fang Xiaowan saw that he was a little stunned and couldn't help but question: "Most of the patients in our ward are elderly people. They have experienced a complete life and finally reached this moment. There was no regret at all. But Lily is still so young and doesn't know much about the world. She was transferred from the Children's Hospital to this death ward, and there is no friend around her. Don't you pity her?"

Qin Songmu's expression suddenly became solemn: "This terminally ill child also made me feel heartbroken. Especially when she saw that she was so simple and her mother was so reluctant to give up on her, it made me feel heartbroken. However, her current situation is not suitable to stay in the children's hospital again."

Fang Xiaowan nodded sadly: "I know this, but I can't bear to let her choose this last stop in her life... This is too unfair to her..."

When Qin Songmu saw Fang Xiaowan suddenly sobbing, there were ripples in her heart and subconsciously patting her shoulder.

Fang Xiaowan was feeling sad and suddenly received his care. She couldn't help but feel warm and felt like she was favored. She wanted to lean on her arms. Unfortunately, the conditions here do not allow it.

Qin Songmu and her finished eating noodles. On the way back to the ward, Qin Songmu became interested in the old man Fang Xiaowan was concerned, so he asked Fang Xiaowan, who was sitting in the passenger seat: "What is the name of the old man who wrote the novel?"

"His name is Feng Dingwen. However, we should call him Uncle Feng."

Qin Songmu nodded: "He is an old man with strong perseverance. Maybe after listening to your advice, his writing has revitalized his life."

Fang Xiaowan smiled with relief: "I hope he can really create a miracle of life."

"Well, have you read his novel?"

"I have browsed his previous works. But I don't know anything I have written recently."

Qin Songmu threw a surprised look at her: "Why?"
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