"Ma Ning, I think your main problem now is not whether you can get through her phone. If the phone doesn't get through, you can just go to the hospital to find her or go to her home to find her. This is not a problem. But whether you have considered it clearly and truly accept everything about Zhou Xiaotong." I said.

Zhang San also echoed, "Yes, Ma Ning, I still think you have to think of all these things clearly. After all, Zhou Xiaotong's situation is quite special. If you marry her, you must take care of her younger brother."

"I thought it through, of course I thought it through." Ma Ning smoked a lot, and the large cloud of smoke drowned his painful expression. "I thought it through very clearly. It may be really difficult to bear her brother's life under my conditions. The wisest choice is of course to forget her, but I... just can't forget it... I can't forget it anyway... It's hard for you to imagine that even I didn't expect that when I saw her on the corner of the street, my whole body was trembling, and my tears were not under my control at all. I couldn't help falling down. I never knew that I loved her so much..."

The three of us looked at each other, and they were speechless for a moment, not knowing how to comfort him.

...

That night, we drank a lot of wine, half because Ma Ning was in a bad mood and wanted to accompany him. Maybe we all remembered some other thoughts. The more we were drunk, the more we drank, the more we drank.

I patted Ma Ning on the shoulder and said, "Brother, I think the principles and pros and cons of the matter are not to be said much. You know everything yourself and we cannot give you any advice, because the risks here are too great, which is related to your lifelong happiness. You may regret this multiple-choice question, which option you choose, so I think you should decide for yourself, but no matter what, we will support your decision. When you need our help, you just have to say a word."

Ma Ning nodded with tears in his eyes.

moment.

Ma Ning suddenly raised his head and looked at the three of us. After wiping for a while, shed tears, she said, "Brothers, if I go back to find Zhou Xiaotong, if I do my best, no matter how difficult it is, I will be with her. Will you laugh at me?"

The three of us were silent for a moment.

Sometimes, many of our choices in life seem so irrational and impulsive.

When we listen to the breath of this world, we love some people, not because they are too smart or too perfect, but because they are alive and flesh; sometimes they make "wrong" decisions that are not conducive to their own, and sometimes they are a little crazy because of their emotions and ideals. They may not succeed, but they may be more adorable.

This is my brother, Ma Ning. He is willing to make choices that are completely unfavorable to him for the sake of what he loves in his heart, and even if life will be burdened with heavy burdens, we are proud of him.

"Okay, my brothers, who will laugh at whom?" Lu Dayou smiled, "I, if it weren't for Yating giving me a house, how could I get married? Ma Ning, I can understand your feelings, but I hope you can think about it again when you are awake and then make a decision so as not to regret it in the future."

"I'm very sober now, very sober." Ma Ning said.

"That's enough." Lu Dayou said, "Just as Qin Zheng said, no matter what, there are some brothers who will always support you."

Ma Ning was very moved and lowered her head, "Okay, thank you."

...

After drinking for a while, Lu Dayou suddenly asked me, "Have Yating contacted you recently?"

I shook my head and said, "What do you think."

"I'll tell you something, don't blame me." Lu Dayou said.

I was stunned and looked at him, "What's the matter?"

"You promise me first. After I say it, don't blame me." Lu Dayou said.

It seems that it is about Lu Yating.

"Tell me."

Lu Dayou said, "I sometimes contact Yating recently and tell her about you."

I was stunned, "That's all?"

"yes."

"Then what do I have to blame for you? Now there is no difference between us and her. We are just friends. Or you may be closer to her than me. At least, you can chat with her normally, and I can't even listen to her voice..." I sighed and said.

"Don't say that, Qin Zheng, I want to tell you, through chatting, I feel that Lu Yating may not be so decisive. After all, your feelings are there, and she leaves, in a sense, for your own good." Lu Dayou said, "I think you should have a good talk, especially through Ma Ning's affairs today, I feel even more that you both need some courage. After all, no matter what, the problem between you is at least smaller than that of Ma Ning and Zhou Xiaotong. They all have the courage to face it. What are you afraid of?"

I smiled bitterly, "Am I afraid?"

"That's why I asked you to have a good chat with her. I have Yating's phone number here. Let Zhang San check it out. I don't think it's difficult to find where she is. What do you think? Go and talk to her in person." Lu Dayou said.

"No need." I shook my head and said, "I know very well Lu Yating. If she thinks it clearly, she will come back by herself without me looking for her. If she doesn't think it clearly, whether I meet or call, the result will be the same. Da Ye, I know you have good intentions, but in the future, don't talk to her anymore, let alone tell her about my current situation."

"Why?"

"No, promise me, okay?" I said.

"But I felt from the chat with her that she might come back." Lu Dayou said.

I was stunned, paused for a moment, and said, "Don't, either."

Lu Dayou shook his head helplessly, "Okay, I really think you are not together, it's such a pity..."

"It's nothing to be a pity," I said, "I haven't been together because I'm not destined to be together enough. No matter how unwilling I feel, I can only reconcile with myself in the end. Now, I'm already trying to reconcile with myself. Before that, if she is willing to come back, of course I'm still willing to be with her, but once I reconcile with myself, all this will be possible."

They didn't say anything more, just drank wine silently.

I deeply feel that we are indeed different from before. In the past, no matter when or what happened, we can always find ways to comfort each other. But now, we choose to be silent more because we find that many things cannot be comforted, and this is probably true growth.

On the way back, I looked at Lu Yating's photo in a daze. Will you come back? Before I reconcile with myself.

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Chapter completed!