The first thousand one hundred and fifty-four chapters do not have the courage to go all out for love
Du Yunhao sat down opposite her, staring at her with deep eyes, and the expression in his eyes was a little complicated.
They fell into a brief silence between them.
Du Yunhao turned his head unconsciously and looked out the window. The night outside the window was deep, and the dark sky was like a bottomless abyss. When you step out, the ending was often endless.
Du Yunhao's emotions were very calm, but his eyes were slightly dissipated, and the sound of his voice opening again was slightly low and hoarse.
"Shan Shan."
He called out softly, and suddenly he felt that this was a really good name, and even the meaning was beautiful and jealous.
How deep is the relationship between a couple that makes them feel that their children are third parties.
"My parents, they are childhood sweethearts, and the two have similar families and have a very good relationship.
My mother loves my father very much, and the two families are happy to see it.
My father’s feelings for my mother are probably limited to childhood sweethearts.
However, both families tried their best to help, and he also felt that my mother was gentle and well-behaved, and knew her true nature, and was very suitable for being a wife.
So, they tried to date, and a year later, my mother got pregnant unexpectedly.
Perhaps, my father was hesitant about this relationship, but with a child, he could not be irresponsible. So before he was ready to be a husband, he hurriedly held the wedding and became a husband and father.
They had a very good relationship for a long time after marriage.
My mother is a gentle and virtuous wife, who respects her elders, takes care of her children, and keeps her family in an orderly manner. My father concentrates on his career and has no worries.
It would be good if they could live like this.
After all, marriage will eventually become dull, and it doesn’t matter without love.”
Du Yunhao stared deep in the distance outside the window, subconsciously put his hand into his pocket, trying to touch a cigarette.
But he was not addicted to smoking and did not usually carry cigarettes, so he felt free.
Du Yunhao coughed lightly, but his voice became more and more hoarse.
The crystal light above his head reflected his clearly contoured side face, but inexplicably blurred the expression on his face.
But Tang Xinyan still felt a deep and profound sorrow that spread out from his body.
"The peace of all was broken when I was five years old.
My father's company hired a young female designer with excellent design and outstanding work ability. My father admired her very much and had a high evaluation of her.
In less than half a year, she went from an ordinary designer to my father's exclusive secretary, and later, they fell in love.
My father met true love after marriage and had also been in pain and entanglement.
But he was still a responsible man and did not let the situation develop uncontrollable. He wanted to end the deformed love in time.
However, things were not as simple as he imagined. Even though he put forward generous conditions and made various concessions, the woman was still unwilling to part with her.
My father later found out that she was not a simple little designer, but had a tough family background.
Later, the matter became more and more troubled, and the woman's father and brother came to her house and half threatened and half intimidated my mother and father to divorce.
My mother, she is not in good health, but she is well maintained, so there is no big problem.
The woman came to my house with her family with great fanfare, which led to my mother's sudden death from a heart attack.
When she died, there was medicine in her pocket, but she didn't take it.
My grandfather always thought that my mother actually committed suicide.
My father's cheating has already made her feel disheartened."
When Du Yunhao said this, he fell into a brief silence again.
His voice was low and hoarse, but his tone was light, as if he was telling someone else's story.
However, there is a sadness that cannot be dissolved in the dark eyes.
Tang Xinyan felt a little depressed inexplicably. She didn't know how to comfort him, or Du Yunhao didn't need comfort at all.
She stretched out her hand, and her white and soft hands gently covered the back of his hand.
Du Yunhao subconsciously shook her hand, but then let go and did not stop.
“After my mother passed away, everything was in chaos.
My mother is my grandfather’s only daughter, and my grandfather insists that my father killed her.
The two families were having a big fight.
My father, he also thinks he is the murderer who killed my mother.
He began to give up on himself and no longer care about the company's affairs. He drank alcohol all day and night, and even committed suicide several times.
I remember one day when I came home from school, I pushed open the bathroom door and the bathtub was covered with blood. My father was lying in the bathtub like a drowning fish.
The Dushi Group also had a serious crisis at that time, with the wall falling down and everyone pushing it, and the company almost changed hands.
Grandpa tried every means to try to make his father sober, but it was useless.
It was not until my father realized that he had a son because of his servant's negligence that I was kidnapped and almost died."
Du Yunhao's story is not long, but it covers his entire unfortunate childhood.
He saw his mother being forced to die in despair and her father committing suicide. His experience was so heavy that it was heartbreaking.
It can be imagined that the tragedy of his parents must have had a great impact on him.
So much so that his relationship failed in two consecutive relationships. In addition to the accident of meeting bad people, Du Yunhao did not have the courage to gamble for love.
Also, his experience of being kidnapped was a five or six-year-old child who fell into the hands of the kidnappers. The tragic situation can be imagined.
Such a young child is frightened even if he is scared.
What's more, he almost died, because the kidnappers were preparing to tear up the tickets, and Du Yunhao woke him up and escaped everything.
So, until now, he still follows his bodyguards, probably because he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the rope.
Du Yunhao's dark eyes looked at Tang Xinyan calmly, with the vicissitudes and deep helplessness that he shouldn't have at his age.
“I can’t hate my father for him, but I can’t forgive him.
Since I don’t love you, since I can’t be sure that I can work together for a lifetime, why do I have to have sex before marriage?”
"So, have you never had sex with other girls?"
Tang Xinyan looked at him and asked with her eyes shining.
Du Yunhao: "..." He suddenly realized that their thinking seemed to be in a straight line at all.
After a moment of silence, Du Yunhao said a little embarrassedly and helplessly: "Tang Xinyan, are you sure you want to discuss this topic with me?"
Tang Xinyan pursed her red lips slightly. She didn't mind discussing this topic, but seeing his impatient look, she probably didn't want to.
“Everything is not suitable for us, no matter what the point is.”
Du Yunhao continued, his tone was calm and rational, "Since ancient times, the Tang family was too high and I couldn't help but feel pressure.
Even if the relationship between husband and wife is good, disputes cannot be avoided.
If your father and brother inserted it, I would be very passive.
Sooner or later, there will be problems with our relationship.”
"My father and brother..." Tang Xinyan tried to defend herself, but was interrupted by Du Yunhao.
"Do you think they won't ask about your relationship?
When you are in good times, they will not interfere.
But as fathers who love their daughters and brothers who love their sisters, as long as you show a slightest unhappiness or unhappiness, they will never stand by.
It is usually not a person's responsibility to run a marriage, except for the third party to intervene.
If we impose mistakes on a person, the problems and contradictions between us may not be resolved, but will expand infinitely.
Chapter completed!