"It's about Yu Ling, right?" I said.

"It's about her, but not all about her." Ji Bai took a sip of wine and asked me, "Don't you really want to drink some with me?"

He repeatedly invited him, and with the preparatory work just now, the atmosphere reached this point, and I felt a little embarrassed to push it away again.

So I took the cup, poured a glass of wine, and touched him.

Ji Bai smiled, "To be honest, Qin Zheng, I really thought about killing you."

I was stunned and smiled, "It was after I broke your car in your racing yard that time, right?"

"I'm not kidding." Ji Bai said, "That car is nothing to me. Since I was a child, money has never been nothing to me. I care about only two people, one is my mother and the other is Yu Ling. Apart from that, I don't care about anything else."

"Because Yu Ling wants to kill me?"

"I've had this idea," Ji Bai said, "Do you know when did you have this idea?"

"I don't know. Where can I guess this?" I said.

"When I first saw you," Ji Bai said.

I was stunned, "I saw me for the first time?"

"right."

This surprised me a little. I thought it was when he celebrated Grandpa Yu Ling's birthday that time, Yu Ling was completely on my side and also stole his limelight, so I had this idea. But I never thought that this guy wanted to kill me when he saw me the first time.

"Not that, brother, when you first met me, you didn't even know who I was. Where did you get such a great hatred?" I said, "Is it because I went with Yu Ling at that time? Even if you love Yu Ling, you can't be full of hatred for all the men around her, right? Everyone wants to kill me?"

"Of course not." Ji Bai said, "It's just... I'll see it when you come that day."

"What did you see?" I asked.

"Yu Ling likes you." Ji Bai said.

I smiled helplessly, "Please, at that time, Yu Ling and I had only known each other for a while, and you can't tell that she liked me?"

Ji Bai shook his head, "No, I like someone, that feeling can't be hidden from others' eyes."

"Then I want to tell you that Yu Ling and I have nothing until now?" I said.

He smiled, "Okay, I know you want to comfort me, but you don't have to do that."

"What if it is true?" I said.

A hint of joy flashed through his eyes, but soon the joy disappeared, like an extinguished flame, and his eyes became lost and empty.

"If it is true, what can it do?" He smiled bitterly and sipped his wine.

"Ji Bai, I think, maybe your method is wrong," I said, "A girl like Yu Ling is not an ordinary girl. You just blindly treat her well. Maybe it doesn't work, or if another method is used, it will be useful."

He looked at me, "You... don't really dislike her, do you?"

"I like it, but seeing you in such pain, you can be more beautiful than adults." I smiled.

"Do you believe it or not if Yu Ling heard you, she would want to kill you?" Ji Bai said.

I laughed, "Why are you talking about me? Just tell me, do you want to be with her?"

His eyes dimmed, he bit his lip, shook his head, sighed, and said, "I no longer deserve that extravagant hope..."

"Why?" I asked, "Ji Bai, I think you should strive for it again. It is really not easy to love someone. It is also difficult to let go completely. If you are not desperate, you should have hope, right?"

He sneered, "You said it simply."

"You are not afraid of death, what are you afraid of?"

"I used to think that death might be the most terrible thing, but then I realized that there is something more terrible in this world than death." He said with a hollow look in front of him.

"What?" I asked.

"Despair." He looked at me, his heart was undulating, and his eyes showed a look of fear and despair, and said, "You can't imagine despair... Qin Zheng, otherwise, I wouldn't want to die. Do you know the kind of dream you have been working hard and chasing suddenly shattered, and your faith suddenly destroyed?"

I watched him tremble slightly, his eyes were red, and he lowered his head in pain, as if he had lost his soul. This did not seem like the pain caused by a breakup.

"What...has happened to you?" I asked carefully.

He lowered his head and lay on the table, silent for a while, not sure if it was drunk or too painful.

After a while, he raised his head, looked at me, and said, "Qin Zheng, no matter what, I won't let you down Yu Ling, do you know?"

I was stunned, "But I didn't lie to you just now, and we were not together either."

"That's your business." Ji Bai said, "I just don't want to see Yu Ling sad, because Yu Ling may have to face something that will make her collapse..."

I was stunned, the intuition in my heart became stronger, and what he and Mr. Jia said should be the same thing.

"What the hell is it?" I asked.

He took a sip of wine, looked at me sadly, smiled bitterly, and said, "One past event, one that completely destroyed my past."

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"Qin Zheng, do you know why I asked you to come out and tell you this today?" he asked me.

"Because you think I have a good relationship with Yu Ling, do you?" I said.

"No, I thought you were with Yu Ling." Ji Bai said, "so I wanted to tell you about this. I think you should tell her slowly, maybe she would be more likely to accept it."

"Then tell me, what's the matter?" I asked.

"But now, I've changed my mind," he said.

"What's the meaning?"

"Since you are not together, I will not be able to tell you this," Ji Bai waved his hand and said, "Just call you to have a drink with me."

I……

"Hey, you fooled me from afar and asked me to have a drink with you for two drinks. Is this appropriate?" I said.

"It's appropriate," he said, "at least, you made me understand some truth, and it's also possible that you didn't even have the heart to save someone."

"Save people? Who?" I wondered.

He pinched his cigarette, stood up, and said, "You will know in the future, it's time for me to leave."

I was very helpless, "Hey, the reason I came today is because I wanted to digest some troubles for Yu Ling in advance. Although we were not together, I am her friend, and I think I can help her."

Ji Bai shook his head, "Have you helped with her life experience?"
Chapter completed!