Chapter 495 let go
"Yaoyao and Mufeng haven't seen each other for several years, you guys go out for a walk, and I have something to say with your father Xie." Yang Xi smiled gently and sent Xie Yao and Xie Mufeng out.
Xie Yao followed Xie Mufeng out of the ward. The two of them did not walk far away, but stood in the corridor and spoke.
"I already know my aunt's condition. Xie Yao, you have to be more open-minded. After all, people will always die, and parents cannot accompany us for the rest of our lives." Xie Mufeng comforted.
Xie Yao nodded, her emotions on her face were very weak. Everyone knows this principle, but when it comes to close relatives, how many people are really open-minded.
"Auntie said, are you working in GR now?" Xie Mufeng asked again.
Xie Yao nodded, "Gr is where my mother worked. I can help Xiaobin there."
"This is great. Auntie's biggest wish is to hope you can cheer up again."
Xie Yao pursed her lips and smiled, and each other fell into a brief silence.
Then, Xie Mufeng took out an invitation and handed it to her, "I'm going to get married."
Xie Yao reached out to take the invitation, and the expression on her face was a little surprised, "Congratulations, Mu Feng."
"It is indeed time to congratulate me. After so many years, I finally let go of my obsession with you." Xie Mufeng said with emotion.
Xie Yao's expression on her face was a little embarrassed, and she pursed her lips and didn't say anything.
"My wife, she is a nurse in our hospital. She is not very beautiful, but she is very gentle and well-behaved. My father likes her very much. I, I like it very much, too." Xie Mufeng continued.
"That's pretty good." Xie Yao said softly. Xie Mufeng is a doctor, and the doctor and the nurse are indeed very compatible.
"Where are you?" Xie Mufeng asked again, "Have you let go of these years?"
"I have nothing to let go." Xie Yao said with her eyes closed, her tone very light.
Xie Mufeng shook his head and smiled, "Xie Yao, are you lying to me or lying to yourself!"
Xie Yao looked up at him and pursed her lips tightly.
"A Yao, if you really let go, you should start a new life like me. Or, just marry Gu Jingyu." Xie Mufeng said again.
"I can't marry Gu Jingyu."
"So, you didn't let go. You love Gu Jingyu too much. You know that you can't have children again when you are together. You don't want his life to be incomplete. But, A Yao, have you ever asked Gu Jingyu what he thought? Do he want you, or do he want a complete life more?"
Xie Yao's beautiful eyebrows were frowning, her face was pale and ugly, "I don't want to discuss this topic with you."
After hearing this, Xie Mufeng sighed heavily, and then said, "Okay, you don't want to listen, I won't say it anymore. I rarely go back to City A and asked a few friends to go to the bar. You all know each other, let's get together."
Xie Yao could not refuse Xie Mufeng's kindness, so she went to the bar with him.
However, after she went there, she felt a little regretful. Xie Mufeng’s friends were so noisy. After so many years, they seemed to have not grown up yet, and they were enjoying playing the game of truth-telling adventures.
If Xie Yao doesn't participate, it will make people feel out of place. She can only sit there with a bit of bullet.
In the first round of punching, Xie Mufeng lost. His little boy smiled and asked him when the first time was.
Xie Mufeng blushed and replied, "Two months ago."
"Oh, Mu Feng is too innocent. Seeing that the person who is in the third place has just handed over it for the first time. I will definitely let me meet my sister-in-law another day. Did you find the treasure?"
Xie Yao sat aside, listening to them laughing, and felt that she was just an outsider.
Xie Yao was a little absent-minded, and then, in the second round of punching, she lost. She was asked the same question as Xie Mufeng.
Xie Yao was a little dazed. The first time she and Gu Jingyu seemed too far away, and the far away was almost forgotten by her.
Xie Yao said nothing, reached out and picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it all in one go.
Then, the game continues.
However, Xie Yao's luck today was so bad, and she seemed to have been losing. The questions asked were almost all the gender relationship between men and women. Xie Yao didn't want to answer at all. She kept drinking, and even couldn't remember how many cups she drank, and her mind was a little dizzy.
Xie Yao picked up the wine glass on the table again, and was finally stopped by Xie Mufeng.
"My sister has drunk too much, so let's forget about this cup. How about letting her sing a song for us?"
"Okay, I haven't heard the beautiful lady Xie sing for a long time." Everyone agreed.
Xie Yao stood up swayingly, walked to the stage, and picked up the microphone.
I don’t know who ordered her a song "So You Are Here," and Xie Yao hummed with the melody: Please allow me to settle down and bury the past with silence. I came from the sea all over the body and lived in seclusion in this desert. Things that should be hidden are always clear, thousands of words can only be speechless. Love is a superstition of the right time and place. Oh, it turns out that you are here too. Ah, does that person only exist in a dream? Why did I use all my strength to exchange for half a lifetime of memories...
Xie Yao felt that she might have really drunk too much and couldn't stand the emotions. She kept crying while singing.
Between her and Gu Jingyu, it was probably like this song. They were all here, but they could never go back. She had loved him so hard, but all he left to her was memories.
And for the second half of her life, she could only stay with these memories and live in pain.
Xie Mufeng saw Xie Yao crying, and just wanted to go over, but saw Gu Jingyu walking out of nowhere. He had already walked onto the stage, half-carried Xie Yao and walked out of the bar.
Xie Mufeng sat back in his seat and smiled and greeted several friends to continue drinking. However, there was a hint of bitterness on his smile on his lips.
Did you really let it go? He just lied to himself.
On the other hand, Xie Yao has been pulled out of the bar by Gu Jingyu.
It’s just summer, and the temperature difference between day and night is quite large, and inside and outside the bar is even more icy and fire.
Xie Yao was wearing only a single skirt, and was trembling with the coldness when the night wind blew. Xie Yao also woke up most of the wine.
Gu Jingyu had a calm face, took off his coat and wrapped it around her.
His coat was so warm, with a faint and clear smell of tobacco, which was the smell she was extremely familiar with.
Xie Yao was wrapped in this warmth and familiarity, and she had the urge to cry. However, she knew that she could not cry, and she was not qualified to be greedy for this warmth.
Xie Yao reached out and took off her coat and returned it to him. "I don't need it."
But Gu Jingyu was immediately annoyed. Gu Sanshao was born to be arrogant and pampered with all his love. He was not without temper.
Gu Jingyu threw her coat hard on the ground and looked at her coldly.
Xie Yao lowered her head, she didn't dare to look at his eyes, her voice was choked, "Gu Jingyu, I am no longer the Xie Yao I used to be, we can never go back."
"I said, then start over." Gu Jingyu said stubbornly.
Chapter completed!