Chapter 182 Qianxi's letter
Brother Zi'an:
Thank you very much for your care over the past six months. Although I have encountered many things, I am still very happy.
I am sorry about the fact that I like you, and I have troubled you. I know that you and Lin Zhitang have had a deep relationship for many years, and I never thought of intervening in you.
I thought that this emotion that should not have should be hidden in my heart for the rest of my life, but unexpectedly, Su Shengfei confessed to me, and all the messy relationships set aside everyone. I feel very guilty about this. If it weren't for me, your relationship wouldn't have become so tense. I thought, if it weren't for me, would everyone be a little better? After all, my existence will only cause all kinds of trouble.
You have always been the god I admire in my heart. I still remember when I first met, although I was indifferent, I arranged everything about me well. Time is like water, everything in the little things, memories of the flower room, gifts from auctions, sounds of sleeping pianos, too many things, things you have never cared about make me feel uncontrollable.
I like you and care about everything about you. Even a frown or a sigh touched my heart. I know that it is unnecessary to say such things at this moment, but I thought, since I have said it, I don’t want to hold it in anymore. Just think that it was the last time I disturbed you and caused you the trouble.
I always thought that all the pampering you gave me came from your heart. But unfortunately, all this was just something I thought I would be wrong and forgot my identity, a person who was entrusted to live in Zuosu Mansion. Perhaps the care you gave me was entrusted by someone, but I was self-righteous and full of joy.
Actually, I am very grateful to Su Shengfei for awakening me that day. There are so many things, but I took it for granted. It’s just here that I didn’t say anything about misunderstandings, and I want to explain them clearly.
Yes, I still care a lot. What I think in your heart is, no matter what your identity is, whether it is a sister or a guest.
The incident of falling into the water in the garden was an accident. Lin Zhitang fell into the water by herself. At that time, I was panicked and wanted to jump down to save her, but I forgot that I couldn’t swim. I always thought that my guilt about this was because of my stupidity, which delayed the rescue of her. I blamed you for your indifference at that time, but I didn’t want to. I realized that in your heart, I actually pushed her into the water. This is a false charge, not something I did, and I will not admit it.
Besides, I have said about the stairs before in the mall that I had never framed her. At that time, she was going to fall down, and I went to pull her, but I fell down, but she said that it was me to frame her! I have never had any hostility towards Lin Zhitang for a long time. Even if I like you myself, I will not be hopelessly stupid. She has a great opinion of me. I don’t want to affect your relationship because I am afraid of being misunderstood. But in the mall, I can’t stand her bullying Sister Wanwan and Brother Jingchu. She has been silent all the time, but she has been pressing each other step by step. I speak, unwilling to be related to her anymore.
Brother Zi'an, I have never deceived you in these days of getting to know each other. Except for my indefinite identity, because I have difficulties, I can swear that everything else is true. Maybe I don't call Bai Qianxi, but I have always been your Xiaoxi.
By the way, I fixed the watch. At the beginning, I saw that the watch was in line with yours, so I refused to accept it. For some reason, Lin Zhitang always wanted to force it to me. No matter what, it broke, and I also have some responsibility. Now that it has been repaired, it has been returned to the whole thing.
That music box is a gift I gave you. When I saw it in the window, I felt that it was very suitable for you. I didn’t buy it because of some accidents. Later, I found an opportunity and bought it back, but I didn’t have a reason to give it to you. Now it just happened that it belongs to you. I hope you like it or think of me when I see it.
Besides, I’m sorry for me, Yixia and Su Shengfei. I forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. I really don’t know how to face you and Su Shengfei. One is my favorite and the other is my favorite. I can’t handle such a relationship well. So I chose to be a deserter. I need time to sort out and dilute all this. I don’t have to look for me, I just go and relax. When I can let go of everything, I will come back.
May the door of Zuo Su Mansion be opened for me. At that time, Brother Zi'an could still rub my hair at will, Su Shengfei could also shout at me as a village girl, and Su Yixia still smiled and cooked a cup of hot milk for me.
Don't worry.
Qianxi
A thin page of paper is like a thousand pounds in Su Zi'an's hands.
she……
His eyes fell on the music box, and he unscrewed the clockwork, and the tune to Alice was profound and long...
The air became thinner and thinner, and Su Zi'an felt a suffocating feeling, and the pain in his chest was thought-provoking.
He remembered what she said, was she going to let go and throw away all of it? No! He wanted to find her! This time it was not just for those high-sounding reasons, but more importantly, for himself!
IST woke up very early, and the small sofa was not easy to sleep. There was still no movement on the second floor. She should still be sleeping. After turning to the kitchen, she used the few ingredients left in the refrigerator to cook a pot of vegetable porridge.
He slowly finished washing up, turned on his phone, but frowned. It seemed that the fire had spread to him.
It is not difficult to guess that some people have found him. He pondered for a while and walked upstairs. The girl was still asleep, just frowned, as if she was not having a good time in her dream. He covered her with a quilt, left a note on the head of the bed, and went out.
In the early morning, Besea was closed, but the door was not locked. The group gathered at the door of the store. Judging from the situation, it was not a good atmosphere.
The bar manager was frowning and noticed it with sharp eyes. He hurriedly greeted him!
"ist, why did your phone turn off? Mr. Su's assistant has been looking for you for one night!" He hurriedly pulled the man into the crowd.
A row of bodyguards stood in front of him.
Its curled his lips, not shocked by this attitude.
"What are you looking for me?" His voice was low, and he didn't even raise his head.
Su Zi'an was indeed Su Zi'an. He still admired this very much, and his thoughts were indeed meticulous.
Jas observed the man in front of him. He was not surprised when dealing with things. Everything in front of him seemed to be irrelevant. Su Zian had asked him to check the information about it before, and he had a very impressed by this mysterious man.
"Hello, I am Mr. Su's assistant. Some of them want to trouble you. Can you speak with me?"
Jas spoke politely and took the initiative to show kindness. The manager next to him was very surprised. Isn’t he just a small resident singer? He doesn’t have such treatment either!
IST is quite satisfied with Jas' attitude. She is worthy of being Su Zi'an's assistant and her ability to observe words and expressions is also first-class. However, judging from his attitude, he probably has checked his own background. He knows very well that blank space is much more terrible than unforgivable.
He just nodded and went straight into the bar, Jas followed directly behind him, while the tragic manager was stopped outside by the bodyguard.
The eldest lady of Zuo Su family disappeared, and this matter must not be reported. Jas is very cautious in his actions.
The bar was empty and the lights were not turned on. The light was dim in the morning, and the man picked a seat by the window and sat down.
Chapter completed!