This made me never think of it.

I was worried that if I accidentally got drunk and couldn't control myself, what would happen to Aunt Mei.

But the situation is worse than I expected.

If it's just something happening physically, I think I have to face it. After all, it can be shirked from the loss of control of alcohol.

But in this situation, I have to face her feelings, and I am not drunk yet, and I cannot refuse, nor can I refuse.

I was stunned for a moment and didn't know how to answer.

In fact, after I was with Lu Yating, I could indeed feel Aunt Mei’s feelings for me. Although she did not deliberately reveal it, I had feelings for this kind of thing.

Even once in a cafe, I remember that she clearly said the reason why she rejected me at that time and said she was regretful.

But I didn't have to face those times. The reason was very simple, because at that time, Lu Yating was still by my side. I loved her deeply. Even if she revealed it, it would have no meaning.

I can understand that it was just Aunt Mei’s own regret and apologize for not cherishing my feelings at that time.

And now, everything is different. Lu Yating left me and I am completely single. When she asked about this at this moment, I can even understand that this is a confession and I have to face it.

I originally wanted to pass it with silence, after all, sometimes silence is also an answer.

I hope Aunt Mei will laugh it off quickly and then say, just joking with me, that would be much easier.

Auntie Ke didn't seem to have planned to end it. She didn't say anything, just looked out the window and drank silently.

It seems that I am waiting for my answer.

To be honest, at this moment, as time goes by, my relationship with Aunt Mei has changed a lot, and I can't even explain it clearly.

If you say you don’t love at all, that’s not right. After all, she once had such a heavy weight in my heart.

If you say love, Lu Yating's shadow completely blocked between us, leaving my heart as calm as water, without any turmoil.

"Aunt Mei, you're drunk."

After a while of silence, I still took the initiative to break all this.

Aunt Mei looked very calm, as if this was as expected by her. I thought she was going to give up, but she said, "No, I'm not drunk, I'm very awake."

"No, you're really drunk." I said, "If you're sober, you won't ask me this question." "Qin Zheng, I know that it's very inappropriate to tell you about these things now, and, I think... 80% won't get the answer I want. Asking you this question now is really not smart enough," Aunt Mei sighed, took a sip of wine and said, "But I... haven't been a smart person. What I can remember is that none of the major decisions I have made in my life are rationally weighed, and they are impulsive, so... this is probably my life.

Let’s be the reason for being messy and unorganized.”

Aunt Mei said, and wanted to pour myself wine again, so I hurriedly stopped him, "Aunt Mei, if you drink it again, you will really drink too much."

"It's okay." She smiled and took the wine bottle, poured it stubbornly for herself, and said, "I just want to get drunk. I'm happy, happy, and lost today."

I sighed and had to let her go. "When I was young, I elopeed with Li Mubai. I knew that it would be a very difficult road, but I still did that, just because Li Mubai was my first love. I loved him very much at that time, and I couldn't bear to let him go alone. Later, after Li Mubai left, I became pregnant and could not contact him. At that time, I had already estimated that he might have abandoned me, but I still impulsively gave birth to the little strawberry, knowing that it would bring great results to my life

Big trouble, having children out of wedlock. When I made that decision, I could already imagine how others laughed at me and my parents ridiculed me, but I still insisted on giving birth to her..."

When Aunt Mei said this, I felt that she really seemed a little drunk, so she wanted to persuade her.

"Auntie Mei..."

"Qin Zheng, don't interrupt me, let me finish speaking." Aunt Mei smiled drunk.

I don't want to hear her finish, because I know she said this, and in the end she wants to go back to that point. I just want to change the topic. "Aunt Mei, this doesn't mean anything. People are young, and it's normal to be impulsive when they are young," I said, "You are not always impulsive, you also have rational moments, such as when you are to me, most of the time, you are better than any woman.

All are rational. No matter how I touch you, I cannot impress you. Even if I have given everything I have, I cannot make you make an impulse decision.”

"You still care?"

"I used to care."

I sighed, "But these are meaningless."

"But that was my last decision to regret in my life." Aunt Mei said.

I was stunned and looked at her. It seemed that she must tell everything out of the way today.

I lit a cigarette and started smoking. Aunt Mei looked at me, took another sip of wine, seemed to remember something, smiled bitterly, and said slowly, "It's funny, I always think that at that time, I was mature, and the first time I didn't have the impulse. I restrained my impulse, suppressed my true thoughts, weighed all the pros and cons, and made a decision that I thought was extremely correct. I thought it was a decision that was good for you and me, but I didn't expect that that decision would make me the most

A decision I regretted, and it was a decision I regretted at that time. After that, I moved and left your world. I foolishly thought that I could only see you, and it would pass. Time would dilute everything, but in fact, everything exceeded my expectations. I mean, my feelings for you were completely beyond my expectations. You may not imagine that I would miss you so much that I could not sleep. I was worried that I would completely lose you. Several times I woke up from my dream, and then came here with an impulse taxi, panting.

I came to your door, and I wanted to knock in, and I didn't say anything, just kiss you, have sex with you, completely indulge my suppressed desires..."

I also drank a little hazy and smiled bitterly, "But you never crossed yourself. If I was not wrong, once you knocked on the door, but after I opened the door, you had lost the courage and left, right?" Aunt Mei nodded, "Yes, maybe, at that time, I felt that there was still time and chance, until one time, I saw you and Lu Yating on the street. When I saw you warming her hands with your hands, she was sweetly embracing her arms. The happiness on her face made everyone on the street feel her happiness. I stood there, and I was stunned.

I felt regret for the first time. I swear I never regretted it so much, including Li Mubai. After he abandoned me, I never regretted it like that, because we have loved you after all, but we are completely different to you. I know in my heart that I love you very much, but I didn't give us a chance. That day, when I saw you and Lu Yating together, I suddenly realized that I might have lost the last chance of happiness in my life and the last chance to love. I forgot that I was still standing in the middle of the road, and I didn't even hear those cars clamoring at me and cursing me. I retreated in panic.

, I wanted to comfort myself, but I found that I was crying..."

"Aunt Mei." I really didn't want to listen anymore, and interrupted her again, "Don't say it anymore. If you are repenting, it doesn't make any sense, because it has... passed..."

"It's past for you, but to me... it never passes! I tried hard to let it pass, but it just couldn't pass!" Aunt Mei suddenly said excitedly.

I was stunned, sighed, and murmured, "You know, I love Lu Yating."

"But if I tell you, she will never be back?"

I was shocked and looked at her and felt that she seemed to know something.

"What did you say?"...
Chapter completed!