Chapter 123
Ma also sighed quietly and said, "Hui'er once chatted with me. Lan'er said, "We all love our parents, and our family is warm and we have some love."
But Xuan'er was born in such a strange family. Not long after her birth, her father died. Her mother disliked her that she was not a boy and could not make her mother and daughter live a better life, but instead suffered more rubbing.
Only after dying did she wake up and took her to our house for a long journey, and she was different and followed the rules everywhere, which made her at a loss and she was not as good as others everywhere.
In addition, the only way to rely on her mother has left, and we cannot truly appreciate her loneliness and confusion and fear. Our blame and incomprehension will only make her more afraid of retreating, thinking that we are all hostile.
In fact, there are some things she can only get out of by herself, and others cannot replace them. Now she is finally awake, which is a good thing. In the future, we encourage more and teach more things and always learn well. Aren’t the children willing to learn well?
After all, it’s not really bad for those who want to leave our family, as it would be bad for our daughter.”
After Ma said that, he felt that Zhao Xuaner was indeed pitiful. She was less than seven years old but had already suffered all the hardships from the outside world, making her quick and strong and independent, which was not realistic in itself.
Xu also sighed and said, "This is the reason, but we are also doing our best. The worse the conditions are, the better we should be. Otherwise, it would be hard to say that we are in the future. She is also a responsibility to us.
To be honest, I really disgusted with her mother. I used to be absent. Now that I am about to die, I will throw my child back and let us raise it. Whether it is okay or not is all our responsibility. How can she do this?
If you reject her, she is almost dead, and she will have two lives to go out, and we will be counted on us. If you accept it, you have a lot of responsibility. Xuan'er used to be a bit like her mother. She likes to force her to buy and sell things, and she can't use her tricks to use her ideas, which makes people disgusted. Where can she get the sympathy?
If we were like now, we would be more open and we would do it if we could. It wouldn't matter if we were wrong, and we wouldn't really care about our children.
But you need to have the attitude and appearance of a junior. We should hold you carefully. If you step on our sincerity, no one will be happy."
Ma nodded, both of them were mothers, but in fact they all knew in their hearts that their own children were not much less patience, and their own children would be cold-hearted when they repeatedly committed suicide, let alone other people.
"As long as she can learn well and understand the rules and behave better, I don't mind teaching her. Let the sisters get along well. If the sisters get along well, they can support each other for a lifetime. They can also understand each other's pain and suffering, which is better than the brother."
The old lady said earnestly, saying that she did not rely on the Yang family, but she was still soft-hearted and asked her sisters to support each other, leaving Xuan'er a way to rely on and retreat.
Relying on sisters means relying on the Song and Yang families. The forces behind this can also be used, and the husband's family dare not mess with them.
Xu and Ma looked at each other and smiled at each other. The old lady is a tough-mouthed person. She is a good person and is very tolerant and loving to their two wives. She has never interfered in her son's room until now, and she doesn't ask any questions.
The three sisters were very happy to have fun. The atmosphere today was particularly good. The three were laughing and joking. The garden was filled with the laughter of their sisters like silver bells.
After a break at noon, the three of them took the drawing board together to draw. The last peony picture had not been finished yet, and Zhao Xuan'er also added it this time, but she had just started painting, but she was very attentive. Although it was not good-looking, she was very excited and had a happy smile on her face.
The three of them slept together at night and muttered. For the first time, Zhao Xuan'er opened her heart and told them what life in the Zhao family was like, which opened Zilan and Shuhui's eyes. If such an environment is not a lunatic, it is already very strong.
But she has been so happy after experiencing so much. Maybe she really doesn't want to have anything to do with the Zhao family anymore. Speaking of these is like telling stories, she laughs loudly.
After heart-to-heart communication, the relationship between the three sisters became better and better. Shuhui also understood why Zhao Xuan'er was so twisted. Sometimes, without this twist, she might have died long ago.
Isn’t it said that people live in one breath? It’s her blessing now that she figured it out.
"Sister Xuan'er, you are not easy. We know that you are suffering in your heart, but we cannot replace you after all, and we cannot really put ourselves in our shoes to experience your suffering. The Yang family is a family with rules.
I have scolded you before, Aunt Xu is the queen mother. Such a person teaches us as our blessing and ceremonial. If you learn well, you will only benefit you but not harm you. You are an orphan. You must say something, and the orphan will be raised by others.
That is, if you don’t marry, so my grandmother gave you Aunt Xu to teach you separately. It’s not that she hates you, but that she hopes you will rely more. In fact, my grandmother is stubborn and soft-hearted. She doesn’t like your mother to use threats to make her raise a child for no reason.
But you are innocent, she still did everything she could do. Your mother had nothing to do with her in the Yang family. You know this. When your mother got married, your grandfather's property was ruined, and two-thirds of the dowry was compensated by my grandfather.
Now you have to give you another dowry, which is a trivial matter, but if you don’t learn well, it will make your elders even more heartbroken.
Although sometimes people may express some dislike, they have not stopped you from dating us. In fact, this is the best support. We represent the Song family and the Yang family, which are your support."
Zilan talked to her heart in the dark night. The orphan was helpless and pitiful, but because of this, she should be stronger and make a fortune for her future.
"Good sister, I know you have always been very good to me. I sincerely advised me to help me. I kept twisting my strength. I didn't blame others, I understood it. With the Zhao family for comparison, I don't understand anything. I'm just pretending to be stupid. Actually, I know everything.
It’s my own resentment that I have nowhere to vent. Why are you all loved by your parents? I am an orphan; Why is my mother not like me? I keep saying that it would be great if I was a son; Why is I also the legitimate daughter of the Zhao family but not as good as a slave?
I hate it so much. My father is also a Jinshi. But I don’t know who should hate it. The fire burns in my heart, it burns so much that I can’t breathe.
It was not until the old man woke me up that I really woke up. It seemed like a dream. That person seemed to be a demon hidden in my heart, constantly instigating me, like a melody."
Zhao Xuan'er is honest with her heart, and she also has her own pain and can't speak.
"I understand, silly sister, you should tell us if you have any grievances. If you have anything to say directly to us, don't reject our kindness, at least we treat you sincerely."
Zilan hugged her and patted her gently, sighing in her heart. Women in this era are not easy.
Chapter completed!